that is just part of my collection.

last day.

bye GE. finally left GE after working for 6 months there. kind of sad.

hey stanley, shyann, jackson. thanks for giving me my favourite doraemon.

my entertainment.

shikin, ana, fidah

with shikin and lyn

with seng han (thanks ar! especially came back to lunch with me. =D)

with shawn (please stop SHAKING my chair. thanks. =D)

with suling (she loves to praise me!)

with ben (quite a joker. head of loan shark! LOL)

with fiona

with sherine

the telesales

with Sel (thanks for all your entertainment =D)

with stanley (he keep saying that he is VERY HANDSOME!)

stanley (his idea of FATHER and DAUGHTER pose!!)

with shyann

with william (the turtle man!)

lennon ( he said that the moment he took off his spect, all the girls would be mesmerize by him!! what do you think?? LOL)

the underwriters

with lynnie.

with magdalene

with kaddie. (a very nice lady)

with uncle john.

my very messy NEST.

spend 6 wonderful months and know alot of nice people there. i will definitely miss that place.

some photos.

in the hotel room.

clubbing

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maybe i should start planning for next year.

haha. BACK! damn shag. guess what? i forgot to wake up for work today. totally forgotten about it!! LOL. reached home at around 12 plus yesterday, unpacked my luggage, sorted out the present and slept at 3am. i kept dozing off during work.

5 day passed by damn fast. bangkok was fun. lots and lots of shopping. their stuff were all so cheap. $8 and you can get a pair of decent heel. bargain and bargain and bargain non stop.

our thai friends are all very nice. they were so polite to us and kept making sure that we are okay and that we are enjoying ourselves. went clubbing with them on the second night. fun. puke a few time the next morning. LOL. getting crazy, singing, dancing and shouting like nobody business. as we left our passport in the hotel plus song ern (small boy 17) was with us thus we cant get into some of the club.

quek was drunk. back at the hotel she kept crying non-stop. LOL

at their chinatown, our bag got slashed by some IDIOT!! damnit. luckily nothing went missing. fuck man. somemore i just bought that bag never even use it for 2 days. sibei TULAN!. lol, screw that asso.



anyway im damn glad to be back in singapore. clean air, clean water, nice food and very SAFE. LOL

yea!! bangkok

BANGKOK BANGKOK BANGKOK!!! wahaha. packed my luggage last night, (damn kiasu right? pack so early!) LOL.

received quite a few christmas present today. damn paiseh, cause i never prepare anything for them. actually intend to get some stuff for them but changed my mind cause im kind of broke right now.!! i had changed all my cash to thai currency. sorry la. i will get some really nice gifts from bangkok for you.

any ideas on what can i get for them on my last day?

MY GOD!! im leaving for bangkok in TWO DAYS TIME!!! my first oversea trip with my friends. hope everything goes as planned. =D

any idea where can i get a doraemon crystal ball (those with snow flake) or a doraemon music box (those with music! like DUH.) LOL. been searching HIGH and LOW for it. it is only available in taiwan and uk. if i really ship it over, ii`s definitely going to cost me more than a BOMB. sigh

bangkok bangkok IM COMING!!

two more weeks and im going to say my goodbye to GE money.

time pass really fast and i had already worked here for 6 months. this is my first office job after i graduated from ite. kind of a good experience for me as i always wanted to try out how it feels to work in an office environment.

for the past 6 months, i had been doing the same old stuff. if you ask me if i had learn anything from this job? the answer is NO. ha-ha. i just need to key in the personal particulars of the customer into the system thats all. good thing is i get to improve my typing speed. everyday i entertain myself my looking at their ic photos and laugh at them, their hair, specs, etc, everything look so funny in black and white. LOL

i decided not to continue as a data entry staff as i feel that im wasting my time by not learning here. i mean at least it better for me to get an admin job where i can at least learn something and use my brain instead of staying here and become even more stupid. beside that, staring at two screens everyday really worsen my eyesight. and my eyes get tired and tear more easily.

damnit will someone please sponsor me a new specs? I REALLY NEED ONE BADLY!!!

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thailand!! yea

i went back to raffles again. because im damn broke. intend to work on saturday morning as well. but plain lazy. $78 gone. work on friday night was damn fun because i was kenging the whole night away. im only assign to pick up food for the vip table. during the first course, there is some sort of presentation, as im taking the food for the vip table, im the first in line. angel was behind me. guess what? she burst out laughing!! well she told me that she imagine the stun look on my cock face when i was walking into the ballroom when all the guests turned to look at my direction. -.- i hate to walk the first in line cause every single person in the ballroom will be looking at you. at that point of time i really feel like digging a hole and hide in it. pai seh la.

anyway the theme for that night was quite cool. pirates of the carribean. most of the guests dress up in costume. some of them even put a really small funny looking soft parrot on their shoulder that is not even standing straight. damn disgusting sia. LOL. if you want to get some extra prop, at least look for one that is not soft so that it will be standing straight and not one that looked like it is sleeping on your shoulder. ha-ha

cant wait for next thursday because IM GOING TO THAILAND!! yea yea!! shop and shop and shop till i drop. ha-ha.

going to spend christmas there. sound fun huh. =D

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a white christmas. =D

lol

unidentified creature

madness

drunken master

change

from this..


to this.

lala

work was kind of fun yesterday. alot of new staff mostly MIC. arinnie and gang are no longer there. chin is back as a casual labour. so funny. he use to be my captain and now we`re wearing the same uniform and he can no longer order me around!! whahaha.

i ask alot of stupid question yesterday. where can i get the soup spoon? where can i find the menu cover? what is the serving procedure? blah blah. feels like it`s my first day at work again. shiok.

and guess what? i fall down at the banquet kitchen!! damn, landed right on my butt.

damn shag now. reach home around 1 plus yesterday night.

yea!! going back to raffles to work later. cant wait. kind of excited!! ha-ha.

gala dinner, cant wait to see those big and shiny and stylish and EXPENSIVE christmas tree! =)

why?

why do you KEEP asking me how old am I ?

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it takes a lot of courage to trust a person and even more determination to forget a person.

waste my money.

a visit to the dentist cost me $145!!! heart pain arh.

what the..

report back to work today. YES! i know IT`S A SUNDAY!! the whole raffles place looked so empty. almost all the shops are closed. anyway. i left my house at 11 and reach raffles place at 12.15! took a cab to work. waste my time. if i took a train down i just need at the most 40 mins. waited for a cab for twenty mins, no cab in sighted damn pissed off. call for a cab and they PROMISED to reach here WITHIN FIVE MINS! but i waited for 10 mins and it is still not here. such a GOOD service.

it cost me 20 bucks to travel from my house to raffles place. fuck man. so expensive. it cost almost the same for me to travel from city hall to my place plus mid-night charge. cheated me of my money. stupid cab. stupid jam. and i forget to get the receipt from the taxi driver. i went back to look for the uncle but he is gone. CANT CLAIM!!! FUCK!!! waste my money. somemore what i earned today is not EVEN ENOUGH TO COVER MY CAB FARE!!! angry angry angry.

launch of new system today. damn lag lo. WTH. im getting more and more impatient. piss me off. i hate it when it is lag. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!

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what the fuck is wrong with him?

sorry. i really cant read your mind. im not you so i cant tell what you`re feeling right now. i really hate it when i had to keep guessing and guessing. very tired of it.

knn

two bloody stupid old bitch piss me off. totally brainless. use your stupid brain (no brain? use ur big ass) to think la.

the fucking pathway is so bloody squeezy with one big printer and cupboards. how do you expect me to pass when i need to roll my chair over some more you both are not very thin lo? stupid. say sorry to you already and still give me that fuck face. fucking pissssss offff. nabei er xin bitch. no fucking manners. rude fuckers. what? i just accidently roll your feet over with the chair DO YOU NEED TO GIVE SUCH A FUCKING BIG REACTION? knn. feel like slapping your face and dig out your eyes. it is not as if i CUT off your leg or what? come on lo. it is an accident. i even keep apologising to you. shikin is right! im so stupid. why should i even bother to say sorry to you. what the heck is wrong with you people?

so what if you are a perm staff here? dont try to act big la. who cares about rude loser fuckers or whatever shit like you.

FUCKING PISS ME OFF!!! bloody BITCHES! stupid LOSERS! brainless FUCKERS!

SO ANGRY!!!!!

("v")

he left behind memories etched in my heart

angry!

pissed off. it just weilian coming to sun plaza and they block the fucking entrance. is not as if jay or whoever big star coming lo. because of that i need to walk one fucking big round to get to my destination. worst of all, when i tried to cut through coffee bean got one old auntie sitting there like a block of stone obviously blocking the pathway. when i tried to pass i even say 'sorry excuse me. can i pass?' fucking bitch stand up give me that fucking black face and complain to the friend say what ' i don't want to sit here anymore la. keep moving up and down because some one want to pass!' fuck are you brainless? obviously you ARE blocking the pathway if not why would we even bother to tell you to let us pass? fucking brainless piece of shit. come on lo. you are not even ordering a drink or dining at coffee bean. you just want to sit there and catch a glimpse of weilian lo. stupid auntie. so er xin.

slut

It seems to be the trend now. Fooling around even though you are MARRIED. Husband cheating on their poor wife and wife cheating on their poor husband. What happened to all the promises you made to each other when you said your marriage vows in front of your family and friends.

Have you forgotten how you use to love your partner and how you use to be madly in love with each other? Don’t treat marriage as a game.

What’s wrong with those sluts? Why are they breaking up happy family? Just fuck off back to your country and stop breaking up other people’s marriage. If you really need a guy, get someone who is single and available and not one who is married with children. If you need money, use your bloody brain and hand to earn it and not try to be a slut by getting hooked up with a married man.

Man. Take a look at yourself in the mirror. What you see? Bald, wrinkled face, big beer belly, stained teeth and stinky breathe. What would a young and pretty girl sees in you? Do you think they really love you? Kiss my ass. They just want to cheat you of all your hard earned money. Think about it. Are they really willing to give up their youth and spend the rest of their life with an old man like you or is it you wife whom you walked down the aisle with, the one who you shared lots of sweet and beautiful memories with?

Instead of always complaining about wife you, why not take a minute and think about how you treat her? She spend her entire life taking care of you, making sure that you can leave for work everyday without any worried as you know that she is always home to take care of things for you and she is always there when you need someone to be by your side. She is always there slogging her life for you and always giving you the best.

You claimed that you love that woman than what about your wife? Don’t you love her anymore or have you forgotten how much you use to love her? You are willing to spend tons of your hard earned money on that woman and when your poor wife ask you for some allowances, you claimed that you had no money.

Wake up. You think they really love you?? THEY JUST LOVE YOUR BLOODY MONEY!

growing up

met up with sham yesterday. he is taller now compared to last time and im still that short!! haha. wow. time passes really fast, we had graduated from secondary school for nearly 4 years already. one more year and we are no longer a teenager. =(

chat with sham about all the good old memories we had, sleep walk during the art camp!! ahhaa. boy i really missed those day at sembawang sec.

we are all so busy with our life that we rarely get a chance to meet up. sigh

=D

that guy with the cute dimple =D

ge money

uncle JAMES children.

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worked like dogs for the past few days. 2 promotions came at THE SAME TIME!!! so freaking tired. type and type non-stop, face the screen for more than 12 hours a day. at this rate, im sure going to be blind soon. my vision is getting blur.

left my handphone at home today. bloody shit!

getting bored of this job. haha. opps.

a phone!!!

i got myself a new phone. FINALLY! so happy!!!! =D

sony ericsson cyber shot, the camera very the pow-DER-ful man. wahhaha. love it to da max!!

late for work today. darn. i woke up at 8!!! shucks. really drag going to work on a saturday morning. but somehow i love the atmosphere of the office on a saturday morning. the whole place is so quiet or rather peaceful. haha.

yea yea!! meeting siang they all for supper later. miss them like crazy. been a while since our last gathering. =D

.

daniel is crazy. today is thursday and he is wearing a bermudas to work. crazy fellow! =D so whats next tomorrow? hot pants? bikini? woooo! LOL

bleah

twin

so ke aii!! wahha.

his brother.

at work.

with the girls.

sheesh

IM GOING CRAZY SOON!!!

im bored

the new girl who suppose to replace serene play us out today!!

:(

serene is leaving today. no one to entertain me!!!

argh

my both legs are covered with very big and ugly and irritating and itchy mosquito bites!!!

plain irritating

i really hate traveling on the train with a group of mats. they are really getting on my nerves. making lots and lots of irritating noise. playing their music real loud, talking and swearing like nobody business, sitting on the ground as if they are the only passengers on the train. bloody hell. beside making lots of stupid noise they are blocking the space meant for we HUMAN to stand. they might think that its real COOL for them to behave in this manner but in actual fact its NOT!!! why cant they behave? its really irritating when you are trying to concentrate on the book you are reading and they are there making lots of irritating noise.

i was in the train on my way to work today, the moment i step into the train, i nearly fainted. loud music, beside that, one guy was talking real loud and swearing in malay and hokkien. what the fuck is wrong with them? all the way from sembawang to dohby gaugt i need to endure their nonsense. finally one of the indian lady cannot stand it anymore, she said "shhh!" and that boy respond by saying "see what see? @#$%" at that moment, i really feel like going up to him and slap his bloody mouth. he is the one that is making so much noise and he dares to be so rude.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THEM????

ana is so pretty. im so in love with her. oh my GOSH !!!
and i really hate serene!! =D

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ps. i love you

=D

i`m so in love with james!

pathetic

well. its a saturday afternoon and i should be out enjoying myself if not sleeping/ slacking my whole day away at home. but bloody hell!! im still struck at the office!! and worst of all im only paid 10 bucks for the whole day!!! FARKING PATHETIC!!! my transport here cost me $3.04 a day and lunch $3, which means i only get back $3.96!! not even enough for me to have a proper meal!!!

anyone wanna intro me a job which pay me more on weekend?

so sudden.

SHIMA IS GETTING ENGAGE NEXT WEEK !!!!!!

a time machine

it feels so good to be home in the afternoon. since i started work two months ago, i miss waking up late in the afternoon, lazing in front of the tv the whole day, and most importantly, I miss 100% entertainment badly!!

for the pass few weeks, i dragged waking up early in the morning, squeezing in the very very pack train every day in order to get to work. at raffles place, everyone dressed up nicely. ladies in high heels dressed up in hot and chic office wear, guys in newly polished leather shoes dressed up in shirt and pants. i feel so out of place. well im just a 19 year old kid who hold a lowly job with a pathetic pay. at my age, i should be out somewhere studying, playing, or even shopping. but why am i struck here? for the sake of MONEY i guess.

i seriously miss those day when i get to go to school, skip school, hang out after school everyday, studying hard for exam at the very very last mins. miss working at banquet, rushing through all the 8 courses during chinese dinner, rushing for turnover to prepare for the next function. running around, playing around, looking for a place to keng. lots and lots and lots of activity going on. i seriously need all this fun again! life is so darn bloody boring, colourless, lifeless. whatever.

i need a time machine to bring me back to the past.

sick

my fever is back and my throat is getting from bad to worst. somebody HELP ME!!!!!

z

Good morning.

Why am I doing at the office on a saturday morning with no one at the office and lights not on?

*yawn*

it been a long time.

TO MY DEAREST 7 SISTERS!!




Thanks for making my birthday such a memorable one. Thanks for all the wonderful and nice presents you guys bought for me.

I totally love the BIG doraemon hampers you prepared for me, I squeal with delight when I saw it. Thanks alot for carrying all the way home wrap it up into such a big beautiful hamper for me. I felt so proud when I carried it all the way home. Thanks quack quack and dj hare.



Angel, Ru, Ting, Chee, thanks for getting for me so many hairbands than can last me for a long time and the bag. Different colours and patterns. The poka dots hairband that I 'bu she de' buy!! Thanks thanks.




To my best ITE mates. Thanks for the effort in preparing for me a Doraemon cake with the yam flavour. Arhaks. Didnt expect that you really got for me a yam flavour cake. Its yummylicious!! Hee. Thanks for taking time off your busy schedule to celebrate my birthday with me. Sorry that I was not home that morning and spoilted your plan to give me a surprise right at my house. Sorry. =)



and finally To my work colleagues, just a short 2 weeks with you guys and you actually remembered my birthday. Although you mixed up the dates but Im really very very suprised and touched. Thanks a zillion times. It really a big surprise for me, recording down the Happy Birthday song and playing it for me when Im doing my work, at that time I was still thinking, 'who the hell on their ring tone so loud during office hours. No manners!!' wahahaa. I feel so bad that I did not clarify with you my birthday dates that you got it wrong. Because I really did not expect you to buy a cake and celebrate it with me. Darn surprised okay!!

THANK YOU!!

argh

darn m1. they did that to me on purpose!! cut away my line ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! hate them. why cant they choose to cut it tomorrow?? why must it be today? blah

anyway sorry to those who wish me happy birthday and i didnt get a chance to reply them. really sorry. i will reply you once i settle my bill! lol.

and to pauline. its my birthday today!! urs it over!!! lalalala. pauline thanks for ur early present huh. like it so much. and you still remember that!!

=)

five more days I would be 19 and this blog would turn 1 !

yeah. im the worst kind of people that can ever exist in this world. im the ultimate farker.

met up with them

Met up with my ITE mates on tuesday. It been a couple of months since I graduated. Time flies. We had all grown up and leading our own life. The guys are leaving for NS in a couple of days and the girls are busy looking for a job. This might even be our last outing together as a group.

Anyway it was a pretty damn good dinner with them. I stuffed myself with all the oysters while Serene stuffed herself with all those cute little cakes and fondue! The oysters were like so damn BIG!! Nicholas was so excited about the whole place that he kept walking around the buffet line drooling over the food! arhaks.

After that we head for some k-boxing session. We sang for 7 hours! Nich and Weesiang are two digusting faggots. opps! arhaks. They gotta be struck together for 2 more years as they got into the same camp and enlisting on the SAME DAY as well. Nich sang like GIRL!!!!!

We chilled at esplanade and chat for the whole night. Digging up embarassing moment that happened in school. Well, till now I still cant forget how Weesiang fall right under my nose. I even laugh at it when Im lying on my bed trying to fall asleep. He was sitting on the bench in the canteen. It was after one of our paper and we were all sitting there waiting for Serene to finish hers. We were chatting happily and suddenly Weesiang fall right on his back with a loud `thud`. He landed on the floor with his leg still in the 90 degree angle!!! I saw the whole incident and couldnt stop laughing. The people around us who witnessed the whole incident burst into laughter as well. my god!

Than they remember the incident when I quarrel with mdm rajes, over a piece of stupid useless electronic gadget. Well, she misplaced my thing and blamed me for not taking good care of my own personal belonging!!! WHAT THE HELL!! So whatever she said, I just kept shooting back at her. The whole class was laughing like mad. Damn she just wont admit that she is the one who misplaced my stuff. -.-

Kinda sad when it was time to part and we got a bit emo. Wonder when will we get the chance to meet up again? 3 months later? or even a year!

I got home a 650am and slept like a pig! My dad was damn pissed off with me for returning home late and tried to whack me with his belt. Luckily I move fast enough and went straight into my room. Fark Im like 19!! for god sake. Its not as if taking drugs or whatever shit outside. Its not as if IM KILLING SOMEONE or stealing getting into fights outside. Please. Im old enough to know what Im doing. Im not as stupid or as silly as what you think I am. Why not like just TRUST ME? blah.

darn

My brother is an asshole. Damn piss off with him!!

cheers!

I had finally enrolled for school. Hopefully Im one step closer to my dream.

cute lass

She is simply adorable!!

er xin

Illegal immrigrant long and sexy leg!! woooooo

sad la

I guessed I have come to a point when I am too tired and unsure to make any more decisions. I hope to pursue my dream like any other people but am I able to do that? I guess I had been deceiving myself all along that now I`m unable to differentiate between reality and dreams.

It`s going to be a tough and tiring path. Am I able to do that? Would I choose to remain as a quitter who gives up at the slightest setback or a warrior who fights all the battle bravely?

It seems so near but yet so far.

^.^

DO not let what you are feeling inside be a hindrance to your dream, because a dream is a dream which one will be willing to perserve till the very end no matter what it takes.

for them.

I seriously thanks you guys for the Joy, the Love, the Laughter you brought into my life.