2010 in a glance

time flies and it's less than 24 hours to 2011.

i'm not sure if 2010 is a good or bad year but anyhow it's coming to an end soon. it's scary how time passes that fast. unknowingly i'm turning 24 next year! like wtf? sometimes i still feels like a kid or the people around me are treating me as one.

kickoff 2010 with one pretty bad news (pray hard that it's getting better, i hope.) and departure of grandma dearest. her sudden departure left us helpless as we didnt manage to give a proper farewell to her. till now i still cant believe that she is gone. it's really not the same anymore and i still miss you all the time. yes things happen and often not within our control. treasure your loves one before it's too late. live each day like your last.

thinking back about what i did in 2010, i guess wearing that mortar board is my biggest achievement for 2010. making my dream into reality. (: contemplating if i should continue my education now but i dont want to go through the torturous days of rushing for assignments and preparing for exam. decisions decisions..

and i got onto the tv screen for the very first time!!! 2 different variety shows and became a 'mini' celebrity among my friends. hahahaha!

and i almost got into a mini mental breakdown! ha! i guess the preparation for anniversary was stressing me out that i feel like crying when it ended. tears of joy yes.

they are good friends i know through work, got closer to them this year and i'm really thankful to them for all the help rendered during this period, always there cracking jokes to make me laugh and not forgetting all the late nights with me at the office when i'm struggling to finish up my stuffs. thank you guosheng, yensiang, manru, boey & wuihou. <3

and i travelled to a few places this year!

January - phuket
June - bali
August - redang
September - Melb/ Perth
December - Myanmar

spent quite a bit on travelling. visited 3 different beaches this year, yes that's how much i heart beach holiday. maldives one day i will be there, wait for me.

so what's my travel plan for next year? i need more $$ please.

i think that briefly sum up my 2010, with nothing achieved but just endless heartaches. so what's next for 2011?

i have a few plans in mind for 2011 but im not sure when i should do it or should i even think about it? if only i can be more daring and brave.... we shall see..

christmas

back with lots of beautiful memories
and amazing stories to share.

Santa,
all i want for Christmas
"for the kids to be happy,
carefree and be filled with
lots of love always."

it's tomorrow

i will be gone tomorrow till end of christmas to bring some joy and love to the children in myanmar but i'm sure i will end up receiving even more from them.

looking forward to another mind blowing experience and i will come back with lots of stories to share. (:

p.s. can i make this as my full time job santa?

童真

"I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."
- Marilyn Monroe

saw this somewhere

finally,

Hello December. (:

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first TV variety program that i ever appeared in!

doraemon choco!

thank you buddies for making this specially for me. (:

sunflowers do make me happy. (:

Hydroponic Garden with KCPPS

another year ended for our hydroponic garden. a lot more things for me to learn and handle.. lots of random issues like broken pipes, dead plants, 'mini waterfall', etc... but glad i did it and it's finally over for this year! :D

and yes definitely couldnt done with without the support from yulong! always bugging him whenever i encounter and issues. lots of frantic phone calls made to him! muahaha thank you for always being so patient with me!! and of course the wonderful teachers from KCPPS Mrs Retnam and Mr Soo for helping me with the cleaning and everything! thank you (: and please let me work with them again next year. finally manage to open up and feel comfortable with them, i really dont want to go through the trouble of knowing someone new all over again and having to overcome my 'shyness' when working with someone i'm not familiar with. hahahahahaha. *cross fingers*

oh and i miss the students although sometimes they are quite mischievous and hard to handle. haha.


and now looking forward to next year.. we are trying out 5 cycles or maybe more?
that day was discussing with Mr Soo and he make it sounds so exciting!! cant wait for it! :D
hopefully i can still remember all the steps for planning.

yea.. trying slowing to get my green fingers out. i hope (:

2010

2010 coming to an end soon.
and now i'm starting to think about setting my goals for 2011 and what exactly do i want to achieve?

like what the quote says

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” -- Mark Twain

roughly had an idea about what my plans are... but it's only a matter of when to execute it.
we shall see...

(:

thankful to have nice colleague who always leave little notes on my table to encourage me and keep me moving. (:

new hairstyle! :D

:)

:D :D

TADAAAAH!!
finally got myself a new camera LX 5!! wheeeee
mad happy with it!
awesome, clear and beautiful photos FTW!!
and im going to snap snap snap and keep snapping!
muahahahaha!

omg i'm in love with............ JASON CHEN!
JASON CHEN IS <3 ! muahahahah!
his voice is damn awesome!

his first video that i watched.. one in a million and i'm hoooked! my gosh! he is really good.





okay i know this is a meaningless post.
and im just here to show how awesome jason chen is and yes i'm in love with him! hahahaha

kthanksbye!

December (:

i'm actually looking forward to the arrival of december this year although i hate the fact that i'm turning 1 year older soon. :( i cant believe that i'm turning 24 this year! wtf. why am i growing up that fast? take it slow please.

lots of activities to look forward to and ...... (: but i'm not going to pin too much hope on it. simply because i hate disappointment, anyway nobody likes disappointment.

and my dearest residents are extremely happy in december because it's christmas so it's the time for them to party, have fun and be happy! and i can already picture all their happy faces asking me exciting when is the next party for them and when is christmas coming, singing along to christmas carols.. and their favourite DING DONG BELL!! hehe.

some exciting plans in lovely december!

- y camp challenge 10th Dec till 12th Dec with my lovely residents!

- MYANMAR TRIP!! 18th Dec till 27th Dec, yes spending christmas there this year! :D cant wait to go over and catch up with the kids i met at the orphanage last year. seriously need this break.. a break away from phone calls, emails, facebook and any form of contact from anyone! ahh! sounds abit emo but seriously in need of some 'me' time and leading a simple, normal life. back to basic... and i also need time to seriously think about my plan for next year.. what exactly do i want to major in, who do i really want to work with? time to get serious and be serious because im really not a kid anymore!

- met these 2 adorable kids in aussie and they are coming to singapore this december! LB & BECCA I MISS YOOOU!! <3


- and of course my dearest buddy jean's fairytale wedding in 1st Jan! i'm so happy and excited for her! cant wait to see her in her gorgeous wedding gown and wear the bridemaid's dress that she prepared for us! oh yea pls CONTINUE TO SLIM DOWN!! stop eating and get moving! haha

so decemeber please come quickly, will you?
22 more days to go. (:

i have a voice...

To see a world through eyes that dont judge.
To love with hearts that dont discriminate.
To look at people for who they are
and accept them simply for that.
This is how children and adults
with Down Syndrome see the world.
They love. They feel. Unconditionally.
They are role models
and all the inspiration anyone needs.



and yes.. they are just waiting for acceptances from you and me. to be accepted, respect and included as part of the community.
just like us, they yearn to be loved and love. <3

when 2 is better than 1

i always love to attend wedding because i get the chance to witness the magical moment when they share their vows and promises for each other. especially happy when it's my dear friends' wedding. (:

that night, i had a great time with my buddies from fujitsu. lots of laughters and catching up to do.

i always remember those crazily fun days we had at faplccc office. sharing silly jokes and things... giving me advice when i need it.. looking after me like their little sister. always feel loved whenever i'm with them.

i miss them so soo sooo much.

thank you for the great night!

and may all you wonderful people be healthy and happy always. (:

and thank you ken for inviting me to witness the magical moment between you and steph.

may you and steph fall in love with each other over and over again.

may you and steph love each other more and more each passing days.

congrats. (: