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BADLY BURNT!!!

yay!

looking forward to her trip tomorrow!!
finally get to enjoy after sooo soooooo sooooo looooong!!
sun sand and sea. :)

random nonsense

glad i managed to finish that essay on time. hopefully nothing goes wrong and she wont ask me to redo it again. i seriously sian 1/2 when i received her sms to check my email. i feel damn angry when i need to rewrite it. dont feel like writing it again BUT NO CHOICE!!! ARGH!! it's like i finally get to enjoy my precious holiday and she got to ruin it for me!! WHY WHY WHY??? but anyway.. at least she gave me a chance to rewrite.. better than failing me straight RIGHT!! haha. well i will try to look on the positive side... anyway its OVER!! hopefully no more next time for me!!! *pray hard*

and it's a mess at work. SW is leaving in few days time and the handover IS IN A MESS!!! im seriously OVERLOADED!! fed up with means testing.. heard from my friend that for means testing it's usually done by an accountant but IM DOING IT!!! i tot that going in to the social sector = no maths forever!! but my boss just like to throw all those to me.. my maths is really horrible I CANNOT COUNT!!! well well.. hopefully i dont end up in jail for providing the wrong information.. guess what? now im in charge of ISO as well!! OMG! auditors are coming in and i need to handle them.. I CANNOT DO IT LAH!!! dont even know how they work and i tend to mumble and speak really fast when im nervous. and worst of all IM NOT A DETAIL PERSON!!!! crap.. must really do something about this!!

well.. although i kept complaining about the increasing workload.. but i can tell you that IM STILL LOVING MY JOB! hahaha. im getting closer to them day by day.. it's a must for me to go out everyday to mingle with them. and im loving them more each day (:

the 400th post

this is the 400th post and i feel like screaming

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU LAH!!!!

Hi Zi Qi,

I will need you to rewrite the follow segments of your paper --

Personal Challenges and Personal Strengths

The current content does reflect clear connections to the work you've done in class. I am looking for challenges and strengths you have identified as a outcome of going through the unit. If you have indeed indentified these challenges and strengths as an outcome of the unit, you would need to state how you came to identify them.

Kindly also take note that even though this is a reflective paper, it is still an academic unit. As such, it is not advisable to present the paper in conversational style.

You only need to rewirte these 2 segments and emial it back to me at this email address by this Thursday, 9th April, 2.00pm.

hahaha

was clearing my office cupboard and CHECK OUT WHAT I FOUND !!

my boss want me to get drunk at work! hahahah

nice..

Reminiscence

feeling nostalgic, i looked through all my stuff last night.. and it brought back alot of beautiful and sweet memories. :)

i found a box filled with lots of letters... in the past when there are no emails, sms, msn, icq, irc.. we connected through letters.. yes literally sending letters by mail.. and we wrote "thank you mr postman" on the envelope to thank the postman. and now when i read through those letters again i feel so weird. hahaa.

i still remember.. years ago.. when i was in primary school, i had this classmate from hong kong. when she went back to hong kong, we continue to keep in contact though mails... but somehow we lost contact :( i guess i was too lazy at that time to remain in contact with her. few years back.. i tried sending another letter to her but it got bounce back instead. guess she's no longer staying there.. aww.. if only i have the chance to meet up with her again.... i regret not keeping my promise to mail her often... and now i wonder how is she...

i love to pen down my thoughts. so that i can read through and laugh at it when i grow old.. thus i own a diary. even now with a blog i still write in a diary sometimes.. though not very often. i still prefer writing it down instead. after all it's more personal.. and nobody is going to judge you for whatever things you wrote in there..

my diaries and autograph book!

i have the habit of washing out all the photos that i took. keeping track of all the memories that i had... and place them all nicely into my album. (a reminder for me to arrange the few hundreds photos that i washed out and yet put it in the album!!)

whenever i my friends question why do i need to wash out all the photos since i can stored it in CD, SD card, thumbdrive, hard disk, etc... basically because im worried i cant keep them with me forever. all these gadgets will definitely spoilt one day... i still prefer the good old way of washing out every single photos and putting it in a album. so next time i can share it with my children, grandchildren, great grand children.. show them all the fun i had and tell them all my stories. like what my grandma did.. hehe.

some of the photo album which i did.. (oh man i look like crap!)

to china...

used to be a trend to keep this card in your wallet! hahaa

that pretty sum up some of my childhood memories.. it's definitely way different than kids these days...

and now down with fever.
virus everywhere!
zzz

random msn chat..

ST - 毁灭是创造的开始 says:
thanks man... and cute ah ma there (refering to my display picture)
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
Because cute ah ma come out cute GRANDDAUGHTER and thats me!!

muahahaha. this is so true!

im having fun with this link!!

try try..

www.mytwinhauntsme.com

.

sore throat! argh..
i hate sore throat!

blessing

sometimes you need some assurances and affirmations from people around you to keep you going.

it's truly my blessing to know friends like them.

To: you know who you are :)

i sincerely thank both of you for listening and all the kind words that you said.. the assurances and affirminations that you gave me. to be honest with you, i teared. but thank god the sky was dark so you guys didnt notice it. it indeed cheer me up alot. i'm feel blessed to have you here with me. thank you.

hang on..

1 more wiki assignment due on monday,
1 discussion in class on monday
and finally last essay for one module due on wednesday
= I'M GOING TO BE FREEEEE SOOOON!! WOOHOOO

free of SIGMEUD FREUD AND HIS THEORIES!!! LALALALA

but crap.. i just checked out the module for next sem.. guess what??

Humanistic Models of Counselling!!

more theories again!!! arhhhh!

i really heave a sign of relief after completing that 2500 words report on psychoanalysis of michael jackson. i wrote crap in it because it's really hard. all those crazy theories and tons of research to be done!! AHHH!! anyway im really glad that it's finally over.. just wish for a pass. please!!
i cant afford to fail any module. sigh.. so please be kind to me yeah? :)

waiting for april to arriveee!! woohoooo..

i forsee april going to be a busy month for me.. because SW is leaving and lots of things to be hand over to me.. and im ALONE!! sian lah! and my boss is really very funny! hahaha

but wait.. there is still something for me to loook forward to...
BINTAN!! BINTAN BINTAN!! SCB ARE YOU READY TO CONQUER BINTAN?? muahahaha
and promise my dearest vivian to club with her after everything's over. =D cant wait to see her lah! must plan one dinner date with her sooooon!

signing off.
good night
missyou.

new admission today for residential care

during the admission SW (social worker) spoke to me..

SW - How is he (refering to our new client) feeling now? Do you think he is happy?
me - Will you be happy if you are sent here?
SW - No..

found this photo and

realised that i havent collected my 'overdue' present from my beloved wenn! hahaha. oh man... must be at your house collecting dust right!!

made up my mind

3rd day and counting... :~)
hang on babe.

it's hard not to think especially when the brain idles but i'll try.

tsk tsk tsk

this morning while waiting for the train i eavesdrop on one girl (those typical twit) converstion with her boyfriend on the phone. through out the whole conversation she was scolding him in vulgarities! like : you this $%^& only know how to depend on your mother you $%^& and another example "do you want to talk about %^&* why are you so quiet? $%^&* dont waste my phone bill okay @#$%^"

oh my god kids these days...
terrible + horrible = incorrigible.

tsk tsk tsk..

to the love of my life...

to my dearest Freud, i would like to dedicate this post to you. (:

Dear freudie <3 (pss.. can i call you that? my pet name for you! heh *blush*),

no words can explain how much i love you. i love how you came up with so many nonsense oops i meant logical theories to explain our behavior. all these talks about a child psychosexual behaviors, our conscious and unconsious mind and not forgetting your favourite sexual PHANTASY! woohoooo... fantasy is already good enough but a talented man like you insisted to come up with something even better to drive us crazy. oh man... how wonderful to have you around? to think that a child dream of having a sexual relationship with their parents. hmm.. only such a weird or rather interesting man like you can came up with something that wonderful..

oh man.. i am so in love with you and indeed you drive me crazy with all your endless theories. how i am struggling to understand your theories and apply it to my report!! thank you for all these wonder things that you gave me. (: i know that i am definitely going to dream of you tonight my love.

do miss me

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

xoxo
your love

vivian is love :)

glad that i finally pour everything out to you.
the long chat inside amk station.
after struggling for so soo long.
let me see.. exactly seven months ! my god.
and how i manage to hide it from you for seven months!! haha
and how you manage to "guess" it as well! heh
it feels really good after i told you everything
and what makes it even better is
you totally understand what im going through.
how excited i feel when i told you everything
because you UNDERSTAND!!
how i manage to see a clearer picture from you.
i know what i should do
we both know its hard but i will try my best.
thank you for listening to my long winded stories
really appreciate it. love you girl!!

melt...

i always melt when i look at someone playing the piano. specially a guy who can play piano.. is really charming! my god... and i really love the sound of piano.. oh man.. melt lah! i guess i will fall in love with a guy while he is playing piano.. haha.

and its also one of my greatest regret.. wasted alot of money on learning to play piano but because of my laziness to practice.. i never succeed. sigh..

-.-

stop bugging me about your new home oli!!

oLiVeR says:
go on..admit it..u like my home
oLiVeR says:
not just the rubbish chute
oLiVeR says:
but everything in it
oLiVeR says:
me included

i still think that the nicest thing in your house is your RUBBISH CHUTE and the nicest room is ...

YOUR STORE ROOOOOM!!!

MUAHAHAHAA

CRAMP
FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING DAY!! argh
@#$%^&*(#$%^&

this is the first time i experience this. damn. I DONT FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL IN THE PAST!!
fuck why is it that it hurts so much now!! AHHHHH!!
sometime it really sucks to be a woman yeah?
hopefully it will be better tomorrow. sigh.



and good night you! :)

wtf? i smoke? kidding..

audaz spaz ~ Fortune doesn't always favour the Brave.. says:
u smoker rite?
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
no
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
lol
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
do i look like a smoker???
audaz spaz ~ Fortune doesn't always favour the Brave.. says:
yup
audaz spaz ~ Fortune doesn't always favour the Brave.. says:
knn..
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
no1!!!!
audaz spaz ~ Fortune doesn't always favour the Brave.. says:
last time sec sch u smoke
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
I DIDNT SMOKE AT ALLL!!!
audaz spaz ~ Fortune doesn't always favour the Brave.. says:
yahayayaya
audaz spaz ~ Fortune doesn't always favour the Brave.. says:
with adi
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
IM A GOOOOD GIRL!!!
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
WAH SUDDENLY U MENTION ADI
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
I MISS HIM MAN!
ziqi- ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ yes Chloé!! hoho says:
HAHAHA
audaz spaz ~ Fortune doesn't always favour the Brave.. says:
h ha
audaz spaz ~ Fortune doesn't always favour the Brave.. says:
your bestie

to the east

oliver's invited me to his new nest yesterday at tampines. and yes. once again i got myself LOST at the east side again!! damn.. i hate going over to the east side!!!! ahhhh!!

anyway. enough of that. back to oli's new nest!! its simple and really nice!! doesnt look like those typical HDB flat! although i kept telling him that

"oli, the nicest thing in your house is.. YOUR RUBBISH CHUTE!!!" muahahahhahaa

hmm..

was having a little chat with one 'colleague' (from another organisation that i'm working closing with)this morning about our work..

as a volunteer coordinator, sometimes we need to be really 'hyper' (am i using the right word to describe?) in order to bring up the mood and at the same time to engage the volunteers as well. and make them feel comfortable and hopefully can do away with all the initial 'shyness', 'awkward-ness'.. well.. if you never try it YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS and of course definitely physical and mentally draining.. how do you feel if you go to an event and everyone is so dead?

so he was sharing with me about his admin department's FEEDBACK (sounds more like COMPLAIN to me.. hah) about their volunteer department always not around in the office and seems like they are slacking and not working. hello? before you made this FEEDBACK.. did you actually think about the nature of work that we are doing?? any idea how different is it from your usual admin office job?

now let me share with you my experience.. firstly.. it is a MUST for me to give them a brief presentation about my organisation and the type of people that we are serving and pre warn them about things that might happen while they are here. and through out this 'brief' presentation.. i need to try my best to engage them to share with me and voice out their thoughts and opinions.. man.. it's really not easy.. okay as you know im not someone who can speak really well.. (although i can crap well.. but its DIFFERENT..) so i tend to get really nervous when im talking and will end up mumbling instead... break up into cold sweat (SERIOUS!!) sigh.. need to work hard on this..

ok next.. so everytime whenever there is a new group of volunteers coming in i need to be really HIGH in order to make them feel comfortable so they can enjoy the process.. and make it a fulfilling experiences for them as well as my residents over here.... and sometimes to the extend of acting like a clown? imagine yourself standing in front of all these strangers.. all these pair of eyes looking at me as if im some weirdo.. and everytime repeating the process over and over again.. (i guess i must learn to enjoy it... yeah..) and need to keep thinking of 'creative responses' to engage them and prompt them to keep sharing... ITS REALLY TIRING... seriously after every session I DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYONE AND DO ANYTHING AT ALL.. there is a period of time when there are goup volunteers coming in everyday and im basically all worn out! argh..

to some of you it might seems that it is a very easy and relaxing job after all your job is all about meeting people to plan volunteer programs but there is alot of tiny details that you are not aware of unless you experiences it yourself.. like
how you need to keep coming up with new ideas..
how you need to liven up the whole atmosphere..
how you need to make everyone feel at ease...
how you need to prepare everyone beforehand..
how you need to be really HAPPPY FUN INTERESTING even though you feels like shit on that day.. sigh..

AND THERE IS MORE...

so next time think before you pass off any comment about our type of job.. and we definitely welcome you to join us and experience it yourself..

and yes.. im definitely enjoying my job although sometimes i tend to complain about it.. ahahhaa.

SHOCK!

AHHHHHh!!! I FEEEL LIKE SCREAMING OUT LOUD!!! AHHHHHH

guess WHAT? i just received this sms from the social worker...

"Hi, I will come in today. I want to handover the briefing at Hwa Chong Insitute 200 JC students next week and also UPS in hotel ballroom in April. Please start rehearsing."

WTF!! 200 JC STUDENTS AND HOTEL BALLROOOM

WHAT WHAT WHAT???

I CANNOT DO IT! I REALLY CANNOT DO IT!!.. I REALY REALLY REALLLLY CANNOT DO IT!!!!! oh my god.

*i really feel like running away right now.

announcement!

confirmed! is Chloé Lee. :)



of course if you like you can call me Love Lee too.. muahahaha.

but please no COCO LEE!



and yes. from now onwards, no one is going to comment that my name is special or rather WEIRD! when i introduced myself as zeee keeee.. its really convenient and EASY! hahhaa. save me the trouble of always having to spell out my name for others.. which i really really hate although ziqi is only 4 letters. but still.. hahaa.. YAAHOOOOO..

who do you see when you close your eyes?

i used to see you ....

sigh

i seriously need to wake up and stop dreaming!!!!
assignments are due sooon and im totally CLUELESS about what to do.. and i just found out from my classmate that 2 different assignments are due on the SAME DATE!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!

p.s- can somebody kick me on my arse to wake me up please? argh

good night world! :)

:)

ah bong's wedding!

:)

due for a home visit yesterday at pasir ris.. okay seriously when i heard pasir ris.. my first reaction "WHAT THE FOOOOK??" like super duper far and alien to me.. because after all im the sembawang kid... hohooo..

the day before i asked around and plan out my route first.. my plan was to train to bishan first and bus from there.. seems easy... but i alight at the wrong bus stop? or I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE I SHOULD ALIGHT... ok so i panick and just alight anywhere.. checked with one auntie for directions and she told me to take this bus and check with the bus driver..

i guess i looked really LOST! because one really kind and nice auntie approached me and offer to help me to find the way around.. i was really surprise because i didnt expect that.. she is unsure as well thus she helped me to ask the other aunties around and viola!! finally somebody know how to go from there. (I WAS REALLY LATE! the appointment was at 10am and i reached at 10:45?? omg) hohoho! thanks to that really nice auntie if not i sure die!!..

its really heart warming to meet nice people out there. it basically brighten up my day.. :) thank you auntie i really appreciate you help..

something to look forward to...

BINTAN IN MID APRIL!!

yay! im finally going there again! super happy.. since the first time i went there IM IN LOVE WITH THAT PLACE! reallyy.. always yearning to go back and now finally!! woohoo.. this time round going over with my degree mates.. the SCB~! WOOHOOO i cant wait!

BEACH SAND AND SEA!! YES!!

think..

one parent was sharing with me about his neighbour calling the police in when his son was disruptive. i can see the stress he is facing as the only caregiver and the sole breadwinner of the family.. all along he had been supressing his feelings, keeping everything to himself... because he dont want his wife to be worried about him.. while talking to him, i can see him trying to stop his tears from dropping.. but somehow he didnt manage and he cried... aww.. u know at that point of time i really feel like crying with him too... sigh.. and i was trying my best to control my tears too...

i know that given the profile of my job, i should be stronger but sometimes i just cant help getting upset over it. after all im human too.. right?

we are blessed with a good life, good health and abled body.. we can never understand what the less fortunate and the difficulties their family members are going through while taking care of them unless we go through and experience it ourselves.. if only everyone can be a little bit more tolerance towards the less fortunate....

next time u feel like complaining or calling the police... THINK first before you react..

~The greatest happiness in life is the conviction that we are loved, love for ourselves, or rather loved inspite of ourselves~

~Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love,a gift to that person, a beautiful thing....Unknown~

omg guess what?!?

remember few days ago i blogged about meeting a weird uncle on my way home? know what?

YES!! I SAW HIM AGAIN!! MY GOD.

the moment i saw him, i quickly listen to my MP3 and pretended to look outside the window, hoping that he wont saw me.. but KNN de ABC he came and sat beside me! i ignored him but he tapped me and said "wah, saw you again!" really is zzz..

ok.. next time im not going to take bus at the timing AGAIN!! thus im not going to declare early dismissal for me again! hahaa.

<3

happy valentine's day to
you :)

hmm...

Hi ,
it's been a while..
and im starting to wonder if i will ever get you out of my heart...
i know it's hard but i will try. :)
and i pray that everything is going well for you.

good night
i miss you.

PET SOCIETY!!

journey home

the journey home tonight was very different from the past few trips. i granted myself early dismissal thus i board the bus earlier than my usual timing. as the bus was quite pack today, i sat at the last row, near the window. i was listening to my mp3 and day dreaming. suddenly this weird uncle board the bus and sat down beside me. half way through the journey, i noticed him trying to talk to me and seems like he is asking me something. so i took out my ear piece and decided to hear him out, hoping that it can clear whatever doubts he had.. reason being is because.. after working in this line for a couple of months, i grew to be more understanding and tolerance towards people who are mentally challenged. i became more aware of the disabled elderly around me.

anyway he was yakking something about the new ez-link card.. seriously half of the time i dont know what is he talking about. i just noood my head all the way. initially i was kind enough to entertain him.. i assume that he needs someone to talk to so i just pretend to listen and acknowlege him.. (thats what i've been telling my volunteers when they are here. so i should practice what i preach!! ahah) after that HE STARTED TALKING ABOUT SEX!! LIKE TELLING ME WHERE CAN FIND CHEAP AND GOOD PROSTITUTE!! $20 DOLLARS FOR ONE WOMAN!! MAKE THE WEIRD HANDS GESTURE OF PEOPLE FUCKING.. then ask me if im married from china or singapore.. want dinner blah blah.. seriously..

WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT?!!?!

then i quickly took out my phone to call someone.. then he saw me taking out something from my bag asked me if i want to give him ang bao? !!!! okay... so i told him NO.. -_- while i was chatting with my friend he continue to talk and talk and talk despite the fact that im not listening to him!!

anyway.. after a while i realised that he kept repeating himself... might be suffering from dementia? beside that .. the rest of the passengers were giving me those weird look! at one point of time im thinking if somebody sitting beside me anot? why is everyone looking at me? then i got really worried and started looking for his "shadow"! hahah. so when i confirm that he is a HUMAN and not me talking to myself im more relax because i know they not laughing at me.. hahah.. damn embarassing lah!.. one guy saw what happened and we started laughing! hahaa. and he even asked me over to sit with him.. man.. i was damn relieve when he finally alight at yishun!!

one resident walked into the office looked at me and say

"she so cute! like me!"

hahahahahaha!


- its all these little things that keep me going everday.. :)

haha

this morning, my favourite resident mr BEAN (we call him mr bean because he look like him) called out to me and show me his masterpiece..

mr bean: xiao mei mei (little sister) i show you my drawing!! you see nice anot?
me: no lah! NOT NICE AT ALL!! hahaha
mr bean: li ai xi arh! swee lah!! (you want to die isit? say not nice! NICE LAH!!)

hahahha im such a bastard sometimes.. but i love his reaction lah! his agitated and angry look when i say NOT NICE

brilliant!

The Mum Song

Dadsense!

ask your mum ask your mum TADAH!!

siao liao

last night i suddenly woke up at 12 plus to find SOMETHING on my table.. i find and find CANNOT FIND! search here search there like DISAPPEAR! i remember that 'SOMETHING' is there!! but its NOT THERE! then i gave up.. damn tu lan go pee. then go back sleep...

*this morning i woke up thinking wtf am i exactly searching for in the middle of the night?? what is that SOMETHING???*

back to work...

after 4 days of relaxing and enjoying.. and now im back to work.. so fast new year going to be over sooon. aiyoo.. :(

anyway as usual .. first day of new year was spent at grandma's place..

random sms with birdie birdy..

bird- ... enjoy your house visiting

me- Yes enjoy collect angbao! JUST SIT DOWN AT MY AH MA'S HOUSE AND ALL THE ANG BAO WILL FIND ME!! LOL

MUAHAHAHAHA .. so basically i dont really do any visiting during CNY except to my grandma's place since im staying with my other ah ma.. and my other ah ma at home will help me collect ang bao even though im not around! SHIOK SHIOK! lol.. anyway this year ANG BAO LESSER!! so sad!! past 2 years i got like 400 plus but now alot lesser lo..

ended the night with a movie with the cousins' gang. our tradition since dont know when a must to catch a movie every CNY!! haha.. and went over to bumblebee's house after that for a round of royal casino and fatal frame! muahahaha! initially i won a bit.. but in the end i "gave" my money to CHRISTINA!! wa liew.. in the end she is the big winner can cheat all our money!! hahaha.. and i fall asleep after that while kengyong is busy playing fatal frame.. i tried to keep myself awake but i GAVE UP IN THE END!! super shag leh!!! kept dozing off... haha sorry lah. :)

and thanks sharon for inviting us over to your nest :) reunion dinner next yay!!

not ready... but still some of us ALWAYS CAMERA READY! LOL

ready!!!

2nd day of new year was spent catching up on my beauty sleep and movie at night. yes movie again... hahhaa. some random relatives and cousins came over to bai nian and im still in my PJ! MUAHAHA.

new year kinda boring this year leh!! AHHHH! WHAT'S HAPPENING ISIT BECAUSE IM GETTING OLDER THATS WHY NOT MUCH NEW YEAR MOOOOOD? hmm....

anyway lets welcome the MooOooOOoOOooO... THIS YEAR IS DEFINITELY GOING TO BE GOOOOD FOR ME!! HOOHOO ;)

its CNY tomorrow!! XP

yay!! cant wait to collect all the ang bao!! mwah!

BHID was invited by KCPSS to join in their new year celebration so boss bought me along with him. hmm.. when is the last time i participate in a school celebration.. 4 years ago?? hoho.. anyway it's definitely a very interesting experiences for me!! i still remember ... those days when i was young.. i used to be the one sitting on the floor watching the performance. but now im joining the teachers and principal to sit on CHAIRS!! hahaha. and treated like some VIP! hahaha. song..

see those young kids on the floor suffer!! MUHAHAHA.

anyway those kids.. can really SCREAM!! IRRITATING!! screaming non stop the moment we walked into the hall and throughout the concert.. DEAF LIAO LAH!! aiyooo..

at the end of the concert, we were invited up to the stage to receive a hamper from the students.. STAGE FRIGHT!!! thousand of eyes staring at you!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!

*FAINT*

zzz

im really not in the mooood to work now!! ahh!!
even though im in the office. my mind is somewhere else... some where more exciting and interesting! hahaha HOLIDAY COMING!! WOOHOOOO!!

yes! finally in like 2 days time? chinese new year is heree!! yay!! can dress up and most importantly collect lotsa ang baoo!!!

and I COLLECTED MY NEW WATCH!! WOOHOOOO! i chiong down to orchard during lunch time.. power right!! thank god made it in time for CNY!! HEHEHE.

*and now waiting patiently to end work....

Scaling Walls - My Story

went to dine at sakae sushi yesterday and they are selling this book "Scaling Walls - My Story" by Oh Siew May a lady diagnose with cerebal palsy.. out of curiousity i took up the book and read a few pages.. and ended up buying it... for a good cause of course... because a percentage of the proceeds from the sale of this book will be donated to the Spastic Children's Association of Singapore. and after working in this industry... im became more aware of the difficulties faced by the disabled.

this book record Siew May's journey of going through the different obstacles she face in life.. how she overcome all challenges thrown to her and fight fight fight !! how she fulfill her dreams... and i totally agree with her.... Without dreams, life is meaningless.

and to inspire you further... sharing with you another part from her..

"our life is like a mountain. some days can be tougher, some days can be easier. all we need to do is keep moving no matter what happens, and one day, we will make it to our destination. one must have a dream to keep going."

so if you happen to dine at sakae sushi.. you should buy and support yeah? remember.. all for a good cause :)

funny boss

boss gave me TEN donation cards and ask me to 'settle' it.. so what i did was to distribute the card to the rest of my colleagues... and of course i gave one to boss as well.. after all he is the one who started this.. hmm...

me: boss, please sign and indicate that you taken one card.
boss: im going to end up making a police report over this donation card.
another colleague: i agree with boss.
me: believe in yourself. im sure you wont lost it! come on take one.. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH

happppy!! woooo

woohoo.. i bought a DKNY watch last year and within a year i bought it to the service centre THREE TIMES!! imagine my DU LAN-NESS.. recently i bought it to the service centre again and guess what? they called me informing me that they going to replace a BRAND NEW WATCH FOR ME!! MUAHAHHAA AND I CAN GET TO CHOOSE ANOTHER DESIGN! shiok right

*patiently waiting for my new watch to arrive.. muahahah XP

busy like a bumble beeee

work is crazy.. i can see that things are piling up but im still slacking.. hahaha.

and i seriously cant wait for new year to come!! WOOOHOOOOO!!!

Project RICE was crazy.. initially we are expecting only 1800kg of rice but ended up with 4000 over! omg.. the whole room is filled with tons of rice rice! alot of RICE!!! ok. close your eyes and imagine a big CONFERENCE room filled with rice.. haha what a sight right. but anyway luckily we manage to re-distribute out the rice to the other needy organisation and it's slowly getting lesser!! woohoo.. like what boss said.. "finally i can sleep in peace tonight!" muahahaha.. hmm.. the feeling to share is really really good.. knowing that this little gesture of yours can actually tide them over for a period of time and especially when the economy is in a really bad situation now.. and when you received their call to thank you and really appreciate you.. oh man... :) one organisation was down to their LAST packet of rice. they live in faith.. and we called.. imagine..

last week was crazy.. work on saturday and sunday as well! so NO OFF FOR ME!! ahh!! spent my sunday with the residents for a Tree Top walk at MacRitchie.. it was my first time there. initially was worried that i cant take it after all been ages since i last exercise leh!! haha. but glad i made it in the end with the residents as well. and im still full of energy after that! muahahaha must action abit. the scenary up there was BEAUTIFUL..

the sign read "one - way only, please do not turn back" i guess this applies to our daily life as well? once we make any decisions we should never REGRET and look back and think what if i blah blah blah... !!

although the road in front is long and shaky.. dont be discouraged. bring your best foot forward and fight whatever challenges thrown to you bravely... be a warrior and fight fight fight! :)

the view on top... very peaceful... hmm...

definitely going back there again! anyone wanna join me?? :)

aww.. so sweeeet of you!! mwah!! <3

*although it's abit ugly...

hmm...

just had a chat with boss about doing my attachment in aussie.. he kind of disapprove me from going there.. sigh... what he said really make sense.. after all he been through even more than me right.. oh well.. i seriously need to think it over carefully.. but i really like the idea of going there for a month to experience something DIFFERENT! haha. anyway.. beside my boss.. someone thinks that im not suitable to go over as well! he said that im easily influence by others?? omg. seriously.. REALLY? ahhh

happy birthday lah!!

*pretend that today is 8th January 2009 and im not late to post this up lah hor! heheh

hello my very irritating but nice and of course dearest biao jie!!

25 already leh! married somemore!! GROW UP LAH! dont be childish! dont pui around anymore! hehehe. kidding..

anyway thank you for always being there for me and entertaining me with all your jokes and nonsenses... what am i going to do without you my dearest? someone who knows me really well and will always support me in everything that i do.. xie xie ni! really appreciate it. i love you soo soo much!! wishing you a very happy birthday and you and roy to 白头到老！！永远恩爱！

your dearest
亲爱的表妹 <3

To my dearest brother

Hello Brother,


note: His birthday is on 3rd January and Im supposed to post this up on 3rd January.. but.. better late than never right?

today is your day.. and you are 24 today.. (definitely no longer a KID!)

this is the first time we held this surprise party for you despite mum's violent objection! becaue she dont like the idea of her home being messed up! but still we went ahead with it... haha. because i know that she just love to nag and nag and nag.. so i just let her nag... hahaha

so did you enjoy your birthday? i hope you did because i did... :)

i pray that you will be more sensible.. do what is RIGHT and not what is WRONG... it is really really time to work hard for your own future.. how many more years you have to waste? hmm... this is your life.. you own life.. your future is in your own hands.. i think it is really time to stop all your current 'nonsense'.. ok enough. i should stop because i can go on and on and on... anyway.. happy birthday :)

with love,
你可爱的妹妹 <3

a brand new look with a brand new name!

mwah! so how isit? comments comments!! remember to update your link to ...

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dont ask me why.. just got this 'inspiration' during class.. hahaha

tsk tsk.. this pork..

ziqi- says:
hello pork
Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
hello !
Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
and its AGENT Porkchop

ziqi- says:
later go eat pork?
ziqi- says:
no is pork
Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
i'm not just pork..
ziqi- says:
kiss pork?
Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
i'm porkchop
ziqi- says:
airpork?
Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
kiss pork lan ah

ziqi- says:
pork .. cough cough
Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
siao later i'm not sitting in front of u
ziqi- says:
because sakae no pork?

Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
maybe i shld bring my own pork
ziqi- says:
i think so too

Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
yes.. my pork is certified halah
Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
wash before in chicken oil

Agent Porkchop - The name is Pork... PorkChop.... i'll give u the cream side of my Oreo says:
so look like pork taste like chiceken

so conclusion

JOCELYN CHEE YAN TING = PORK?

OMG!!!

:)

it's always good to receive emails telling you how much they enjoyed the session and the knowledge and experiences they gained in the pr0cess.. glad that they enjoyed and will definitely look forward to collaborating with them again although it's damn tiring! hahahah

finally it's over

my nightmare...... 70 NSF coming over to BH to volunteer.. im damn worried about presenting in front of them.. STAGE FRIGHT LAH!!! faint.. in the beginning im really nervous... was talking nonsense and a bit fast.. at the further part i tried to calm myself down.. made some jokes and urge them to give me their responses.. and luckily they made some noise lah! hahaa. after a while i feel more comfortable... yay.. but still i really freak out when i need to talk in front of more than 50 audiences!! imagine so many pair of eyes looking at you... zzz but glad everything is over now! woohoo.. :)

LOL

a random conversation between me and my colleague Ricky Papa

one volunteer gave me a box of chocolate so i share it with the rest of them...

ricky papa: wah how come you so good got chocolate? who gave it to you?
me: volunteers lo.
ricky papa: how come volunteers so good give it to you? why i dont have?
me: because I AM CUTER THAN YOU. muahahahaha

"The unexamined life is not worth living." - Socrates

agree? disagree?

we humans are always working and working and still working non stop until the day we die... and we ended up neglecting the people around us and the many other beautiful things in life that we miss out. our families and friends... sad to say.. sometimes we only meet up during FUNERALS? last year one of my primary school friend died while serving the nation. when was the last time we meet up? 5 years ago? or even longer?? hmm.. it is really sad when you finally get to meet and it's on your friend's funeral. sigh.. we are always so busy that sometimes we dont even know why are we doing all this for? when is the last time you actually take a break from all your work, do some reflections and really re-look into your life? when is the last time you actually take time off to do volunteer your service to the less fortunate? what exactly is life all about? why are we fighting so hard? at the end of the way what do we get?? who knows you might die the next moment without enjoying your life at all..

i learnt that we should learn to trust that little voice within us... telling us that it is time to take a break from everything.. a little time for ourselves.. that voice within us will never lie to us...

是不是因该把一却都结束呢？
不过我真的不舍的。

You know you're from Singapore when...

saw this group from facebook and i find it funny.. hahaha

1) You speak or randomly break out in Singlish
2) You crave chicken rice or the various uberlicious hawker foods
3) Tying a soccer game with Malaysia actually means something significant
4) You’re a guy and have no choice about National Service
5) You start daydreaming about $2 Nasi Lemaks
6) Orchard Road is a byword for fun
7) You pronounce and spell stuff the Brit way
8) You pick up the trash after missing the rubbish bin
9) You say rubbish bin and not trash can
10) You end ALMOST every sentence with a 'lah'/'lor'/'hor' and everything looks much better with 'x's and 'z's (right horxxzzz?)
11) You understand all the references in www.talkingcock.com (and find the site funny)
12) You're intimidated by the thought of a 45 minutes to drive to the nearest mall.
13) You're shocked that your ez-link doesn’t work at Mcdonald's around the world
14) People ask you what you speak at home and you say 'uhh...'
15) You are able to communicate in plethora of languages & dialects
16) Swearing in numerous languages & dialects is natural
17) You know that Newton Circus serves up shit food, but still go there anyway
18) You “chope” seats at food courts/hawker centers with little tissue packets
19) You've sung the national anthem since you were in primary 1 and still have no idea what it really means
20) There's always a traffic jam near a vehicle accident 'cause everyone slows down to copy numbers for 4D
21) You start using abbreviations for everything, such as ERP, PIE, MRT, SBS, SMS, CTE, IPPT, NCC, SOC(army word)...... and many more.
22) You look at someone (when you’re overseas) and a 6th sense tells you that they’re from Singapore too
23) Someone asks for the time and your innate response is: “IT’S TIGER TIME!!!” *rawr*
24) Every Christmas, Orchard Road looks more like and more like Deepavali (The Festival of Lights).

and i totally agree with number 23.. because im guilty of that tooo.. muahahahhaa

random people: what time is it arh?
me: ITS TIGER TIME!!

because i got nothing better to do...

hahaa guess what?? i think im crazy! went to attend gan's wedding yesterday at KL. super last minute for me can. i only know about it at 3:00 am on sunday morning and agreed to go immediately!! was super excited about the whole trip and ended didnt sleep at all lor! hahaha siao on. some of them were really surprise to see me? hahaha they think that im crazy? and partly also because of the super long journey.. imagine set off at 8.30 am and reach singapore at 3:30 am.. and i need to work the next day as well.. hmm.. so i told them "because i got nothing better to do" when they asked me why i am i here!

congratulations ck bong and wifey!! :)

百年好和！
早生贵子！

记得今年给我红包！！哈哈

it was super duper fun! with the bunch of crazzy colleagues. oh man i miss them so much since i left faplccc few months ago. it was great catching up and crapping with them.. ;-)

thank you mokie for sending me to KL and adi for sending me back to home sweet home.. i want to be like adi! enjoying his life.. his freedom doing what he want without any regrets! travel here and there.. when can i achieve that man.. sigh.. he just came back from his road trip to thailand. he drove there alone and of course with the help of his trusted GPS! haha.. he really knows how to enjoy life lah! i love travelling at night! damn cool lah.! ok.. the top of adi's car can be open (sounds weird?) so he open it and tadah!!! ALOT OF TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STARS!!! super duper nice leh! and damn LOMANTIC lah! hahahaa. somemore u know malaysia highway no lights one.. so the twinkle twinkle little stars filled the sky lo!! NICE NICE NICE! if only.... at least he is... hahhahaha. oh well..

thank you to my sugar daddy (uncle shane hairy tan! haha)that day for providing me with ringgits and his very own personal money cahnger! hehe because it was soo last min, i dont have any ringit with me so xie xie ni! :)

okay.. will update soon with the PHOTOS!!! WoOohOOooo

basically i still cant believe that i join them on the trip to KL.. ahahaa am i dreaming or what?

last gift of 2008 :)

as a way of remembering 2008 and also to welcome 2009.. i got myself a GIFT! muahaha. (actually an excuse for me to get a new watch! oops :X. because i aim this for damn long already can!) mwah!!


how how? NICE?? should i wait till chinese new year to wear or ...? hmm...

looking back...

... on all the things i've done in 2008... it was indeed an exciting journey for me, with "ups" and "downs", rare opportunities given to me, meeting new people, learning and re-learning all those endless theories!! arhh!

i look forward to 2008 because i knew 2008 was going to be an exciting journey. i turned 21! celebrated my birthday with my loves one. received all the blessing and gifts from those who love me. thank you :) got myself DEAD DRUNK and made a fool out of myself but still im enjoying it. after all it was how it started... hmm...

although in the first part of 2008 i hit a pretty bad patch in my career.. it was so bad that i almost resigned. but thank god i managed to walk pass it with the help and support from my boss, colleagues and friends. thank you for talking some sense into me and believing in me. i love you!! hehe. its all over now.. i've moved on... through these experiences i became stronger.. see and think alot.. better understanding about HUMANS! sigh.. humans are really COMPLICATED CREATURE!!

finally completed my diploma course and now pursuing my degree. one more year to go.. ADD OIL!

finally left FAPLCCC.net after working there for more than 1 year... sigh. im missing all those wonderful people that i met there. over the years i got closer to them, and when it was time to leave i really BU SHE DE LEH!! glad that im still in contact with some of the wonderful people there... vivian steph germ jas gan shane oliver.. etc.. :) happy new year to all of you wonderful people. i miss you!!

and one step closer to fulfilling my dream.. got myself a new job as a social work support officer. something that i am always dreaming of.. and of course looking forward to. it was indeed challenging as this is something different from my pass experiences. but im seriously enjoying every moment every second of it. the joy and satisfaction you get is amazing.. looking deeper into life.. thinking alot more than usual because im seeing and experiencing more.. sigh..

.... lost a friend but trying my best to save it again. :)

new year resolutions? should i or should i not make them? hmm...

i believe that 2009 is going to be another year of good and exciting journey for me..

hello 2009. <3

HAHAHAHAHA

oLiVeR says:
dearest sweetest ziqi bong, it does me great pleasure to bask in your presence for this one day to say with my deepest and most heartfelt emotions, happy new year!!!

hello 2009,
good bye 2008. :)

妳知道我在等妳嗎?

im addicted to this song ever since i heard someone sing it in genting..

妳知道我在等妳嗎　妳如果真的在乎我
又怎會讓無盡的夜陪我渡過

妳知道我在等妳嗎　妳如果真的在乎我
又怎會讓握花的手在風中顫抖

awesome!
old song is STILL THE BEST!!

some pictures!

been ages since we took NEOPRINTS!!
although is crazily expensive (30 RM!!!) over there.. BUT we still cant stop ourselves for wasting money on those machines!! muahahaha

and the end result?

PWEETTY!! IM LOVING IT!! muahahaha


I TOTALLY REGRET THE MOMENT I AGREEEEED TO PLAY THIS !! scream like mad through out the whole ride and never even open my eyes once!! CRAZY SHIT!

NICE SHOT!! muahahaha

I WANT MORE HOLIDAYS WITH THEM!!!!!

DOING LOTS OF CRAZY STUFFS TOGETHER WITH MY PARTNER CHEE YAN TING! MUAHAHAHA.

and yes.. christmas party is over.. enjoyed the great company, foodies and jokes. am now looking forward to 2009!! countdown!! hehee.. woooTs

am meeting my ai ren vivian for dinner now... chao better catch her before she fly off! :)

back..

was away since monday.. finally manage to take a short break after working for so soo long.. shiokness! hehe.

back to work this morning and it was crazy! the moment i reach office boss pulled me in for a meeting.. havent even sit down yet! after that when SW reached there is another meeting.. kao.. DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO LOGIN TO FACEBOOK LEH!!! seee this shows how busy i am! lots of work coming in.. zzz.

our email conversation...

me: WAH !! SUPER BUSY ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GO BACK ON LEAVE!! ZZZ so many emails to follow up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! zzz

CHEE YANTING: ME TOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FEEL LIKE DELETING ALL THE EMAILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOW VERY LUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY WHOLE DESK IS FILLED WITH PAPERS AND EMAIL PRINT OUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As what Angeline would sayà “ FUCK AH!!! “

the angeline's style of reacting to all situations

FUCK ARH!

CHEN HUIRU: Mi too!! My bus just pass by the tuas check point… I miss my holiday lo!!!!!!!!!!!

see everyone of us withdrawal symptoms !!! AAAHHHHHHHHH!!

SW going on one month leave in January and it means im going to handle everything all by myself!! to make things worst.. there is this 100 NS men coming in to volunteer in january.. i cannot imagine me giving briefing to 100 people! STAGE FRIGHT!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! sure kan chiong one. hopefully i dont talk nonsense please...

i need to reorganize my thoughts .......................

merry christmas

all i want for christmas is you... ;)

吃汤圆节!!

time to eat 汤圆 (cute little balls!!!)

every year on this special day.. grandma will make some for everyone to eat. it represent 一家团圆(reunion).

the final product!! woooTs

super blur lah me

this morning i took cab to work suppose to tell the taxi driver

"uncle, go by CTE exit ang mo kio avenue 1"

i ended up telling the uncle

"uncle, ang mo kio exit CTE 1"

hahaha what am i talking about.

christmas is coming!!!

i seriously cant wait for CHRISTMAS!! so many activities and partiess!!! but getting all those presents is seriously making me really broke! AIYOO!!

and i cant wait for ________________!! its COMING!! NEXT WEEEEK!! hahahaha

*excited excited*

woohoo!!

IM A HAPPY GIRL!!!

finally manage to complete my 3500 WORDS report after soo sooo long. due on 9th dec and as usual only manage to finish it on that day itself! zzz.. bad bad. very bad habit. been harping to do away this irritating habit of mine but i just cant stop myself from watching those exciting dramas and doing those mindless stuffs and of course not forgetting getting addicted to facebook instead of my assignments.. heh. OLD HABITS DIE HARD!!!

and yes now i am FREEEEEEEEEEE!

other updates...

was sharing with CHEE YAN TING about what happened at work and as usual this fella here make my day lah! her reply AS SHOWN BELOW in BLUE!

Woo.. PS..

Yesterday I was on half day leave. Hahaha..

BACTERIA ?!!!!!!
Is it contagious? Are u ok?! Are you feeling giddy?! Are you feeling unwell?
Where did it come from? Is it like SARS ? Is it like bird flu? Is it like Mad cow disease?
Will it spread? Will it spread fast? Will it spread super fast?
What are the symptoms? Is the symptom scary? Where did it originate from? What did u do to contain it?
Why do u need to replan ALL of the programs? Is it serious? Is it THAT serious?
Did you inform the hospital? Did you warn the government? Did you inform your parents?
Did the government do anything abt this ? How do we prevent it? Is it curable? Do we need to quarantine? Is the cure expensive?

Huh Huh huh?

“I’m worried, Zeekee.. I’m very worried… “Jocelyn whimpered, as she paced around the room with a lost stare.
Clearly shocked by the news, nothing seemed to matter to her anymore. Her world came crashing down in seconds.
Her pace came to a sudden stop as she gazed up to the grey sky.
“WHYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!” she yelled, with tears welling up in her eyes, she searched desperately for a sign. “Any sign.. “ she prayed.
But the sky remained cold and silent… (to be continued)

-_-

i seriously cannot stop laughing when i read and REREAD what she wrote can! DRAMA MAMA! make me laugh stupidly to myself machiam some idiot! zzz

溏心風暴 is love!!

oh man.. im seriously in love with this show 溏心風暴 ! both part 1 and 2. the plot.. POWER LAH!!! it's seriously VERY NICE!!!! addicted to it! although they fight and quarrel through out the show.. but there are some parts that is funny and entertaining.. and yes touching too. tear while watching! heh...

finally manage to finish watching it despite my busy schedule and tons of work undone.. hahahhaa...

now back to my 3500 words report.. zzz

BH's choir performing at Tanglin mall

<3

it's always a joy to see family members visiting the residents to spend some times with them despite their busy work schedule. (:
i love to see how their face light up when there is someone there to visit them. sharing with me their little stories... sweet.

好感人的一首歌。。。

hello kar..

你是 KAR

我是 KA

我们是 KARMA!!

OUR SLOGAN!! muahaha.. so lame!! i know i know..

i am going to dedicate this post specially to you!!

although its abit overdue.. but better late than never right? heh *wink

firstly..

happy birthday my dear.

congrats to you. finally wish come true after so long huh! where's mine? hmm...

and.. thank you for always being there for me

when i need to talk to someone
when i need someone to listen to me
when i am lost
when i am angry
when i am sad

and of course

when i am happy.. sharing my joy with me!!
when i am bored
when i am very freeee

when i miss you

long live our friendship!

with love

discrimination.

went for a mcdonalds meal with the residents today. three of us each bought a resident out. challenging but fun. my first time and definitely not the last!! hehe. you might think that it's nothing. it's just a mcdonalds what's there to be happy about? but to them it was something awesome. after all it's not everyday they get to go out. when i saw how their faces light up when they know that we are bringing them out for a meal. that satisfaction you get.... unexplainable.. hmm.. you just got to experience it yourself!

now back to the title of this entry.. discrimination..

yes. they are different from us. but bear in mind they are HUMANS too! why do you have to give that 'look' when you see them? i know it's hard to request everyone to accept them straight. but at least not discriminate them.. respect them as an individual.. look at their ability rather than their disability.

get it?

finally....

I GOT MY FIRST EVER NAME CARD!!!

i miss my girls.

the very "multi - talent" me cooked some mee hoon kuay for the girls (shorty, miss ang and the hare!!) weeks ago..

my final product!! the yummylicious mee hoon kuay! mwah!

yearning for more gossipy sessions with them!!! miss you babes!! meet up sooooon!! *wink* you know what i mean yah? heh

haahahaha

ber..> says:
one must always be punctual

i seriously LOL when i read that. that bugger ALWAYS late! tell me about punctuality! hmm.. and he added on...

ber..> says:
especially when going home.
ber..> says:
bye!

time flies..

received my 'letter of confirmation' letter from BH yesterday..
time flies.. one month passes by that quicky since i left FAPLCCC and embark on my new journey with BH. sigh.. 2008 is coming to an end soooon and im getting older. argh. more and more responsibilities and planning to do. hate to even think of it. sounds super scary.

im glad that i manage to 'fit' into BH's culture and bond with the residents here. not an easy task as it is my FIRST TIME!! and they are different from us. haha. got to admit after joining them i had a better understanding of people with ID and if i hear people 'judging' them, making negative remarks about them.. i will get pisssed off! they are also human like us, with their own feelings and characters. they cry, they laugh, they get angry just like US! just because they are different doesnt mean you can make a joke about them!! they are not crazy they are just mentally slower... dont understand why some people are not sensitive AT ALL! #$%^.. some PARENTS even feed their children with the wrong information about them.. wtf? PARENTS?!?! anyway enough about that...

alot of things for me to learn and RELEARN!! sigh.. i use to wonder why do we need to study those endless theories.. NOW i finally understand why. ahahha. going to refresh my memory on genogram and human development!!

im 'shy' to give a speech in front of a big group!! cham! everytime my mind will go BLANK! i think partly also because im not prepared! hahaha shit! seriously neeeeeed help and alot of practice.

zzz.. saturday morning in the office.. and raining somemore.. zzz

i can feel angel's love for me! <3

ring.. ring...

me: helloo..
angel: where are you?
me: at home. why?
angel: i got something for you! i must bring it to you!! i go to your house now!!
me: hahaha ok..

OMG! CANDIES OF DORAEMON AND FRIENDS PRINTED ON IT!! SUPER CUTE RIGHT!!!

angel: i dont know if you should open and eat it or keep it..

thanks babee!! cant bear to eat lah.. aiyoo... (im keeping those can drinks of doraemon, yogurt drinks blah blah..) crazy i know. haha

think...

why?? do you start caring about someone only when he/ she is sick??? alright i admit sometimes im guilty of this terrible sin too. sigh.. humans.. always busy with random stuffs, having our endless fun but never finding the time to care about the people around us.... then only we will start to care and bother about he/she when they are sick/ dying....

anyway.. YAY!! bh's 10th anniversary is FINALLY OVER!! so it means NO MORE RSVP LIST FOR ME!!! MUAHAHAA. finally i dont have to make those endless call and very irritating RSVP list. zzz.. that damn list been bugging me since the first day i started work. cant wait to get rid of it!!! back to BH's 10th anniversary.. IT WAS A GREAT SUCCESS! MUAHAHAH.. thank god the weather was GOOD! WOOOHOOO!! NO RAIN!! YAY!! glad all the residents enjoy and have fun! was happy to see their families cheering with them.. (: glad that they came to give their support.. heartwarming indeed.

cant wait to go fully into social work and volunteer management!! hohooo..

oh ya. recently i been introducing myself as 'zee kee' TO EVERYONE simply because ALOT OF PEOPLE CANNOT PRONOUNCE MY CHINESE NAME! and im damn f tired of trying to correct them.. so anyway alot of ppl commented that i have an UNUSUAL name (i think they want to say WEIRD but put it in a nicer way by saying UNUSUAL!) LOL and they started asking me 'how to spell your name?' blah blah.. sigh should get a christian name for myself and save me from all this trouble!!

hmm...

And always have to remember… You outfought others when you outthought them…

goooood news! lalala

muahahahaha!

CSV3112 Administration and Management in Community and Public Services

As about half the class requires extension for submission of assignment 1, ECU has agreed to extend the submission for the whole class to 20 OCTOBER 2008.

dont you love my class? always requesting for extension! woooohooooooooo. thanks i really need it! haha. i actually thought of staying up tonight to finish up my essay (really..) but now with the extension it means I CAN SLEEEEP TONIGHT!! HAHAHAHA... MORE TIME FOR ME TO DRAG... oh well..

You learn to love, by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

i am learning not to take things for granted...
(cherish! dont want to end up regretting again..)
to learn from all the things that happened around me...
(because i believe that everything happens for a reason)
to pay more attention to all the simple details...


i am going to make an extra effort to remember each people as an individual.. after all they are humans with fresh blood flowing inside them.. human with feelings.. and not label them like "that boy on the wheelchair" "that girl who broke her leg"..


im still learning... many many many things for me to learn...

Terrible F1 accident‏.. sigh..

Please always observe safety. This is a shocking image of excess speed where it actually flipped over. Not for the faint heartened.

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GOTCHA!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!! FUCKING RAME EMAIL THAT I RECEIVED!!

i dont know how to go sentosa!

one beautiful night... i took a cab from vivo city ...

me: uncle sentosa.
cab driver: huh? i dont know how to go sentosa.

(when the uncle heard that we are going to sentosa i tell you he sounds super unhappy!!! im sure he regret picking us up!)

me: it's okay. then you follow the yellow cab in front they are going to sentosa as well.
cab driver: ok.. (but still he sound super reluctant to bring us there.)

*suddenly the white honda in front of us made a illegal u-turn and the CAB DRIVER FOLLOW THE WHITE HONDA instead of the YELLOW CAB!!*

me: UNCLE!! not follow the white honda, follow the YELLOW CAB!!
cab driver: but sentosa is in front.
me: HUH? I THOUGHT YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO GO SENTOSA??
cab driver: ya i dont know how to go sentosa.

yaya.. he dont know how to go sentosa BUT he know that in order to get to sentosa, he need to make that illegal u-turn and he knows that sentosa is IN FRONT!! HELLO?

seriously... WHAT THE FUCK?

we are all queuing up at the taxi stand. if you want to fucking choose your customer then PLEASE do not pick up customers from the taxi stand! some cab driver stop at the taxi stand ask the customer where they going to then they drove off when they dont want to go to that location. #$%^&* choosing customers!! anyway i saw alot of EMPTY CAB dropping customer off at vivo and went off straight!! obviously they are waiting for people to call for cab instead of picking up customers at the taxi stand.

bad bad... very bad..

random update...

my third day at my new job and still trying to 'absorb' as many informations as possible. trying my best to remember the names and faces of all residents and staffs. well.. it's a big challenge for me. sigh.. i am really bad at remembering faces. HELP ME!! any idea? hmm..

BH is celebrating their 10th anniversary this month, 18th october 2008 and it means i am going to be super busy. going to take this opportunity to observe and learn from them!! oh yay...

alright now back to my first day at work... busy.. but im HAPPY!! hahaha. serious.. the environment is totally different from my previous work (aww.. i miss them) place.. one thing for sure ... NO OFFICE POLITICS!!! yaaahOOooOooo!! i seriously hate office politics. i dont understand what satisfaction you get by stabbing your own colleagues. argh.. is it really that difficult to live together in peace? i wonder..

anyway occasionally you will get residents visiting you at your desk chit chat, greet you.. the SW that i am working with is AMAZING and really nice! always helping and guiding me along. thanks! he is the only SW at BH (meaning he take charge of everything!! *faint*) and he knows every single residents' name, characters, etc! wa liew wonder how he do it.. i must master it soon!! must spend more time with them!! still trying to remember some of the faces and names.. right now i remember like 5?? or even lesser!!! bad.. very bad............

today was the first time i joined in their rehearsal for the coming 10th anniversary. was running around with SW, trying to have a clearer idea of what is going to happen on that day.. thank god weather was good.. please pray for me that the weather will be good on the actual day as well please. (:

at the end of the program, there is a mini performance by BH's residents. this is the first time i watched them perform and i must say it's AWESOME. to some of you, you might think that it's nothing anyone can do it and might even turn out to be even better but please remember they are different from us. look at the effort each one of them put in and how hard they try to remember all the procedures. i actually teared while watching them perform. my god. need to learn to control my emotions well!! one of the singer has difficulty talking and controling his movement, imagine how much strengths he needs to use up in order to put up that performance? we can easily pick up a mic and sing as loud as we want but not for him. he did not give up despite the current situation he is in right now and continue to live on bravely but many of us (the normal one) are choosing to waste or give up our life! maybe this is the first time i watch their performance thus explaining all those emotions pile up inside me... hmm..

i need to work extra hard on my talking skilllsss.. serious! haha. tend to get nervous while talking to stranger.. must know what im talking about. be more 'lively' on the phone.. aiyoo. must be more STEADY!! ai zai ziqi! MUST GET USE TO IT!

oh ya i must really learn how to balance my school and work......... very very very the bad...

and sharing something that i saw somewhere on my way back home....

-If it is not from the heart, it is not worth doing.-

signing offff...

goood night.
i miss you.

closure... FAPLCCC i'll miss you. :)

well another chapter of my life closes today and a new one begins...

一万个不舍得。。。
不过还是要走。。。

hello crazy engineers,
thank you for the farewell lunch ! :)
appreciated it and really enjoyed the 'last meal' with you :P

thankful that i am at least given a chance to know you but not given a chance to know you better.... i will definitely treasure and remember those happy, crappy and crazy times we had together. and continue to hang on yeah? ;)

there are colleagues that im sure i will continue to keep in touch with.. well.. hopefully and those that might even be my last meeting with them.. :(

im already starting to miss those crazy people.. aww..

sidetrack abit...

the MOST common question that i got when they heard that im leaving.. (or rather everyone is asking the same things!! HAHAHAH)

• PAY GOOD ARH?

apparently when you are leaving your current job, you're suppose to leave for a job that pays you better.. but for my case sad to say.. the answer is NO!! yes im leaving for a job that pays me lesser than what i am getting now. you might think that im stupid, crazy or still dreaming.. but yes it's the FACT! i seriously dont mind at all. i know i need money but what matters to me now is my dream/ passion. as you know something im ALWAYS waiting for... silly? i dont know.. and of course my mum disapprove of my decision after all she is going to get a BIG pay cut from me.... hahaha. and being the stubborn me choose to go ahead and make my own 'selfish' decisions.. sorry mum. (:

joe was asking me did my mum gave her approval when i chose to step into social work. because his mum nag as his sis when she chose to do that. always nagging her to get a job that will pay her what she deserved. but still she chooooose to continue with her passion.. yay! haha

and quoted from guru to me "...it doesnt matter how much you are getting right now, what matters is all the experiences you're getting, things you're going to learn..."

yeah guru, you're the man!! thanks (:

yes and right now i look forward to join my new 'family'. new responsibilities, meeting new people, learning new things, etc etc etc...

good bye FAPLCCC.net, faplccc.net...

thank you for your guidance.
thank you for tolerating my nonsenses.
thank you for a chance to work with you.
remember to take good care of yourselves.
i will miss you.

regards,
ziqi