Wednesday, July 27, 2005

The angels of my life

They are the one who would stand by me no matter what happen
They are the one who cared for me for the last 18 years
They are the one who would never abandon me
They are the one who loves me more than anyone else
They are the one who would support me for all the decision I made
They are the one who tolerates all my nonsense
They are the one who brought me up
They are the one who work hard so hard because of me
They are the one who get worry when I’m sick
They are the one who teaches me all the manners and etiquettes
They are the one who I’m proud of
They are the one who brought happiness into my life
They are the one who is proud of me
They are the one who understand me
They are the one who I love
They are the one who believes in me
They are the one who made a huge impact in my life
They are the one who I know I can definitely rely on
They are the one who gets really excited when I started growing my first tooth
They are the ONLY one who I would call Mum and Dad
They are The Angels of My Life


Without them there would not be me

I sincerely thank them for all the stuff they done for me over the last 18 years
I sincerely thank them for all the care and love they shower for me
I sincerely thank them for tolerating all my nonsense
I sincerely thank them for never neglecting me
I sincerely thank them for never giving up on me
I sincerely thank them for being a part of my life

I thank god for brining them into my life
I thank god for giving me such a wonderful parent

Mum Dad I love you

Dad doing a funny pose! He was actually dancing!


My wonderful mum smiling happily at the camera

Friday, July 22, 2005

will it ever happen?

When I open my eyes,
The promises he made to me seems so close but yet so far.
The hug he gave me seems so cosy but.
I refused to wake up when I found out it all nothing but just a dream.
A dream that I had been secretly wishing for.
A dream that I had been pinning for.
A dream that I had been hopping to happen.
A dream that I would love to relieve in my dream every night over and over again.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

My brother

Since young I always envious those people who had a very close and good relationship with their siblings. I always dream of having a brother who would protect me, stand by me, and dote on me and someone whom I can share all my little secrets and stories with. A brother who would actually loves me like his own. I do have an older brother but we never once shared a secret, we never once ever sit down and had a heart to heart chat.

Those memories keep flashing through my mind as I recalled how I used to stretched out my arms and protect him from getting cane by mum when we were young, how he used to fetch me back home from school, the way he hold my hands and lead me across the road when we were young as times goes by, as we grow older, we started to quarrel more, fights were of course inevitable. I really hate it when he shouts at me as and when he feels like it. It had been a long time since we really sit down and had a good chat. Or was it never? When would we actually start to appreciate and love each other? I really tried to talk nicely to him, but sometimes I would just get fed up and said a lot of ridiculous stuff in a moment of anger that hurt my mum as well.

There really a lot of stuff that I want to talk to you about. From the moment when I heard something actually happen to you, I broke down immediately. You can never imagine the time when everyone cried over you, how grandma and mum blame themselves for always giving in to you and caused you to make such a silly mistake. Dad kept quiet but I know how hurt he felt. Have you ever spare a thought for mum and dad when you did all those stuff? Go ahead and smoke for all you want, but do you know how upset mum was when she found out that you smoke? Those nights you were out and back till the next morning, mum never slept well. Every hour, she would wake up gives you a call and check what time you would be back. When you fail to answer her call her thoughts would start to wonder about praying hard that you would be back soon, safe and sound. You would never know how peacefully mum slept when she does know that you’re home. She actually told me this “Finally I can sleep well tonight!”

Whenever something happen to you, everyone would blame mum. Have you ever spare a thought for her? How she felt? Have you ever stand in her shoe and think? Sometimes I really feel like screaming at you because you never seem to notice all this. All you seems to care about are those endless fun you’re having and nothing else. I thought of writing to you but somehow I just lack the courage. I don’t know what I’m afraid of. Cause I know in your eyes I’m just your ignorant sister, an irritating sister who would pick up a fight with you for no reasons, a sister whose job is to help you out as some smoke-screen, a sister who don’t seems to care about anything that happen in the family?

It may seem to you that I really hate you but you would never know how much I actually cared about you. How much I long to sit down and had a heart to heart chat with you, how much I long to go out shopping with you, how much I missed those days of fun and laughter we had when we were young, how much I long to share a secret with you, how much I long to gang up with you and play a prank on mum and dad, how much I long to plan a big surprise for mum and dad together with you.

There's endless of stuff that I long to do with you but when would all this actually happen? When are we ever going to start cherishing the presence of each other? Are we going to live in regrets for the rest of our life? Are we going to start cherishing one another only after the death of either me or you?

I’m really waiting for that day to come when you would actually shower me with gifts and love me like what a brother would to his sister. But no matter what I would still love and respect you as my most beloved brother. I may not show it out but deep in my heart you’re always being respect by me. I promise.

Ways to sleep during lesson ....







Boring lesson, boring lecture, SLEEP LA !




Sometimes when there's no bed around, you just need a table and you can sleep in comfort too.



















I told her sitting on the floor is more comfortable than sitting on that stupid chair in the lecture room. She actually believes n fall asleep right away. Such a dumb person! Wahaha




















The worst thing that can happen, get caught sleeping with your mouth wide open with saliva drooling down. Roger you can go bang against the wall man! wahaha

















The best and my favourite way to sleep during lesson. But with a pillow it would be even better!



















This fellow here can sleep anywhere with all sort of patterns! Sometimes i really PEI FU her man cause I can only fall asleep when there's table around...

















She's even better.Put her bag against the com and fall asleep right away. Guess what she surfting on the net? sfogs.com, gosh I didn't know that surfting such webby would make you fall asleep! I thought you would be too afraid to sleep afraid looking at all those horrible stories and pictures.















there's even more ways to sleep. Shall show you when I manage to sneak up on them again!







Sunday, July 03, 2005

The pain is killing me...

I had been experiencing pain in the whole of my left leg for quite sometimes. Forcing myself to walk had become a part of my daily routine as I experienced pain whenever I walked long distance or made any HUGE movement. The pain is bothering me so much that sometimes I feel like chopping it off. It happened about 2 years ago when I'm having my NAFA, that's how I injured my leg. The pain is getting worst as there were nights when I just can't move the lower part of my body. I had been to the Chinese sinseh once, it seems better in the first few days but after a while it came back. Thus my dad brought me to one of his friend place to seek treatment. He address her (Professional Acupressurist) as Gu Gu. She's in her 70, from China. The 9th Descendant (whatever) of her family. Its some sort of family business.

She (Gu Gu) started to ask about my leg. I cant quite explain as I only know that I experience severe pain in my leg that it travels up to my back and sometimes it would just went numb for no reason. She instructed me to lye on her bed and she started to examine it. She's really those 'Lao Jiao' man! Less than a minutes, she knew what caused the pain. She said my right leg is longer than my left leg! What the hell! And the next moment, she instructed her assistant to hold my body while she PULLED my left leg. I can only said she's really strong! I thought she just going to do some massage to my leg thats all.











But never would I expect her to take out some needles and started poking around my back.

Damn it really hurts.














And she started the Cupping Therapy.

I screamed and cried out when she pressed one of the nerves on my leg, till her assistant asked me "Are you cryng or laughing?"
I demanded her to stop the treatment at once but she just laugh and said ITS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD ! Damn. My mum and dad started laughing at me making a joke out of the whole thing. Keep imitating how I scream and cry during the treatment. Around few minutes later, she removed all the 'cups' and ask me to stand up but I just lyed there, really don't feel like moving. The cupping therapy leftred marks all over my body. I stood up a while later and indeed the treatment help. I felt much better. I asked for some letter from her as an excuse to skip SNW. As I really hate running during school hours. But she said that schools do not accept chinese sinseh letter thus they don't have any. Damn! Nevermind shall ask my mum to call them if they force me to run! HaHa! Who cares? Anyway Gu Gu ask me to rest and don't tired my leg out. So I win for that! No one can force me to RUN !! LaLa.. After that Dad tried to pay her but she refuses to accept. Simply stubborn. Nevermind, I shall advertise for her than.

Relaxing Point

Traditional Chinese Bone-Setting Acupuncture/
Acupressure for relief of Tensions Aches & Pains.
Painless Foot Reflexology etc.

Closed on Tues & Public Holiday
Business hours - Mon Wed & Fri: 9.30-12pm, 3pm-8pm
Thursday: 9.30am-12pm, 3pm-6pm
Sat & Sun: 9.30am-1pm

62-A Joo Chiat Place, Singapore 427785
(in between Tembeling Rd & Everitt Rd)

Visit her for any of the services mention above! She is very the POWDERFUL man! HaHa