amazing guy indeed...

free hugs anyone??

love the song, love the video.. very touching.. yes.. managed to make me tear. was so happy when juan mann managed to get his first hug! like omg..

Sick puppies - All the Same

I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly
I don't care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I don't mind
I don't care
As long as you're here

Chorus

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same

Verse 2

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
For certain
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breath you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am

I don't mind, I don't care
As long as you're here

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes
Its all the same

In my life
The compromise I'll close my eyes
Its all the same

Go ahead say it
You're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are now
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

=D

yaaay!! bumped into CHEN HUIRU on my way home yesterday.. and that crazy girl sneaked up behind me and caused me to scream like a mad woman in sun plaza! not a loud scream but loud enough to embarrass myself though. imagine... omg..

but anyway was super duper happy to see her! omg.. one million years never catch up with her already!! been catching up almost weekly (hmm... 3 - 4 times a weeeek? man.. not enough! more more i want MORE!!!) with the rest of the girls but not her.. miss her like crazy lar!!! i cant wait for 3rd oct!! GATHERING WITH ALL OF THEM!!! yayaadaaa!!! CHEEE YAN TING!!!! LONG TIME NO SEEEE YOU LEH!!!! HOW ARE YOUU??? *SCREAAMSS!!!* -roll eyes- craazy.. haha

0h yeah... 2 more shifts to gooo... 30th sept is coomiiingggg!! bu she deeeeeeeee larh...... :( (still wondering what to get for them.. hmm..)

and azni took over my place in faplccc.. so please AZNI BOY DON'T DISGRACE ME !!! DONT SPOILT MY ALREADY VERY ROTTEN REPUTATION!! muahahaha :P

and i am looking forward to october.. starting a brand new chapter of my life.. meeting new people.. doing new things.. so work HARD.. and study HARD.. and play HARD hohoho..

ADD OiL ZIQI!!

the cancer..

Cancer

Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: The Moon
Symbol: The Crab
Your stone: Moonstone

Life Pursuit: Constant reassurance and intimacyVibration: MoodyCancer's Secret Desire: To feel safe (emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially)

Description:Those born under the sign of Cancer, ruled by the mysterious Moon, are one of the zodiac's enigmas. It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family and lovers, yet they can cut to the bone with their jealous remarks and ever-changing moods. Endearingly eccentric on one hand, and on the other, insecure about how others see them. Like their astrological symbol - the Crab - Cancers can appear hard and insensitive on the outside. However, for those of us who know and love a "Moon Child", we understand that deep below lies a softness and sensitivity that makes them so very special...

Just as the Moon goes through many changes as it moves from its new to full phases, Cancers too go through many new and full phases of experience. Life doesn't stand still for this sign, even if they remain in one place, because they live so much in their internal oceans of emotions. Their link with the Moon often makes it impossible for them to operate on an even keel from day to day. Up and down like the proverbial yo-yo, most Cancerians feel one way one minute, then sometimes totally different the next. But this characteristic is part of their charm.

Love and romance matter more than anything else to this sign (but this occasionally shares first place with having lots of money in the bank). No other sign romances better, equally though, no sign takes it so badly when romance turns sour either. But with their changeable natures Cancerians are fascinating, mysterious, stimulating and extremely alluring. This sign is one of the most magic of all and once their magic has reached you, they are the most beguiling companions. After all, isn't the Moon the most talked about and romantic galactic identity?
Star Sign Compatibility

hmm...

i often wonder how will i react when i am the one facing the problems that my friends shared with me. well after all it is very easy to give advice to people and it is another different issue when you are the one facing the problems.

will i really practice what i preach? sigh..

sometimes i tend to think alot!!

i am soooo soo rame...

okay i admit i am bored.

1) GAY A secretly admiring hardworkin GAY B
2) GAY A showed his sexiest look to attract GAY B
3) GAY A quote $200, but failed.
4) GAY A then counter offers with $300,...

counting down........

6 more shifts to gooo!!

30th september is coming coming COMING!!

looking forward to october.
a brand new beginning.. :)

everything is going to be alright.. i hope...

how am i going to break the news to her?

i tried bombarding him on his phone but he did not pick up. smsing him asking for an explanation and he did not reply. so where the fuck is he right now? damn it.

all kind of scenarios are going through my mind. she is coming back soon. what is going to happen when i told her about it? how will she react to the news? will she break down? i hate to even think about it...

will he ever learn his lesson?
will he think about his loves one before deciding on doing somethings?
what actually matters more to him? his family and future or his f friends and fun?
is he stupid or what?




'things may look cloudy right now, they'll get better soon. sometimes it takes difficulties to make us stronger better people. so hang in there and you will see the sun shines again.

if going through all these challenges is going to make me a stronger better people, i would rather that i suffer everything ALONE and nothing happen to anyone of them.

please pray for me that everything is going to be alright....

#$%^&*

i fell flat on my face at a shopping centre....
i threw away my BRAND NEW mascara instead of the OLD one...
i forgotten that i already cut my nails and wanted to cut it again...
i nearly lost all my money because i forgotten where did i place it in MY ROOM... (thank you mummy for finding it back for me.)
i went ONE WEEK earlier for my appointment, only realised my mistake when i reached the place....
i thought that i forgotten to bring my contact lenses out but actually i did bought it out and it's actually with me for the whole f day...

and so on...

go ahead and laugh at my silly and stupid acts...

sigh.. there is seriously something wrong with my brain..

just a bit of update....

after working for 1 year and 8 months at faplccc.net, i finally submitted my resignation letter yesterday. i know that i will be leaving sooner or later but didnt expect it to be that fast. hmm.. im leaving at the end of september currently serving my one month notice... actually to be exact 8 more shifts to go before im free.. after going through so much with the team and knowing alot of fun loving and wonderful colleagues from different parts of world.... like the crappy engineers, the boss and my dearest ops team... i am so definitely going to miss them like crazy.. sad to leave but still life has to go on... and he told me that 天下没有不散的宴會(something like that?? i cant remember!! :/).. all good things come to an end... yes this is part and parcel of life.. thank you for giving me all these wonderful memories... will definitely treasure the remaining time with them...

and i am definitely looking forward to october, 're-starting' my life in a brand new environment. something that i am always dreaming of.. right now i still cant believe that this is finally happening to me.... at least im one step closer to my dream... hang on babe...

wish me luck love (: i will hang on and fight till the very end. dont wanna be a loser.
thank you for giving me a chance to work with you...

Forgiving is not forgetting, it is remembering and letting go.

-Claudia Black

very very very very very very very very very very x 10000000000000000000 happppppy!!!

p.s - yes! im one step closer to my dream... (:

speechless.

was browsing around youtube and i came across this video that made me goes 'wah wah WAH!!!!!'....

OMG. isn't that my dearest UNCLE SHANE shaking his butt dancing during faplccc's dinner and dance?
hilarious!
and very sexy indeed.... hmm..

p.s I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA