time flies..

received my 'letter of confirmation' letter from BH yesterday..
time flies.. one month passes by that quicky since i left FAPLCCC and embark on my new journey with BH. sigh.. 2008 is coming to an end soooon and im getting older. argh. more and more responsibilities and planning to do. hate to even think of it. sounds super scary.

im glad that i manage to 'fit' into BH's culture and bond with the residents here. not an easy task as it is my FIRST TIME!! and they are different from us. haha. got to admit after joining them i had a better understanding of people with ID and if i hear people 'judging' them, making negative remarks about them.. i will get pisssed off! they are also human like us, with their own feelings and characters. they cry, they laugh, they get angry just like US! just because they are different doesnt mean you can make a joke about them!! they are not crazy they are just mentally slower... dont understand why some people are not sensitive AT ALL! #$%^.. some PARENTS even feed their children with the wrong information about them.. wtf? PARENTS?!?! anyway enough about that...

alot of things for me to learn and RELEARN!! sigh.. i use to wonder why do we need to study those endless theories.. NOW i finally understand why. ahahha. going to refresh my memory on genogram and human development!!

im 'shy' to give a speech in front of a big group!! cham! everytime my mind will go BLANK! i think partly also because im not prepared! hahaha shit! seriously neeeeeed help and alot of practice.

zzz.. saturday morning in the office.. and raining somemore.. zzz