BH is celebrating their 10th anniversary this month, 18th october 2008 and it means i am going to be super busy. going to take this opportunity to observe and learn from them!! oh yay...
alright now back to my first day at work... busy.. but im HAPPY!! hahaha. serious.. the environment is totally different from my previous work (aww.. i miss them) place.. one thing for sure ... NO OFFICE POLITICS!!! yaaahOOooOooo!! i seriously hate office politics. i dont understand what satisfaction you get by stabbing your own colleagues. argh.. is it really that difficult to live together in peace? i wonder..
anyway occasionally you will get residents visiting you at your desk chit chat, greet you.. the SW that i am working with is AMAZING and really nice! always helping and guiding me along. thanks! he is the only SW at BH (meaning he take charge of everything!! *faint*) and he knows every single residents' name, characters, etc! wa liew wonder how he do it.. i must master it soon!! must spend more time with them!! still trying to remember some of the faces and names.. right now i remember like 5?? or even lesser!!! bad.. very bad............
today was the first time i joined in their rehearsal for the coming 10th anniversary. was running around with SW, trying to have a clearer idea of what is going to happen on that day.. thank god weather was good.. please pray for me that the weather will be good on the actual day as well please. (:
at the end of the program, there is a mini performance by BH's residents. this is the first time i watched them perform and i must say it's AWESOME. to some of you, you might think that it's nothing anyone can do it and might even turn out to be even better but please remember they are different from us. look at the effort each one of them put in and how hard they try to remember all the procedures. i actually teared while watching them perform. my god. need to learn to control my emotions well!! one of the singer has difficulty talking and controling his movement, imagine how much strengths he needs to use up in order to put up that performance? we can easily pick up a mic and sing as loud as we want but not for him. he did not give up despite the current situation he is in right now and continue to live on bravely but many of us (the normal one) are choosing to waste or give up our life! maybe this is the first time i watch their performance thus explaining all those emotions pile up inside me... hmm..
i need to work extra hard on my talking skilllsss.. serious! haha. tend to get nervous while talking to stranger.. must know what im talking about. be more 'lively' on the phone.. aiyoo. must be more STEADY!! ai zai ziqi! MUST GET USE TO IT!
oh ya i must really learn how to balance my school and work......... very very very the bad...
and sharing something that i saw somewhere on my way back home....
-If it is not from the heart, it is not worth doing.-
signing offff...
goood night.
i miss you.
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