a time machine

it feels so good to be home in the afternoon. since i started work two months ago, i miss waking up late in the afternoon, lazing in front of the tv the whole day, and most importantly, I miss 100% entertainment badly!!

for the pass few weeks, i dragged waking up early in the morning, squeezing in the very very pack train every day in order to get to work. at raffles place, everyone dressed up nicely. ladies in high heels dressed up in hot and chic office wear, guys in newly polished leather shoes dressed up in shirt and pants. i feel so out of place. well im just a 19 year old kid who hold a lowly job with a pathetic pay. at my age, i should be out somewhere studying, playing, or even shopping. but why am i struck here? for the sake of MONEY i guess.

i seriously miss those day when i get to go to school, skip school, hang out after school everyday, studying hard for exam at the very very last mins. miss working at banquet, rushing through all the 8 courses during chinese dinner, rushing for turnover to prepare for the next function. running around, playing around, looking for a place to keng. lots and lots and lots of activity going on. i seriously need all this fun again! life is so darn bloody boring, colourless, lifeless. whatever.

i need a time machine to bring me back to the past.