:)

ah bong's wedding!

:)

due for a home visit yesterday at pasir ris.. okay seriously when i heard pasir ris.. my first reaction "WHAT THE FOOOOK??" like super duper far and alien to me.. because after all im the sembawang kid... hohooo..

the day before i asked around and plan out my route first.. my plan was to train to bishan first and bus from there.. seems easy... but i alight at the wrong bus stop? or I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE I SHOULD ALIGHT... ok so i panick and just alight anywhere.. checked with one auntie for directions and she told me to take this bus and check with the bus driver..

i guess i looked really LOST! because one really kind and nice auntie approached me and offer to help me to find the way around.. i was really surprise because i didnt expect that.. she is unsure as well thus she helped me to ask the other aunties around and viola!! finally somebody know how to go from there. (I WAS REALLY LATE! the appointment was at 10am and i reached at 10:45?? omg) hohoho! thanks to that really nice auntie if not i sure die!!..

its really heart warming to meet nice people out there. it basically brighten up my day.. :) thank you auntie i really appreciate you help..

something to look forward to...

BINTAN IN MID APRIL!!

yay! im finally going there again! super happy.. since the first time i went there IM IN LOVE WITH THAT PLACE! reallyy.. always yearning to go back and now finally!! woohoo.. this time round going over with my degree mates.. the SCB~! WOOHOOO i cant wait!

BEACH SAND AND SEA!! YES!!

think..

one parent was sharing with me about his neighbour calling the police in when his son was disruptive. i can see the stress he is facing as the only caregiver and the sole breadwinner of the family.. all along he had been supressing his feelings, keeping everything to himself... because he dont want his wife to be worried about him.. while talking to him, i can see him trying to stop his tears from dropping.. but somehow he didnt manage and he cried... aww.. u know at that point of time i really feel like crying with him too... sigh.. and i was trying my best to control my tears too...

i know that given the profile of my job, i should be stronger but sometimes i just cant help getting upset over it. after all im human too.. right?

we are blessed with a good life, good health and abled body.. we can never understand what the less fortunate and the difficulties their family members are going through while taking care of them unless we go through and experience it ourselves.. if only everyone can be a little bit more tolerance towards the less fortunate....

next time u feel like complaining or calling the police... THINK first before you react..

~The greatest happiness in life is the conviction that we are loved, love for ourselves, or rather loved inspite of ourselves~

~Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love,a gift to that person, a beautiful thing....Unknown~

omg guess what?!?

remember few days ago i blogged about meeting a weird uncle on my way home? know what?

YES!! I SAW HIM AGAIN!! MY GOD.

the moment i saw him, i quickly listen to my MP3 and pretended to look outside the window, hoping that he wont saw me.. but KNN de ABC he came and sat beside me! i ignored him but he tapped me and said "wah, saw you again!" really is zzz..

ok.. next time im not going to take bus at the timing AGAIN!! thus im not going to declare early dismissal for me again! hahaa.

<3

happy valentine's day to
you :)

hmm...

Hi ,
it's been a while..
and im starting to wonder if i will ever get you out of my heart...
i know it's hard but i will try. :)
and i pray that everything is going well for you.

good night
i miss you.

PET SOCIETY!!

journey home

the journey home tonight was very different from the past few trips. i granted myself early dismissal thus i board the bus earlier than my usual timing. as the bus was quite pack today, i sat at the last row, near the window. i was listening to my mp3 and day dreaming. suddenly this weird uncle board the bus and sat down beside me. half way through the journey, i noticed him trying to talk to me and seems like he is asking me something. so i took out my ear piece and decided to hear him out, hoping that it can clear whatever doubts he had.. reason being is because.. after working in this line for a couple of months, i grew to be more understanding and tolerance towards people who are mentally challenged. i became more aware of the disabled elderly around me.

anyway he was yakking something about the new ez-link card.. seriously half of the time i dont know what is he talking about. i just noood my head all the way. initially i was kind enough to entertain him.. i assume that he needs someone to talk to so i just pretend to listen and acknowlege him.. (thats what i've been telling my volunteers when they are here. so i should practice what i preach!! ahah) after that HE STARTED TALKING ABOUT SEX!! LIKE TELLING ME WHERE CAN FIND CHEAP AND GOOD PROSTITUTE!! $20 DOLLARS FOR ONE WOMAN!! MAKE THE WEIRD HANDS GESTURE OF PEOPLE FUCKING.. then ask me if im married from china or singapore.. want dinner blah blah.. seriously..

WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT?!!?!

then i quickly took out my phone to call someone.. then he saw me taking out something from my bag asked me if i want to give him ang bao? !!!! okay... so i told him NO.. -_- while i was chatting with my friend he continue to talk and talk and talk despite the fact that im not listening to him!!

anyway.. after a while i realised that he kept repeating himself... might be suffering from dementia? beside that .. the rest of the passengers were giving me those weird look! at one point of time im thinking if somebody sitting beside me anot? why is everyone looking at me? then i got really worried and started looking for his "shadow"! hahah. so when i confirm that he is a HUMAN and not me talking to myself im more relax because i know they not laughing at me.. hahah.. damn embarassing lah!.. one guy saw what happened and we started laughing! hahaa. and he even asked me over to sit with him.. man.. i was damn relieve when he finally alight at yishun!!

one resident walked into the office looked at me and say

"she so cute! like me!"

hahahahahaha!


- its all these little things that keep me going everday.. :)

haha

this morning, my favourite resident mr BEAN (we call him mr bean because he look like him) called out to me and show me his masterpiece..

mr bean: xiao mei mei (little sister) i show you my drawing!! you see nice anot?
me: no lah! NOT NICE AT ALL!! hahaha
mr bean: li ai xi arh! swee lah!! (you want to die isit? say not nice! NICE LAH!!)

hahahha im such a bastard sometimes.. but i love his reaction lah! his agitated and angry look when i say NOT NICE