okay admit im here to show off! HAHAHA

was very very shock when i checked my result. i got 51/60!! hahahaha! pleasant surprise for last semester! i think it's the first time that i score that high.. im the kind that pass is good enough for me. so imagine my shockNESS when i checked my result that day! wooooooo

thank you!!! really make my day lah!

yes chris fong rocks lah!

又下雨了。
我的心也跟着它一起下。

HAHAHAHA

me: im going to junction 8 anybody want anything??
account: YES!!!
me: but i'm not going to buy for you.. NO NO!! LA LA LA LA!!

im not evil. really not evil but very nice...

oldies but goodies.

this is funny!

weesiang is full of crap!

siang <3>
suddenli i realise tat i ite tat time veri handsome
siang <3>
lol
ziqiChloé - oh yeah! halloweeeen!! . says:
hahhahhaa
ziqiChloé - oh yeah! halloweeeen!! . says:
INDEED I HAVE TO AGREE
ziqiChloé - oh yeah! halloweeeen!! . says:
what is happening to you now!!

yeah.. he is a hottie during our ITE days. but now?? hahahah.

hey the 500th post!!!

every time during our management meeting, boss will share some very "interesting" and super chim stories.. so on our last management meeting he shared, "Man proposes and God disposes." well basically it means... we plan and plan and plan but it will not be made possible if God did not give us good weather on that day. so god is the one that make this possible.. because all our programs are outdoor and i DID NOT prepare for any wet weather plan! so whenever people ask me what is the wet weather plan.. i will tell them " it will be a bright and sunny day on that day so no wet weather plan is necessary!!" muahahaha.. yes positive thinking! so thank you for giving us an awesome weather that day. thank you for making it possible for us!!

i pray and pray and pray really hard for a good weather on that day. and you made it possible for me!!! wooooo!! anyway im glad that it's finally over. i think it went well? like no major hiccup. hmm..

everything went according to what i planned although someone gave me a mini surprise in the morning.. but it's okay.. i will learn from it... now i know. and i will make sure that i wont make the same mistake again... (:

my two wonderful, awesome and fantastic emcee (melvyn and golden!) for the day. must really thank melvyn for agreeing to help me. everyone was saying that he did a fantastic job, he is really good blah blah.. after all he only had one practice with golden. he help to brighten up the whole atmosphere and help to lead golden along.. but got to admit he is really GOOD! if not why will i want to approach him right?? muahahaha. and i also feel super bad for constantly bugging him to help with the script. because of that im becoming more and more nagggy!! NOOOOOO!!

i still remember the first time when i met him it was during one YMCA event with BHID, and he was the emcee for that day too. was attracted to his nice voice because i heard him sang that day too. yeah he got a nice voice.. THANK YOU MELVYN YEE!!


performance by our awesome choir! still remember i teared when i saw them perform for the very first time. their never give up attitude. they continue to sing and despite their disabilities.. well that really touch me.. although it's not fantastic but it's enough to touch my heart. (: well done people!

the great BHID's work out!! thank you inday for coming up with this!

with victor.. one of the best part of my job.. getting to know wonderful people like them. :) thank you for sharing with me your "life experiences" haha.

with one group of my awesome volunteers!! they totally rocks the event lah!

and now it's over. feel a little bit empty though! hahaha.
and i think it's time to brainstorm for next year party... NOT!! (:

it's this coming saturday

after almost 2 months of intensive planning...
it's this saturday!!
OMG!
suddenly im feeling really nervous about it..
like FUCKING NERVOUS!!!! damn
initially i was still feeling okay... like normal..
but now i cant keep my cool!!!
am suddenly really worried about missing out this and that
details details and FUCKING MORE DETAILS!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

am worried that my planning for volunteers might screwed up
am worried that the weather might play me out
am worried that the games might screwed up
am worried that the turn out might not be that good
am worried that it might not be interesting enough to keep them occupied
am worried that my residents might misbehave
basically IM FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahh! bless me
I DONT WANT TO SCREW UP THIS IMPORTANT EVENT!!
AFTER ALL THIS IS THE FIRST FUCKING EVENT THAT I ORGANIZE..
AND EVERYONE WILL BE LOOKING AT HOW I HANDLE IT...

sometimes i am seriously tired of leading. will rather be the follower instead. ..