cute lass

She is simply adorable!!

er xin

Illegal immrigrant long and sexy leg!! woooooo

sad la

I guessed I have come to a point when I am too tired and unsure to make any more decisions. I hope to pursue my dream like any other people but am I able to do that? I guess I had been deceiving myself all along that now I`m unable to differentiate between reality and dreams.

It`s going to be a tough and tiring path. Am I able to do that? Would I choose to remain as a quitter who gives up at the slightest setback or a warrior who fights all the battle bravely?

It seems so near but yet so far.

^.^

DO not let what you are feeling inside be a hindrance to your dream, because a dream is a dream which one will be willing to perserve till the very end no matter what it takes.

for them.

I seriously thanks you guys for the Joy, the Love, the Laughter you brought into my life.

!

My hair had been dropping like nobody business! I guessed I`m going bald real soon.

How are you my friends?

I spent two wonderful years here. But everything ended right at this very moment.

I missed climbing up this whole lots of steps every morning although I would always be sweating like nobody business when I finally reached my class.

They brought laughter into my life. And I do miss them terribly. How are you my friend?

WILL YOU MARRY ME SERENE????

They care for us and teached us what is life all about?

[Why the hell is WEE SIANG acting like a FOOL behind?]

no regrets knowing you guys or rather i should say, you guys are the greatest gift i ever received in ite. without you my life in sch will be boring and dull. really thanks a zillion times for everything. love you guys. all the best and take care!!

I want a job!!!

I have been looking for a full-time job for the pass few weeks. Resumes were sent out, but sadly to say, not many respond. Almost all the jobs need experiences and not many is willing to hire Fresh Graduates.

The reasons they gave were "Sorry you are too young and you do not have any relevant experiences." Is it a crime to be young?? Well its true that I lack experiences. BUT if nobody wanna employ me or just try me out for a few months, I will forever remain as someone without experiences and never will I ever get a job.

So how am I going to get the experiences that you guys wanted when I`m not even given a chance to perform?

=(

Instead of constant disappointment, I choose to forget, To stop hoping.

bored

Your Birthdate: June 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything. You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life. Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal. You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

blur

I was suppose to be at woodland Blk 354 by 6.45pm. I left my house at 6pm, I have ample time for travelling from sembawang to woodland. But by 7.15pm, I`m still lost somewhere at woodland!

First I alighted at the wrong bus stop! I saw Fuchun Sec and alighted. Don`t ask me why I`m not sure myself either. After that I walked all the way to marsiling station and took a train to woodland. Upon reaching woodland, I checked the map and started making my way there. The whole of woodland is really big and confusing. I asked around and finally someone show me the way to Blk 354. When I finally reached Blk 354 after all the walking I started to panick. The centre is not at blk 354!

Secondly, I got the wrong address.

SHIT!! I MADE A MISTAKE!! It supposed to be BLK 345 and not 354. What the hell. I never felt so lost in my whole life before. I don`t even know where the hell am I, how do I get back to the station? I just keep on walking and walking and walking.

345 is actually between marsiling station and woodland station. If I got the address right in the first place, I won`t be running around like a chicken without a head!

suicide.

Exams were going on in the classrooms and there he was thinking of killing himself!!




Rest in Peace Nich!

.

27 March 2006, mark the day when I offically graduate from ITE College Central Bishan.

duh

Cant wait for monday to come and I will finish my exam. Ya I did study abit the past few days when Im at home. Im really trying my best to study but somehow I still get distracted. darn. Distraction are everywhere at home! Tell me what to do?? HOW??

Anyway, we went to old changi hospital yesterday. Finally I went there. Chick lit was the only one among us who went there so we waited for him to book out and lead us there. He look even more like Chicken Little without his hair. Ha-ha. Too bad he did not have a pair of green spect if not that would be just perfect!

Was very excited the moment we reach there. Jennifer was grabbing on to me the whole time with her finger nails poking thru my skin! Didnt saw anything there. The whole place was eerie and dark, very hot as we got to keep climbing the stairs.

We met a few other groups of people there. One particular group was telling was what happen the day before when they went to the old japanese school. They took pictures of ghost on the tree and in the classroom. They even heard someone playing the piano! And back at the chalet, one of their girls got possesed. What the hell. But at old changi nothing happen! Thats kinda sad. I was somehow expecting something! LoL

Thought of going to the old japanese school and explore but boon was tired, jen aching all over, shijie dont want go. Boring la. Nevermind we shall go there other time.

Btw, saw lots of ah gua at Changi. I got to admit, they were all really very very beautiful and sexy. Oh my god. Their boobs were all like so big! Ha-ha.

Went to East Coast and chill out after that.

one more paper to go.

Just finish Excel test today. Phew~! It was kinda easy I got to admit. Ha-ha. Because it was like the first time I ever finish the whole questions by MYSELF. Feel so proud. Really very very very happy, excited!! IM ACTUALLY ABLE TO FINISH THE WHOLE PAPER BY MYSELF BY MYSELF BY MYSELF!! Don expect much just a pass will do. =)

Anyway, it was thanks to Nazrul for teaching me at the very very very last mins before exam start. If he never explained it to me Im sure I gonna flunk it as whenever Mr Liau is teaching, I seriously don understand what the hell he is yakking about. Ha-ha.

so

Thank you Naz!
Thank you Naz!
Thank you Naz!
Thank you Naz!
Thank you Naz!

Love ya. =P

off to the ZOOOOOOOOOOOO

Their exams are over and their attachment is starting and Im graduating! Been a while since we enjoy ourselves. Planning for quite sometimes to enjoy somewhere and we finally decided to go to the ZOO! Ha-Ha. I`m really excited about the whole outing as it been ages since I last went to the Zoo.

Anyway, Jun yong was kind to send us there. Thankyou JY.

Inside the zoo.

some animals. that BLUE bird hair like gatsby nearly scared us all to death. We were like trying to walk pass that stupid bird, suddenly out of the blue it fly towards us and we screamed like hell. -.-''

With the horse. Till now that I found out that actually the horse got a HUGE cock. Ha-ha. We were like touching him than suddenly he got horny and this whole cock stick out!! Wahaha. So funny to see it sticking in and out. Opps

Trying to be funny. -.-'' Chee stupid idea asking me to pose like the Bear.

his suppose to be THEIR idea of Survivor! HaHa

Us.

Their idea of artistic.

We left around 5 plus and off to bugis for steamboat.

She is enjoying her food.

anyway quek and jen fall asleep after eating. what the hell la. eat steamboat also can eat till sleep. zzz

darn.

My throat hurts again. It been irritating, pissing me off for a month or so. It seems okay for one week and the next week, it hurts all over again! Been wasting tons of money on doc's fee this month. I had already cut down alot on heaty food, drinking lots and lots of water but it keeps coming back. What the fark. I really hate have a sore throat!! Feel like cutting the whole thing off! sheesh

sch ending soon

1 more week and I shall officially graduate from ITE. Anyway I`m very lucky not to get debar from my one and only final Marketing Paper. I really thought that I would get debar as I have been skipping classes every week.

Two years passes by quickly and its kind of scary at the thought that I have grown up, my life is changing, I`m no longer a kid. I have to learn to be responsible and make my own decisions. I got to get a Full Time job and not idle my time away. Start planning for my `future`. Whatever.

For the pass few weeks, friends had been asking me `When are you graduating?` after I tell them a few more weeks all those stuff, their reaction was like `SO FAST??` and before they can poke the second question on me I told them `Don`t ask me what`s my plan after graduation cause I`m totally clueless as well.` Of course I thought of continuing studying but I`m like really broke. Its really expensive to get a diploma now. I had looked through quite a few courses on counseling but not sure which to choose and it cost around $5000 for one part time course. What the hell? Its freaking expensive. Maybe let me strike 4D? Blah, enough about that.

Took some class photos. I would definitely miss them like hell. Been laughing, joking, playing, and fighting for the past two years. It just feels so sad at the thought that we going to part. It`s true that I can`t get to get out of school but it just feels so funny.

Shall miss them terribly.

The girls.

The guys.

Serene, Nicholas Chan Ma Li Chan OiOi, Me

Serene will you please marry me?

They are the greatest gift I ever received in ITE.

what e.

darn, i change my template and all my links gone! my chatbox gone. WHAT HAPPEN?!? how do i put back those chatbox thingy??

Its New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai !

New clothes, yummy snacks, ba gua, steamboat and most importantly ANG BAO! Ha-ha. Thats what I loves most about New Year.

Beside that , there is this MUST eat dish on every new year.

Fa Cai Yu Sheng. It means something like fortune fish.(Looks like chinese salad!) The Chinese word for fish is a homonym of "abundance". Beside the sliced raw fish, other ingredients include shredded white radish, fresh pomelo sacs, shredded carrot, orange peel, candied green, orange peels and red ginger, spices, plum sauce, crushed peanut, white sesame seeds, and crackers. The diners have to use their chopsticks and toss the Fa Cai Yu Sheng together, and shout, "Lo hei!", which not only means "to toss it up", but also sounds like "to fish for abundance". Lo hei arh, Lo hei arh!

Spent the whole day at grandma house to chit chat with my cousins and most importantly GAMBLE! Ha-ha. Win abit only la. So sad.

Enjoying the yummylicious dinner. ( in the room, another group of people is playing mahjong inside.)

Met up with them at night for movie Fearless. Really very very nice. Kinda touching as well. Oh ya, btw I not stupid too DAMN BLOODY NICE!!! So funny cum touching! Back to fearless, I actually hate watching all those fighting old antique, guys with pigtail show but I must say Fearless is really nice. 2 Thumbs up!

Desmond hiding behind!

Quek`s idea of artistic!

Dinner at one of the hotel in somerset. Really regret going there. Food really not nice at all and beside that not much variety. Waste my money!

`mmm, what number shall I buy for the few millions ToTo?`

Checking out for `hot` chick!

We play we fight we laugh we cry and together we stand as one.