i can feel angel's love for me! <3

ring.. ring...

me: helloo..
angel: where are you?
me: at home. why?
angel: i got something for you! i must bring it to you!! i go to your house now!!
me: hahaha ok..

OMG! CANDIES OF DORAEMON AND FRIENDS PRINTED ON IT!! SUPER CUTE RIGHT!!!

angel: i dont know if you should open and eat it or keep it..

thanks babee!! cant bear to eat lah.. aiyoo... (im keeping those can drinks of doraemon, yogurt drinks blah blah..) crazy i know. haha

think...

why?? do you start caring about someone only when he/ she is sick??? alright i admit sometimes im guilty of this terrible sin too. sigh.. humans.. always busy with random stuffs, having our endless fun but never finding the time to care about the people around us.... then only we will start to care and bother about he/she when they are sick/ dying....

anyway.. YAY!! bh's 10th anniversary is FINALLY OVER!! so it means NO MORE RSVP LIST FOR ME!!! MUAHAHAA. finally i dont have to make those endless call and very irritating RSVP list. zzz.. that damn list been bugging me since the first day i started work. cant wait to get rid of it!!! back to BH's 10th anniversary.. IT WAS A GREAT SUCCESS! MUAHAHAH.. thank god the weather was GOOD! WOOOHOOO!! NO RAIN!! YAY!! glad all the residents enjoy and have fun! was happy to see their families cheering with them.. (: glad that they came to give their support.. heartwarming indeed.

cant wait to go fully into social work and volunteer management!! hohooo..

oh ya. recently i been introducing myself as 'zee kee' TO EVERYONE simply because ALOT OF PEOPLE CANNOT PRONOUNCE MY CHINESE NAME! and im damn f tired of trying to correct them.. so anyway alot of ppl commented that i have an UNUSUAL name (i think they want to say WEIRD but put it in a nicer way by saying UNUSUAL!) LOL and they started asking me 'how to spell your name?' blah blah.. sigh should get a christian name for myself and save me from all this trouble!!

hmm...

And always have to remember… You outfought others when you outthought them…

goooood news! lalala

muahahahaha!

CSV3112 Administration and Management in Community and Public Services

As about half the class requires extension for submission of assignment 1, ECU has agreed to extend the submission for the whole class to 20 OCTOBER 2008.

dont you love my class? always requesting for extension! woooohooooooooo. thanks i really need it! haha. i actually thought of staying up tonight to finish up my essay (really..) but now with the extension it means I CAN SLEEEEP TONIGHT!! HAHAHAHA... MORE TIME FOR ME TO DRAG... oh well..

You learn to love, by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

i am learning not to take things for granted...
(cherish! dont want to end up regretting again..)
to learn from all the things that happened around me...
(because i believe that everything happens for a reason)
to pay more attention to all the simple details...


i am going to make an extra effort to remember each people as an individual.. after all they are humans with fresh blood flowing inside them.. human with feelings.. and not label them like "that boy on the wheelchair" "that girl who broke her leg"..


im still learning... many many many things for me to learn...

Terrible F1 accident‏.. sigh..

Please always observe safety. This is a shocking image of excess speed where it actually flipped over. Not for the faint heartened.

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GOTCHA!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!! FUCKING RAME EMAIL THAT I RECEIVED!!

i dont know how to go sentosa!

one beautiful night... i took a cab from vivo city ...

me: uncle sentosa.
cab driver: huh? i dont know how to go sentosa.

(when the uncle heard that we are going to sentosa i tell you he sounds super unhappy!!! im sure he regret picking us up!)

me: it's okay. then you follow the yellow cab in front they are going to sentosa as well.
cab driver: ok.. (but still he sound super reluctant to bring us there.)

*suddenly the white honda in front of us made a illegal u-turn and the CAB DRIVER FOLLOW THE WHITE HONDA instead of the YELLOW CAB!!*

me: UNCLE!! not follow the white honda, follow the YELLOW CAB!!
cab driver: but sentosa is in front.
me: HUH? I THOUGHT YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO GO SENTOSA??
cab driver: ya i dont know how to go sentosa.

yaya.. he dont know how to go sentosa BUT he know that in order to get to sentosa, he need to make that illegal u-turn and he knows that sentosa is IN FRONT!! HELLO?

seriously... WHAT THE FUCK?

we are all queuing up at the taxi stand. if you want to fucking choose your customer then PLEASE do not pick up customers from the taxi stand! some cab driver stop at the taxi stand ask the customer where they going to then they drove off when they dont want to go to that location. #$%^&* choosing customers!! anyway i saw alot of EMPTY CAB dropping customer off at vivo and went off straight!! obviously they are waiting for people to call for cab instead of picking up customers at the taxi stand.

bad bad... very bad..

random update...

my third day at my new job and still trying to 'absorb' as many informations as possible. trying my best to remember the names and faces of all residents and staffs. well.. it's a big challenge for me. sigh.. i am really bad at remembering faces. HELP ME!! any idea? hmm..

BH is celebrating their 10th anniversary this month, 18th october 2008 and it means i am going to be super busy. going to take this opportunity to observe and learn from them!! oh yay...

alright now back to my first day at work... busy.. but im HAPPY!! hahaha. serious.. the environment is totally different from my previous work (aww.. i miss them) place.. one thing for sure ... NO OFFICE POLITICS!!! yaaahOOooOooo!! i seriously hate office politics. i dont understand what satisfaction you get by stabbing your own colleagues. argh.. is it really that difficult to live together in peace? i wonder..

anyway occasionally you will get residents visiting you at your desk chit chat, greet you.. the SW that i am working with is AMAZING and really nice! always helping and guiding me along. thanks! he is the only SW at BH (meaning he take charge of everything!! *faint*) and he knows every single residents' name, characters, etc! wa liew wonder how he do it.. i must master it soon!! must spend more time with them!! still trying to remember some of the faces and names.. right now i remember like 5?? or even lesser!!! bad.. very bad............

today was the first time i joined in their rehearsal for the coming 10th anniversary. was running around with SW, trying to have a clearer idea of what is going to happen on that day.. thank god weather was good.. please pray for me that the weather will be good on the actual day as well please. (:

at the end of the program, there is a mini performance by BH's residents. this is the first time i watched them perform and i must say it's AWESOME. to some of you, you might think that it's nothing anyone can do it and might even turn out to be even better but please remember they are different from us. look at the effort each one of them put in and how hard they try to remember all the procedures. i actually teared while watching them perform. my god. need to learn to control my emotions well!! one of the singer has difficulty talking and controling his movement, imagine how much strengths he needs to use up in order to put up that performance? we can easily pick up a mic and sing as loud as we want but not for him. he did not give up despite the current situation he is in right now and continue to live on bravely but many of us (the normal one) are choosing to waste or give up our life! maybe this is the first time i watch their performance thus explaining all those emotions pile up inside me... hmm..

i need to work extra hard on my talking skilllsss.. serious! haha. tend to get nervous while talking to stranger.. must know what im talking about. be more 'lively' on the phone.. aiyoo. must be more STEADY!! ai zai ziqi! MUST GET USE TO IT!

oh ya i must really learn how to balance my school and work......... very very very the bad...

and sharing something that i saw somewhere on my way back home....

-If it is not from the heart, it is not worth doing.-

signing offff...

goood night.
i miss you.

closure... FAPLCCC i'll miss you. :)

well another chapter of my life closes today and a new one begins...

一万个不舍得。。。
不过还是要走。。。

hello crazy engineers,
thank you for the farewell lunch ! :)
appreciated it and really enjoyed the 'last meal' with you :P

thankful that i am at least given a chance to know you but not given a chance to know you better.... i will definitely treasure and remember those happy, crappy and crazy times we had together. and continue to hang on yeah? ;)

there are colleagues that im sure i will continue to keep in touch with.. well.. hopefully and those that might even be my last meeting with them.. :(

im already starting to miss those crazy people.. aww..

sidetrack abit...

the MOST common question that i got when they heard that im leaving.. (or rather everyone is asking the same things!! HAHAHAH)

• PAY GOOD ARH?

apparently when you are leaving your current job, you're suppose to leave for a job that pays you better.. but for my case sad to say.. the answer is NO!! yes im leaving for a job that pays me lesser than what i am getting now. you might think that im stupid, crazy or still dreaming.. but yes it's the FACT! i seriously dont mind at all. i know i need money but what matters to me now is my dream/ passion. as you know something im ALWAYS waiting for... silly? i dont know.. and of course my mum disapprove of my decision after all she is going to get a BIG pay cut from me.... hahaha. and being the stubborn me choose to go ahead and make my own 'selfish' decisions.. sorry mum. (:

joe was asking me did my mum gave her approval when i chose to step into social work. because his mum nag as his sis when she chose to do that. always nagging her to get a job that will pay her what she deserved. but still she chooooose to continue with her passion.. yay! haha

and quoted from guru to me "...it doesnt matter how much you are getting right now, what matters is all the experiences you're getting, things you're going to learn..."

yeah guru, you're the man!! thanks (:

yes and right now i look forward to join my new 'family'. new responsibilities, meeting new people, learning new things, etc etc etc...

good bye FAPLCCC.net, faplccc.net...

thank you for your guidance.
thank you for tolerating my nonsenses.
thank you for a chance to work with you.
remember to take good care of yourselves.
i will miss you.

regards,
ziqi