ite mates!

and so we gathered once a year.. reminiscence about good old days, catching up, laughing at one another silly stunts. learning to appreciate more of these gatherings as you are growing up

and we should at least make it twice a year.

full force when everyone is present without nicholas as usual. always missing from our gathering. STOP HIDING NICHOLAS!
我们真的长大了！all venturing into different area.. baking, service industry, sales, social service, law, etc.

"my level of maturity depends on the people i'm with." with them around, it's completely..... we talked and joke about the lamest shit and make fun of one another, laughing at silly things together. and i remember jennifer kept reminding us to behave ourselves and stop laughing like idiots as we are not young anymore and shouldnt be behaving like what we used to be. i will try.

and this year my buddy is getting married in june. OMFG. very surprise but of course happy for her! i cant wait to attend her wedding. :)

and i wonder who is next in line...

maybe i need time to think over what i really want.
but i thought i already knew it long ago?

hate it when i'm feeling this way.
there will be a way out. there MUST be a way out.

ecp

a different saturday!
spending quality time with buddies chillax-ing at the beach.
relaxing yo!
and ended up with a random night cycling mini adventure with jean tumbling down her bike! bruise on her chin that look like daniel abused her. HAHAHA :P

this is obviously taken before her mini accident.
we ended the night with porridge buffet at quality hotel and sabby sharing with us her creation which tasted like durian but was actually chocolate? HAHAHA just kidding. her muffin - YUMMYLICIOUSS!
a healthy weekend with awesome company.
and i should seriously do this more often.

random ranting

i'm actually suddenly feeling really tired about all the things going on in my life now. like the endless effort taken to mend a friendship or even a broken heart (not mine btw).

there are days when i really dont feel like talking or even replying any messages or even explaining myself. i know i don't really share out my worries openly to others and most of the time will prefer to keep things to myself. i'm always smiling and happy thus people always take for granted that i'm okay i guess. i do get bothered by work, i do get bothered by things, i do get bothered by my life. i'm a human too btw. and sometimes it's tiring to be happy.

no idea why are their issues somehow becoming my issues too? im no superwoman yo. i have my limitations too. i have my own issues and worries tooo. all the endless debates going on and on with the same old issues is somehow killing my mood. and to make thing worst, boss is not releasing me. :(

and for work i foresee that it's going to get even tougher with a few strong staff leaving. hello extra workload. i am enjoying what i'm doing but sometimes too many things are on-going at the same time and before i can catch my breathe another issues is popping out or another new project is born. it's sad that i'm starting to lost my motivation and momentum for work. i did try but...

i really want to go away and take a break somewhere for a few months, do the things i love to do. and go far away from all the things that are going on.

anyway random ranting or maybe i'm pms-ing.

now what?

loser much

Meanwhile on twitter

10th february 2012

"Thatwtfmoment when you bump into him again.
Myheartmyheart.cooldownpleaseandstaycalm.
Howlongalreadyandicannotbelievesomehowyouarestillabletoscrewmeup.myheartagainskippedafuckingbeat.
yourbackviewisenoughtomakemepanic.dafuq.nomore."

well, you can try to decode my alien language.

In bed with..

Good night and tomorrow will be an even better day for me and you. (:

just a little update.

and so it's true when my zodiac sign says "this is a year filled with illness for rabbits"

"Health: There is no exciting lucky sign for Rabbit people in the Dragon year. That's a sign of weakness in the health area. It sounds that poor emotion brings down the Rabbit people's energy. It's hidden sign that a disease might suddenly arrive. If it happens, then it will take time to recover your health. Therefore, Rabbit people shouldn't miss any meals, shouldn't work overtime and shouldn't stay up late. Make sure that you get enough sleep, rest and exercise. Then you will have a better health in the year of Dragon."

http://www.chinesefortunecalendar.com/2012/2012Rabbit.htm

already fallen sick twice this year. and it's only february.
recovered from cough but blocked nose now and the irritating sore throat that love me so much.
went to the doctor and holy crap.. almost fifty for one consultation! i can buy 123456789 stuffs with that amount of money. and yes i miss my company's doctor because it's freeeeeeeeeee.

anyway.. onto something happier.... finally booked tickets for KOREA!!
no taiwan although i planned for taiwan initially but unable to go because my khaki is not able to get leave during that period. anyhow, i'm still able to get my arse outta singapore!FINALLY! SEOUL GOOD! cousin want to catch her idol KEY's musical play and since there is SIA sales i dont mind going with her! and so i gotten my ticket at 689$! dirt cheap yo!

queksy is joining us for that weekend that i'm there. heard all her endless raves about korea's club. finally able to checkitout myself!

and now counting down to kimchi land! 24th april! shall stop spending and SAVE. oh yea!

too good.

Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

CNY 2012

大年初一
初二 - invited few friends over to my house for a mini gathering. cooked some foooodies (actually only the veggie and soup) to treat them. once again i must emphasize I CAN COOOK HOR! mai siao siao.
what's cny without gambling? and i love how my mum and dad are able to go crazy and have fun together with my friends. <3
初三 - my residents came over!
初四 - 开工大吉！and back to work
(ang bao from my resident's mum!)
初五 - reunion at colleagues' place!
初六 - uncle's new house! view from level 32
(and i cannot imagine staying that high everyday. especially traveling up and down the lift everyday. my ear drum confirm BURST.)
初七 - 人日快乐!
(gfs came over to my house for steamboat!)
and finally
正月初八拜天宫

our 10 million dream

quek "eh my ah ma told me this year we must buy quick pick. she say we very WANG!"

i took quite a while to decide if i should join in the queue to buy because i'm more concern about my image. very auntie you know! but anyhow after much consideration and do not want to spoil the fun for once, i decided to queue for it too. DONT JUDGE ME! hahaha

i swear people are giving us weird stares. 3 not very young punk queuing up with our trolley full of groceries and we even have people telling us "eh this is not the queue for cashier. you should go over to the other side" FOL

it's more fun to do things together and again while queuing up, we ended up making a lot of noise, talking and laughing at our silliness.

our first time buying toto together! oh yeaaaa

HUAT AHHHHHHHHH!

因為我是巨蟹

巨蟹座的孩子，有點笨，有點瘋，有點傻，有時神經很大條。
對朋友很珍惜，真心對待。
面對愛情，怕受傷，愛逃避。
有時會很絕情，卻還是心軟。
很懶，怕孤獨。愛安靜，愛寫東西。

巨蟹是個矛盾體很嚴重的人
喜歡不斷在腦海裡想太多，最壞的毛病就是念舊
回憶相對於他們來說就是精神支柱。

偏執悲觀，追求完美，有輕微強迫症和潔癖，輕微自閉。
討厭耍心機。
難過了心痛了就用沉默代替一切。
巨蟹知道，巨蟹不可以去強求任何人。

蟹蟹生氣時不想說話、開心了會傻笑、受委屈會放在心裡、在乎了就想被你知道。

MSN上不愛主動找人聊天
善忘，不論重不重要的事都容易忘記。
偏執悲觀追求完美
受不了，就別走進我的世界，我是巨蟹座。

玩的時候可以很瘋，但認真的時候就不要把我當玩笑。
我的底線可以為一個人放得很低，但不要以為我是沒底線的人。

我喜歡也好，厭惡也罷，我的感覺我最清楚。
從來沒人可以強迫我做我不願意做的事，所以也不必懷疑我是否在說違背良心的話。
因為我是巨蟹，狂妄中永遠有著一份執著

new header!

i think everyone is sick and tired of looking at my face.

so a new blog header picture of my super duper cute dog! SANKSS YOOOU superduperyummy for capturing sucha chio picture of her! i was telling little doggy that day to SMILE and LOOK chio because it's not everyday you get a photographer to shoooot for you FREEE! HAHAHAHA

oh yeaa i talk to my dog. DONT JUDGE ME.
more pictures! SO NICE!!!
and totally enjoying all random moments with my dog! she is officially the star of my house now.

CNY - a time to give

for the past few years i will always invite my residents over to my house for a visit during chinese new year and did it again this year too.

before cny, a few of them are always coming to me telling me that they want to come to my house. so of course i must invite them over this year again if not they will hate me foreveeeeerrrr! hahaha

Mcdonalds: their favourite foooood!

feasting!
and they are so happy and excited about the visit. when i came back to work this morning my colleague was telling me how excited everyone was telling her about their visit to my house and about the food they ate over there. and again when they see me, they thank me for inviting them over and preparing the food for them and even say they want to go back again next year. am happy that they are happy. if only everyone of us can be that easily satisfied like them. :)

my little doggy. always the star of the house. either you LOVE her or HATE her because of her welcome non-stop barking. hahah

with mum and dad! thank you for always being so supportive of what i'm doing and making time for them. <3

simple gestures by you can really make them happy. and again.. it's always a joy to give.

HUAT AHHHHHH!!!

#1

Chinese new year resolution

"diverting all my attention to my work and nothing else." career advancement oh yea! (:

恭喜恭喜！
HUAT AHHH! (I'm going to continue screaming this for the next 15 days!)

CNY blessing for mum and dad

I guess as you grow older, CNY is not about receiving but giving too. (:

cny eve.

it's chinese new year eve today and for the past few days my residents are always coming to me asking "am i going home for new year?" "when is my family coming to pick me up?" "i am going home right?"

going home is something that we do everyday and take for granted. sometimes we don't even feel like going home. whereas there are people longing to go home but not able to.

i try not to answer their questions directly because i do not have any answers for them and it's really sad to see their eager faces looking at you waiting for an answer but only to be disappointed.

some of my residents are going home for new year.. but some are not. and it's always very sad to be the one left behind. nobody wants to be left behind. you should see the smile on their faces when they are all dress up waiting to go home. and mind you their smiles are contagious.

nothing beats spending time together as a family and i'm thankful and blessed to have my family here with me for this new year and every new year.

Jean's crib!

When the men are having fun without us..

We ladies have our own party too...

unforgettable - 蕭敬騰

The only picture I manage to snap of him because I was too engross listening to his song and focusing on his facial expression that i dont even bother to snap pictures of him. He is awesome no wait awesome is not even enough to describe him.

He sing with so much expression and emotion that I actually teared. Wtf right. I know.

how can someone be that talented/ humble/ cute/ shuai/ funny? and i love his shyness. had a good time laughing at his silliness!

and i'm so glad he did sing 新不了情 in the end. :')

回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了

indeed a man's best friend

story about a service dog who served and protected his master for 15 years. even when he is dying and unable to move, he is still thinking of protecting his master. the love and sacrifices he had for his master is definitely more than what a human can give. they are indeed our best friend.. never giving up on us and stayed loyal till their last breathe.

watch until i lao bak sai. :(



p.s. doggy, i promise to love you more and bully you less. <3

mum

happiest birthday my dearest mama.

love you a zillion times even though sometimes i love to make you angry and irritate you with all my random nonsenses.

(DOG! Y U SO CUTE?)
thank you for always being so tolerances and taking good care of my every needs. helping me to pack and clean my room when it's filled with rubbish. if not for you i will be living in a rubbish dump. and of course for always making sure there is foooood for me to eat. T.T

wishing you the happiest birthday filled with endless love, laughter, good news and of course good health always. i promise to be a better daughter. (:

shoes

from this....

to this...

finally packed my shoes last night if not dad will nag me to death and forever repeating his story of why your shoe box should never be taller than you. and so i will always reply him "you are the one that gave birth to me with this height!!!"

he got fed up with all my shoe boxes taking up spaces in our storeroom that he went to get a shoe rack for me to put it outside our house which i am super reluctant about. LOST HOWWW? you know how weirdos go around stealing people shoes when they are sleeping.

threw away few pair of shoes and found new shoes that i never wear before. OH WOW! treasure hunting indeed. and of course it's time to get more since i threw some away. i can never stop buying shoes. more than 30 pairs with only 1 pair of feet. women....