i just made a very crazy decision

im going to KL this weekend with mao sheng. leaving on Saturday evening!
i love impromptu trip like this. he is going over to look at some diving equipment and i decided to tag along!

i am so going to look forward to this. but definitely going to control my spending as i'm broke. only going to spend on food. no more buying of clothes. enough is enough. anyway i foresee that the style is not what i will normally go for. maybe i will just get some shoes? haha.

but before that.. let's hope that this week will past fast!
oh man. it's Monday again..

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organ donor card

finally receive my organ donor card yesterday after sending it weeks ago. still remember when i first told my parents about my decision, their first reaction "SIAO (crazy) ARH?" and they tried to talk me out from doing it. one example of how my mum tried to talk me out of it.. as we chinese believe in reincarnation my mum told me that if you give others your organs after you die, in your next life you will be born without that organ that you donated!! yeah that's my mum for you... hahaha

but still being the very stubborn me.. i went ahead with it. :)

if they are people who need it take it. since it will become useless to me once i die. right? there are people dying while waiting for a suitable donor. if we can donate our organ to them and give them a chance to re live their life.. why not?

random chat with one resident

this morning, i walked over to my favourite resident when he is playing lego.

me: hello. what are you doing?
resident: i'm building a home
me: wow. who are you building it for?
resident: build for you lo. then we can stay together!

awww. sweeet!!
im seriously in love with everyone of them!! :)

gone for 3 days and back

everything is seriously very cheap over there.
bought 15 dresses, 4 shoes, 4 bags in just 1 day. crazy right?
and yes. i overspent (again). but anyway it was still within what i budget.

anyway.. overall damage done

almost 30 dresses, 5 shoes, 4 bags and lots of doraemon! hahaha

awesome trip, but hate it when mum nag at me NON STOP complaining that i bought too much crap back and the amount of clothes that she is going to wash. sheesh.

ahhh

good news, finally we managed to confirm the venue after sourcing around and procastinating for a long time. this year we will be holding our 11th anniversary at macRitchie reservoir park. at least now we got the venue confirmed, it should be easier to plan the rest of the details right? hmm..

anyway. i was actually quite excited about it. after all this is the first time i am going to plan an event and after going through the event management course... I AM EVEN MORE EXCITED TO START (ya right..) but boss called me to his room earlier and he bombarded us with alot of things!! JUST RIGHT BEFORE I'M GOING FOR MY HOLIDAY.. and right now i feel like my brain is going to explode. trying to digest all those information that he gave earlier.. and he told me to THINK IT OVER MY TRIP and HOPE I WILL ENJOY MY HOLIDAY... nice try.

crap. im suddenly really nervous about the whole thing. feel like running away. realise that it's full of details details and more details!!! AHHHH!!! HELP ME!!

and finally im leaving for BKK tomorrow!!! woooo been waiting for this trip since zillion years ago.. and it's finally TOMORROW!! as usual not in the mood to work right now. spend my whole morning at IMH and just got back to office. damn tired. and boss just love to bombard me with all sort of things always at the wrong timing. and my RI boys are coming later. they are definitely going to drain away all my remaining energy.. headache! argh!

anyhow bangkok here i come! (:

arena

i concluded that it's good to bring your camera with you whenever you go clubbing. because it held memories of whatever shit that happened after you are high and crazy. yes.. cannot really remember much about what happened on Saturday night but after looking through those photos that we took, manage to roughly remember bit and pieces of it.

to conclude.. crazy people doing crazy things. yes..

anyway it's really fun although i really really detest hangover. sigh.. how to stop that from happening???

anyway photos.... (:

obviously all these photos were taken when we are still sober... haha. all looking pretty normal




and then we start to go crazy... and ended up doing crazy shit that we dont even remember.
like how i ended up taking this pic with this stranger..



anyway.. happy birthday to the birthday boy Terrence! :)

ahhh.

drink water, puke water.
drink tea, puke tea.
i hate hangover.

something for you to know...

tried this personality quiz and i think it's quite accurate for me....

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

that bugger...

oLiVeR says:
yeah..u seem to get a little smarter since u started working there...almost like a normal person now
ziqi- hate to say goodbye.. but it's inevitable. says:
OLIVER!!!!
ziqi- hate to say goodbye.. but it's inevitable. says:
I WILL TRY TO TAKE THAT AS A COMPLIMENT!!

(:

received another "energy boost" from my volunteer today. he told me

"i think you made my experience wonderful"

yeah. i need all these "energy boost" to affirm what i am doing is right.

power up again and now continue to FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!! :)

sigh

i really hate to say goodbye.. but it's inevitable.
that's life. people come and go. something that i need to remember and learn how to deal with it
because life goes on :)

energy boost

received a message earlier and it brighten up my day :D

"it's people like you that make people like me realise life's worth living for. have a nice day."

i'm feel honored when i read it. sometimes it's all this little affirmation from people that keeps me going.

hahaha

a conversation between one of my student (btw primary 4) and me

student - "Miss chloe, (point up to the sky) look what's that?"
me - "oooh, a plane just flew past and caused the cloud to form a straight line."
student - "no miss chloe, the bird FANG PI (fart) HAHAHAHHA"

*faint. yeah power imagination. that's the sort of conversation i always have with them! hahaha. they are really adorable. :)

conversation 2

student - miss chloe, im taller than you!
me - oh yes.
student - why are you so short?

oh crap. time to grow taller. wonder what they eat.

wake up!

I NEED TO START MOVING!! argh.. sept is coming and my workplace's anniversary is in october (24th October, saturday) and NO CONCRETE PLAN IS OUT YET!!

oh ya.. I FREAKING NEED TO SCHOOL ON 24TH OCTOBER!! 9 AM TO 5 PM. CRAAAAPPP! can imagine myself running around like an idiot trying to make my way to school right after the anniversary when i will obviously be DEAD TIRED...

OH SHUCKS!!

HELP ME!!

*time to dig out my event management's tb and start working on it like now... NOW!!

goodbye guru

just had a great gathering at oli's crib. catching up with those people whom i miss terribly.. yes. still loving his house. simple, nice and elegant.. the last time i went to his place, i told him "Oli, the nicest things in your house is your rubbish chute!!" muahaha. and this time round he asked me again "so is my rubbish chute still the nicest thing in my house?" and i told him "No, oli! it's the mirror in your toilet now!!" hahhaa.

so as usual i prepared the super delicious chicken ARM PITS!! woooOTz with Oli's fly lices! hahaha. nice combie yeah.


anyway the gathering was meant to be a simple farewell for guru. he is leaving... going back to KL. :( aww. definitely going to miss this great guy.. will never forget what he told me when i left my old job for my current job. he is the only one who is really supportive and gave me encouraging comments. YOU ARE THE MAN GURU!!

quote from guru to me again... "..it doesnt matter how much you are getting right now, what matters is all the experiences you're getting, things you're going to learn..."

WELL WILL SEE YOU IN KL DUDE!! you better bring us around and provide everything for us LIKE WHAT YOU PROMISED US YEAH! all the best to you. :D

it's coming! yay

must start saving for my grad trip in Jan 2010!!!
omg i cant wait!
ITS COMING!! been waiting for this day since i started my degree. wooooo
I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT TO GRADUATE.
lalalala

ya right.

oLiVeR says:
guess working with the less fortunate made u smarter

crap. i burst out laughing when i read what he wrote! im smart all along. just that im SMARTER now. :)

debrief

im thinking of how to do a good debrief that will impact, inspire, motivate my volunteers... something like that??
like any INSPIRING things to share with them??
im always sharing about my personal experiences and little stories that happened... any other things that i can talkkk aboooout without sounding silly?
ahhh. i need to work hard on my debriefing session with them. really weak in that area..
HELP IDEAS PLEASE!!!

a proper closure

one of my client's father passed away recently. her relatives and father's friends were debating among themselves if they should do a closure for my client; to bring her to see her father for one last time. a couple of issues brought up and discussed but somehow eventually they decided that it is best not to do a closure for her and also she wont understand what is going on as well. thus right till today, at this very second my client is still unaware that her beloved father passed away. the one who love her most is no longer here with her and gone forever. i dont know the father personally and didnt get a chance to know him. pretty sad because i heard from my colleague that he is really a nice man.. like a mentor to people and always very affectionate.

i'm not sure if this is the right thing to do. making a decision based on your own opinion for someone. i know you guys struggled for a long time.. but because of that you deprive her of her only chance to see her dad for the last time. same for her dad as well... he didnt get to see her for a looong time. sigh.. i understand that she might not understand what is going on but i always believe that somehow they will feel it and they can feel it. right? give them a chance to mourn too..

well imagine.. the one who love you the most is no longer around and you are not even aware of it. maybe pining for him everyday and not knowing that he will not be here anymore... how will you feel? maybe to me i feel that it is important to do a proper closure especially when you are dealing with death. only than are you able to let go slowly..