HAHAHAHAHA

oLiVeR says:
dearest sweetest ziqi bong, it does me great pleasure to bask in your presence for this one day to say with my deepest and most heartfelt emotions, happy new year!!!

hello 2009,
good bye 2008. :)

妳知道我在等妳嗎?

im addicted to this song ever since i heard someone sing it in genting..

妳知道我在等妳嗎　妳如果真的在乎我
又怎會讓無盡的夜陪我渡過

妳知道我在等妳嗎　妳如果真的在乎我
又怎會讓握花的手在風中顫抖

awesome!
old song is STILL THE BEST!!

some pictures!

been ages since we took NEOPRINTS!!
although is crazily expensive (30 RM!!!) over there.. BUT we still cant stop ourselves for wasting money on those machines!! muahahaha

and the end result?

PWEETTY!! IM LOVING IT!! muahahaha


I TOTALLY REGRET THE MOMENT I AGREEEEED TO PLAY THIS !! scream like mad through out the whole ride and never even open my eyes once!! CRAZY SHIT!

NICE SHOT!! muahahaha

I WANT MORE HOLIDAYS WITH THEM!!!!!

DOING LOTS OF CRAZY STUFFS TOGETHER WITH MY PARTNER CHEE YAN TING! MUAHAHAHA.

and yes.. christmas party is over.. enjoyed the great company, foodies and jokes. am now looking forward to 2009!! countdown!! hehee.. woooTs

am meeting my ai ren vivian for dinner now... chao better catch her before she fly off! :)

back..

was away since monday.. finally manage to take a short break after working for so soo long.. shiokness! hehe.

back to work this morning and it was crazy! the moment i reach office boss pulled me in for a meeting.. havent even sit down yet! after that when SW reached there is another meeting.. kao.. DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO LOGIN TO FACEBOOK LEH!!! seee this shows how busy i am! lots of work coming in.. zzz.

our email conversation...

me: WAH !! SUPER BUSY ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GO BACK ON LEAVE!! ZZZ so many emails to follow up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! zzz

CHEE YANTING: ME TOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FEEL LIKE DELETING ALL THE EMAILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOW VERY LUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY WHOLE DESK IS FILLED WITH PAPERS AND EMAIL PRINT OUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As what Angeline would sayà “ FUCK AH!!! “

the angeline's style of reacting to all situations

FUCK ARH!

CHEN HUIRU: Mi too!! My bus just pass by the tuas check point… I miss my holiday lo!!!!!!!!!!!

see everyone of us withdrawal symptoms !!! AAAHHHHHHHHH!!

SW going on one month leave in January and it means im going to handle everything all by myself!! to make things worst.. there is this 100 NS men coming in to volunteer in january.. i cannot imagine me giving briefing to 100 people! STAGE FRIGHT!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! sure kan chiong one. hopefully i dont talk nonsense please...

i need to reorganize my thoughts .......................

merry christmas

all i want for christmas is you... ;)

吃汤圆节!!

time to eat 汤圆 (cute little balls!!!)

every year on this special day.. grandma will make some for everyone to eat. it represent 一家团圆(reunion).

the final product!! woooTs

super blur lah me

this morning i took cab to work suppose to tell the taxi driver

"uncle, go by CTE exit ang mo kio avenue 1"

i ended up telling the uncle

"uncle, ang mo kio exit CTE 1"

hahaha what am i talking about.

christmas is coming!!!

i seriously cant wait for CHRISTMAS!! so many activities and partiess!!! but getting all those presents is seriously making me really broke! AIYOO!!

and i cant wait for ________________!! its COMING!! NEXT WEEEEK!! hahahaha

*excited excited*

woohoo!!

IM A HAPPY GIRL!!!

finally manage to complete my 3500 WORDS report after soo sooo long. due on 9th dec and as usual only manage to finish it on that day itself! zzz.. bad bad. very bad habit. been harping to do away this irritating habit of mine but i just cant stop myself from watching those exciting dramas and doing those mindless stuffs and of course not forgetting getting addicted to facebook instead of my assignments.. heh. OLD HABITS DIE HARD!!!

and yes now i am FREEEEEEEEEEE!

other updates...

was sharing with CHEE YAN TING about what happened at work and as usual this fella here make my day lah! her reply AS SHOWN BELOW in BLUE!

Woo.. PS..

Yesterday I was on half day leave. Hahaha..

BACTERIA ?!!!!!!
Is it contagious? Are u ok?! Are you feeling giddy?! Are you feeling unwell?
Where did it come from? Is it like SARS ? Is it like bird flu? Is it like Mad cow disease?
Will it spread? Will it spread fast? Will it spread super fast?
What are the symptoms? Is the symptom scary? Where did it originate from? What did u do to contain it?
Why do u need to replan ALL of the programs? Is it serious? Is it THAT serious?
Did you inform the hospital? Did you warn the government? Did you inform your parents?
Did the government do anything abt this ? How do we prevent it? Is it curable? Do we need to quarantine? Is the cure expensive?

Huh Huh huh?

“I’m worried, Zeekee.. I’m very worried… “Jocelyn whimpered, as she paced around the room with a lost stare.
Clearly shocked by the news, nothing seemed to matter to her anymore. Her world came crashing down in seconds.
Her pace came to a sudden stop as she gazed up to the grey sky.
“WHYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!” she yelled, with tears welling up in her eyes, she searched desperately for a sign. “Any sign.. “ she prayed.
But the sky remained cold and silent… (to be continued)

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i seriously cannot stop laughing when i read and REREAD what she wrote can! DRAMA MAMA! make me laugh stupidly to myself machiam some idiot! zzz

溏心風暴 is love!!

oh man.. im seriously in love with this show 溏心風暴 ! both part 1 and 2. the plot.. POWER LAH!!! it's seriously VERY NICE!!!! addicted to it! although they fight and quarrel through out the show.. but there are some parts that is funny and entertaining.. and yes touching too. tear while watching! heh...

finally manage to finish watching it despite my busy schedule and tons of work undone.. hahahhaa...

now back to my 3500 words report.. zzz

BH's choir performing at Tanglin mall

<3

it's always a joy to see family members visiting the residents to spend some times with them despite their busy work schedule. (:
i love to see how their face light up when there is someone there to visit them. sharing with me their little stories... sweet.

好感人的一首歌。。。

hello kar..

你是 KAR

我是 KA

我们是 KARMA!!

OUR SLOGAN!! muahaha.. so lame!! i know i know..

i am going to dedicate this post specially to you!!

although its abit overdue.. but better late than never right? heh *wink

firstly..

happy birthday my dear.

congrats to you. finally wish come true after so long huh! where's mine? hmm...

and.. thank you for always being there for me

when i need to talk to someone
when i need someone to listen to me
when i am lost
when i am angry
when i am sad

and of course

when i am happy.. sharing my joy with me!!
when i am bored
when i am very freeee

when i miss you

long live our friendship!

with love

discrimination.

went for a mcdonalds meal with the residents today. three of us each bought a resident out. challenging but fun. my first time and definitely not the last!! hehe. you might think that it's nothing. it's just a mcdonalds what's there to be happy about? but to them it was something awesome. after all it's not everyday they get to go out. when i saw how their faces light up when they know that we are bringing them out for a meal. that satisfaction you get.... unexplainable.. hmm.. you just got to experience it yourself!

now back to the title of this entry.. discrimination..

yes. they are different from us. but bear in mind they are HUMANS too! why do you have to give that 'look' when you see them? i know it's hard to request everyone to accept them straight. but at least not discriminate them.. respect them as an individual.. look at their ability rather than their disability.

get it?

finally....

I GOT MY FIRST EVER NAME CARD!!!

i miss my girls.

the very "multi - talent" me cooked some mee hoon kuay for the girls (shorty, miss ang and the hare!!) weeks ago..

my final product!! the yummylicious mee hoon kuay! mwah!

yearning for more gossipy sessions with them!!! miss you babes!! meet up sooooon!! *wink* you know what i mean yah? heh

haahahaha

ber..> says:
one must always be punctual

i seriously LOL when i read that. that bugger ALWAYS late! tell me about punctuality! hmm.. and he added on...

ber..> says:
especially when going home.
ber..> says:
bye!

time flies..

received my 'letter of confirmation' letter from BH yesterday..
time flies.. one month passes by that quicky since i left FAPLCCC and embark on my new journey with BH. sigh.. 2008 is coming to an end soooon and im getting older. argh. more and more responsibilities and planning to do. hate to even think of it. sounds super scary.

im glad that i manage to 'fit' into BH's culture and bond with the residents here. not an easy task as it is my FIRST TIME!! and they are different from us. haha. got to admit after joining them i had a better understanding of people with ID and if i hear people 'judging' them, making negative remarks about them.. i will get pisssed off! they are also human like us, with their own feelings and characters. they cry, they laugh, they get angry just like US! just because they are different doesnt mean you can make a joke about them!! they are not crazy they are just mentally slower... dont understand why some people are not sensitive AT ALL! #$%^.. some PARENTS even feed their children with the wrong information about them.. wtf? PARENTS?!?! anyway enough about that...

alot of things for me to learn and RELEARN!! sigh.. i use to wonder why do we need to study those endless theories.. NOW i finally understand why. ahahha. going to refresh my memory on genogram and human development!!

im 'shy' to give a speech in front of a big group!! cham! everytime my mind will go BLANK! i think partly also because im not prepared! hahaha shit! seriously neeeeeed help and alot of practice.

zzz.. saturday morning in the office.. and raining somemore.. zzz

i can feel angel's love for me! <3

ring.. ring...

me: helloo..
angel: where are you?
me: at home. why?
angel: i got something for you! i must bring it to you!! i go to your house now!!
me: hahaha ok..

OMG! CANDIES OF DORAEMON AND FRIENDS PRINTED ON IT!! SUPER CUTE RIGHT!!!

angel: i dont know if you should open and eat it or keep it..

thanks babee!! cant bear to eat lah.. aiyoo... (im keeping those can drinks of doraemon, yogurt drinks blah blah..) crazy i know. haha

think...

why?? do you start caring about someone only when he/ she is sick??? alright i admit sometimes im guilty of this terrible sin too. sigh.. humans.. always busy with random stuffs, having our endless fun but never finding the time to care about the people around us.... then only we will start to care and bother about he/she when they are sick/ dying....

anyway.. YAY!! bh's 10th anniversary is FINALLY OVER!! so it means NO MORE RSVP LIST FOR ME!!! MUAHAHAA. finally i dont have to make those endless call and very irritating RSVP list. zzz.. that damn list been bugging me since the first day i started work. cant wait to get rid of it!!! back to BH's 10th anniversary.. IT WAS A GREAT SUCCESS! MUAHAHAH.. thank god the weather was GOOD! WOOOHOOO!! NO RAIN!! YAY!! glad all the residents enjoy and have fun! was happy to see their families cheering with them.. (: glad that they came to give their support.. heartwarming indeed.

cant wait to go fully into social work and volunteer management!! hohooo..

oh ya. recently i been introducing myself as 'zee kee' TO EVERYONE simply because ALOT OF PEOPLE CANNOT PRONOUNCE MY CHINESE NAME! and im damn f tired of trying to correct them.. so anyway alot of ppl commented that i have an UNUSUAL name (i think they want to say WEIRD but put it in a nicer way by saying UNUSUAL!) LOL and they started asking me 'how to spell your name?' blah blah.. sigh should get a christian name for myself and save me from all this trouble!!

hmm...

And always have to remember… You outfought others when you outthought them…

goooood news! lalala

muahahahaha!

CSV3112 Administration and Management in Community and Public Services

As about half the class requires extension for submission of assignment 1, ECU has agreed to extend the submission for the whole class to 20 OCTOBER 2008.

dont you love my class? always requesting for extension! woooohooooooooo. thanks i really need it! haha. i actually thought of staying up tonight to finish up my essay (really..) but now with the extension it means I CAN SLEEEEP TONIGHT!! HAHAHAHA... MORE TIME FOR ME TO DRAG... oh well..

You learn to love, by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

i am learning not to take things for granted...
(cherish! dont want to end up regretting again..)
to learn from all the things that happened around me...
(because i believe that everything happens for a reason)
to pay more attention to all the simple details...


i am going to make an extra effort to remember each people as an individual.. after all they are humans with fresh blood flowing inside them.. human with feelings.. and not label them like "that boy on the wheelchair" "that girl who broke her leg"..


im still learning... many many many things for me to learn...

Terrible F1 accident‏.. sigh..

Please always observe safety. This is a shocking image of excess speed where it actually flipped over. Not for the faint heartened.

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GOTCHA!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!! FUCKING RAME EMAIL THAT I RECEIVED!!

i dont know how to go sentosa!

one beautiful night... i took a cab from vivo city ...

me: uncle sentosa.
cab driver: huh? i dont know how to go sentosa.

(when the uncle heard that we are going to sentosa i tell you he sounds super unhappy!!! im sure he regret picking us up!)

me: it's okay. then you follow the yellow cab in front they are going to sentosa as well.
cab driver: ok.. (but still he sound super reluctant to bring us there.)

*suddenly the white honda in front of us made a illegal u-turn and the CAB DRIVER FOLLOW THE WHITE HONDA instead of the YELLOW CAB!!*

me: UNCLE!! not follow the white honda, follow the YELLOW CAB!!
cab driver: but sentosa is in front.
me: HUH? I THOUGHT YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO GO SENTOSA??
cab driver: ya i dont know how to go sentosa.

yaya.. he dont know how to go sentosa BUT he know that in order to get to sentosa, he need to make that illegal u-turn and he knows that sentosa is IN FRONT!! HELLO?

seriously... WHAT THE FUCK?

we are all queuing up at the taxi stand. if you want to fucking choose your customer then PLEASE do not pick up customers from the taxi stand! some cab driver stop at the taxi stand ask the customer where they going to then they drove off when they dont want to go to that location. #$%^&* choosing customers!! anyway i saw alot of EMPTY CAB dropping customer off at vivo and went off straight!! obviously they are waiting for people to call for cab instead of picking up customers at the taxi stand.

bad bad... very bad..

random update...

my third day at my new job and still trying to 'absorb' as many informations as possible. trying my best to remember the names and faces of all residents and staffs. well.. it's a big challenge for me. sigh.. i am really bad at remembering faces. HELP ME!! any idea? hmm..

BH is celebrating their 10th anniversary this month, 18th october 2008 and it means i am going to be super busy. going to take this opportunity to observe and learn from them!! oh yay...

alright now back to my first day at work... busy.. but im HAPPY!! hahaha. serious.. the environment is totally different from my previous work (aww.. i miss them) place.. one thing for sure ... NO OFFICE POLITICS!!! yaaahOOooOooo!! i seriously hate office politics. i dont understand what satisfaction you get by stabbing your own colleagues. argh.. is it really that difficult to live together in peace? i wonder..

anyway occasionally you will get residents visiting you at your desk chit chat, greet you.. the SW that i am working with is AMAZING and really nice! always helping and guiding me along. thanks! he is the only SW at BH (meaning he take charge of everything!! *faint*) and he knows every single residents' name, characters, etc! wa liew wonder how he do it.. i must master it soon!! must spend more time with them!! still trying to remember some of the faces and names.. right now i remember like 5?? or even lesser!!! bad.. very bad............

today was the first time i joined in their rehearsal for the coming 10th anniversary. was running around with SW, trying to have a clearer idea of what is going to happen on that day.. thank god weather was good.. please pray for me that the weather will be good on the actual day as well please. (:

at the end of the program, there is a mini performance by BH's residents. this is the first time i watched them perform and i must say it's AWESOME. to some of you, you might think that it's nothing anyone can do it and might even turn out to be even better but please remember they are different from us. look at the effort each one of them put in and how hard they try to remember all the procedures. i actually teared while watching them perform. my god. need to learn to control my emotions well!! one of the singer has difficulty talking and controling his movement, imagine how much strengths he needs to use up in order to put up that performance? we can easily pick up a mic and sing as loud as we want but not for him. he did not give up despite the current situation he is in right now and continue to live on bravely but many of us (the normal one) are choosing to waste or give up our life! maybe this is the first time i watch their performance thus explaining all those emotions pile up inside me... hmm..

i need to work extra hard on my talking skilllsss.. serious! haha. tend to get nervous while talking to stranger.. must know what im talking about. be more 'lively' on the phone.. aiyoo. must be more STEADY!! ai zai ziqi! MUST GET USE TO IT!

oh ya i must really learn how to balance my school and work......... very very very the bad...

and sharing something that i saw somewhere on my way back home....

-If it is not from the heart, it is not worth doing.-

signing offff...

goood night.
i miss you.

closure... FAPLCCC i'll miss you. :)

well another chapter of my life closes today and a new one begins...

一万个不舍得。。。
不过还是要走。。。

hello crazy engineers,
thank you for the farewell lunch ! :)
appreciated it and really enjoyed the 'last meal' with you :P

thankful that i am at least given a chance to know you but not given a chance to know you better.... i will definitely treasure and remember those happy, crappy and crazy times we had together. and continue to hang on yeah? ;)

there are colleagues that im sure i will continue to keep in touch with.. well.. hopefully and those that might even be my last meeting with them.. :(

im already starting to miss those crazy people.. aww..

sidetrack abit...

the MOST common question that i got when they heard that im leaving.. (or rather everyone is asking the same things!! HAHAHAH)

• PAY GOOD ARH?

apparently when you are leaving your current job, you're suppose to leave for a job that pays you better.. but for my case sad to say.. the answer is NO!! yes im leaving for a job that pays me lesser than what i am getting now. you might think that im stupid, crazy or still dreaming.. but yes it's the FACT! i seriously dont mind at all. i know i need money but what matters to me now is my dream/ passion. as you know something im ALWAYS waiting for... silly? i dont know.. and of course my mum disapprove of my decision after all she is going to get a BIG pay cut from me.... hahaha. and being the stubborn me choose to go ahead and make my own 'selfish' decisions.. sorry mum. (:

joe was asking me did my mum gave her approval when i chose to step into social work. because his mum nag as his sis when she chose to do that. always nagging her to get a job that will pay her what she deserved. but still she chooooose to continue with her passion.. yay! haha

and quoted from guru to me "...it doesnt matter how much you are getting right now, what matters is all the experiences you're getting, things you're going to learn..."

yeah guru, you're the man!! thanks (:

yes and right now i look forward to join my new 'family'. new responsibilities, meeting new people, learning new things, etc etc etc...

good bye FAPLCCC.net, faplccc.net...

thank you for your guidance.
thank you for tolerating my nonsenses.
thank you for a chance to work with you.
remember to take good care of yourselves.
i will miss you.

regards,
ziqi

amazing guy indeed...

free hugs anyone??

love the song, love the video.. very touching.. yes.. managed to make me tear. was so happy when juan mann managed to get his first hug! like omg..

Sick puppies - All the Same

I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly
I don't care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I don't mind
I don't care
As long as you're here

Chorus

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same

Verse 2

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
For certain
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breath you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am

I don't mind, I don't care
As long as you're here

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes
Its all the same

In my life
The compromise I'll close my eyes
Its all the same

Go ahead say it
You're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are now
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

=D

yaaay!! bumped into CHEN HUIRU on my way home yesterday.. and that crazy girl sneaked up behind me and caused me to scream like a mad woman in sun plaza! not a loud scream but loud enough to embarrass myself though. imagine... omg..

but anyway was super duper happy to see her! omg.. one million years never catch up with her already!! been catching up almost weekly (hmm... 3 - 4 times a weeeek? man.. not enough! more more i want MORE!!!) with the rest of the girls but not her.. miss her like crazy lar!!! i cant wait for 3rd oct!! GATHERING WITH ALL OF THEM!!! yayaadaaa!!! CHEEE YAN TING!!!! LONG TIME NO SEEEE YOU LEH!!!! HOW ARE YOUU??? *SCREAAMSS!!!* -roll eyes- craazy.. haha

0h yeah... 2 more shifts to gooo... 30th sept is coomiiingggg!! bu she deeeeeeeee larh...... :( (still wondering what to get for them.. hmm..)

and azni took over my place in faplccc.. so please AZNI BOY DON'T DISGRACE ME !!! DONT SPOILT MY ALREADY VERY ROTTEN REPUTATION!! muahahaha :P

and i am looking forward to october.. starting a brand new chapter of my life.. meeting new people.. doing new things.. so work HARD.. and study HARD.. and play HARD hohoho..

ADD OiL ZIQI!!

the cancer..

Cancer

Your element: Water
Your ruling planets: The Moon
Symbol: The Crab
Your stone: Moonstone

Life Pursuit: Constant reassurance and intimacyVibration: MoodyCancer's Secret Desire: To feel safe (emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially)

Description:Those born under the sign of Cancer, ruled by the mysterious Moon, are one of the zodiac's enigmas. It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family and lovers, yet they can cut to the bone with their jealous remarks and ever-changing moods. Endearingly eccentric on one hand, and on the other, insecure about how others see them. Like their astrological symbol - the Crab - Cancers can appear hard and insensitive on the outside. However, for those of us who know and love a "Moon Child", we understand that deep below lies a softness and sensitivity that makes them so very special...

Just as the Moon goes through many changes as it moves from its new to full phases, Cancers too go through many new and full phases of experience. Life doesn't stand still for this sign, even if they remain in one place, because they live so much in their internal oceans of emotions. Their link with the Moon often makes it impossible for them to operate on an even keel from day to day. Up and down like the proverbial yo-yo, most Cancerians feel one way one minute, then sometimes totally different the next. But this characteristic is part of their charm.

Love and romance matter more than anything else to this sign (but this occasionally shares first place with having lots of money in the bank). No other sign romances better, equally though, no sign takes it so badly when romance turns sour either. But with their changeable natures Cancerians are fascinating, mysterious, stimulating and extremely alluring. This sign is one of the most magic of all and once their magic has reached you, they are the most beguiling companions. After all, isn't the Moon the most talked about and romantic galactic identity?
Star Sign Compatibility

hmm...

i often wonder how will i react when i am the one facing the problems that my friends shared with me. well after all it is very easy to give advice to people and it is another different issue when you are the one facing the problems.

will i really practice what i preach? sigh..

sometimes i tend to think alot!!

i am soooo soo rame...

okay i admit i am bored.

1) GAY A secretly admiring hardworkin GAY B
2) GAY A showed his sexiest look to attract GAY B
3) GAY A quote $200, but failed.
4) GAY A then counter offers with $300,...

counting down........

6 more shifts to gooo!!

30th september is coming coming COMING!!

looking forward to october.
a brand new beginning.. :)

everything is going to be alright.. i hope...

how am i going to break the news to her?

i tried bombarding him on his phone but he did not pick up. smsing him asking for an explanation and he did not reply. so where the fuck is he right now? damn it.

all kind of scenarios are going through my mind. she is coming back soon. what is going to happen when i told her about it? how will she react to the news? will she break down? i hate to even think about it...

will he ever learn his lesson?
will he think about his loves one before deciding on doing somethings?
what actually matters more to him? his family and future or his f friends and fun?
is he stupid or what?




'things may look cloudy right now, they'll get better soon. sometimes it takes difficulties to make us stronger better people. so hang in there and you will see the sun shines again.

if going through all these challenges is going to make me a stronger better people, i would rather that i suffer everything ALONE and nothing happen to anyone of them.

please pray for me that everything is going to be alright....

#$%^&*

i fell flat on my face at a shopping centre....
i threw away my BRAND NEW mascara instead of the OLD one...
i forgotten that i already cut my nails and wanted to cut it again...
i nearly lost all my money because i forgotten where did i place it in MY ROOM... (thank you mummy for finding it back for me.)
i went ONE WEEK earlier for my appointment, only realised my mistake when i reached the place....
i thought that i forgotten to bring my contact lenses out but actually i did bought it out and it's actually with me for the whole f day...

and so on...

go ahead and laugh at my silly and stupid acts...

sigh.. there is seriously something wrong with my brain..

just a bit of update....

after working for 1 year and 8 months at faplccc.net, i finally submitted my resignation letter yesterday. i know that i will be leaving sooner or later but didnt expect it to be that fast. hmm.. im leaving at the end of september currently serving my one month notice... actually to be exact 8 more shifts to go before im free.. after going through so much with the team and knowing alot of fun loving and wonderful colleagues from different parts of world.... like the crappy engineers, the boss and my dearest ops team... i am so definitely going to miss them like crazy.. sad to leave but still life has to go on... and he told me that 天下没有不散的宴會(something like that?? i cant remember!! :/).. all good things come to an end... yes this is part and parcel of life.. thank you for giving me all these wonderful memories... will definitely treasure the remaining time with them...

and i am definitely looking forward to october, 're-starting' my life in a brand new environment. something that i am always dreaming of.. right now i still cant believe that this is finally happening to me.... at least im one step closer to my dream... hang on babe...

wish me luck love (: i will hang on and fight till the very end. dont wanna be a loser.
thank you for giving me a chance to work with you...

Forgiving is not forgetting, it is remembering and letting go.

-Claudia Black

very very very very very very very very very very x 10000000000000000000 happppppy!!!

p.s - yes! im one step closer to my dream... (:

speechless.

was browsing around youtube and i came across this video that made me goes 'wah wah WAH!!!!!'....

OMG. isn't that my dearest UNCLE SHANE shaking his butt dancing during faplccc's dinner and dance?
hilarious!
and very sexy indeed.... hmm..

p.s I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA

again...

i know i shouldn't do that but i really can't help falling into it....

sigh...

UNCLE shane's birthday celebration at FAPLCCC on 20080825

UNCLE shane with his super cute cake that look exactly like him!

then you lighted up the candle.....

and everyone started to sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHANE!! *clap clap clap*

then you blow the candles!!! YAY!!

then you cut the cake!!

VERY CRUEL OLD MAN IN ACTION!!!!

before....

and after...

AHHhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh! crazy..

p.s- spotted something eerie and disgusting looking........

THE MONKEY SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTED!!!!! EEEEWWWWW....

muahhahah anyway..

HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAAAAY LA UNCLE SHANEEEEE! :)
soo old already. grow up hor dont be childish anymore! muahahaha :P

always in my heart

hello 三姨,
it been a week since you are gone.
how are you coping over there?
is everything okay?
do you like your new house? wait for me to visit you yeah :P
im pretty sure you are enjoying right now as you no longer have to fight/ suffer from the illness that took you away from us.
that day mao said "ah girl 只有三姨会疼她!" makes me miss you so sooo soo much. thank you for doting on me and bringing me up.
i cant stop crying. do you know how much i miss you?

中秋节快到了。 每年我都要烦恼买什么月饼去孝敬您，每一次去到你家你都会说“哎哟不要浪费钱！不要买啦！”哈哈

三姨，今年您想吃什么口味的月饼呢？

with love,
ah girl :)

Fujitsu SABU-Metlife Team Bonding

venue: Austin Hill Golf Resort
date: 16 - 17th August 2008

SUPER DUPER FUN! MUAHAHAHAHA love the people there !! :)

fucking disappointed, period.
i really didnt expect 'that' outcome.
maybe i shouldnt place that much hope in the first place
learnt my lesson.
maybe its hinting that i should wake up and stop dreaming.
i guess, after all its not meant to be.
yeah, silly me.

looking at the things happening around me made me come to one conclusion... try not to suffer from any illness or fall sick in singapore because everything is about $$$$$$$$$$.

one example.. recently someone close to me was given a chance to return home after staying in the hospice. anyway while we were trying to help her change into her own clothes, this nurse came and offered to help out. she tried to close the door (machiam tearing the whole door down! imagine her strength. wtf?) and 'accidently' spoilted the breathing machiam that she was on. and the whole house blackout! so we need to pay extra $10 in order for some fellow to come and replace the machine. HELLO! $10 for something that is not even caused by us? crap. its not about the money! but it is about who is responsible for what happened. and she doesnt seems remorseful for causing this incident (might even endanger the patient's life) and still have the cheek to INFORM us about the extra charges. angry! we havent even question her about how this incident happened!

so many things to worry about when you are sick. and if you recover you start to worry about how are you going to pay all the bills etc... i really wonder why do we have to suffer all this shit?

and she left me.....

right now there is nothing much i can do but to try and spend more time with her.

what happened when you finished up 3 martell, 2 champagne & 1 barrel of beer in 1 night.

and i remember him telling me. "dont worry. i wont get drunk easily!" so...

happy birthday my bestie :)

SURPRISE DJ HARE'S PARTY!!

proudly presented by Duck & Bong productions

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to JENNIFER GOH

080808

happy ROM.

congratulations to Mr & Mrs Ow

and

congratulations to Mr & Mrs Ong


a happy occasion indeed. Brother and Sister getting married on the same day!! double happiness :)

the hunks

the babes

and they even got interviewed by mediacorp news!

congratulations and thank you for inviting me to witness something that magnificent.

all the best for your future together. and i am looking forward to attending your wedding so dont keep me waiting for too long yeah?

very old school...

SPOOOT MEEEEE!! muahahahaha

... that life is so precious that each minute should be lived to the full, and that death is quite simply a part of life, to be faced openly and with the hands outstretched.

- Dr Sheila Cassidy

when i was just a little girl...

good old days....

happy family high up the mountain.... :)

how are you ah gong?

i miss calling you that.

is everything okay over there?

do you miss us like how we miss you?

when will i get to see you again?

underwater world!

our favourite weekend gathering!!

every sunday without fail, we would all gathered at grandma's house to play, eat, crap, bond. but now as we grow older we spend lesser time with her... maybe once a year during chinese new year? i know that she misses us alot. always asking about us when we are not there and when we do visit her, she will welcome us with her brightest smile. i promise to visit her more often. :)