it been a long time.

TO MY DEAREST 7 SISTERS!!




Thanks for making my birthday such a memorable one. Thanks for all the wonderful and nice presents you guys bought for me.

I totally love the BIG doraemon hampers you prepared for me, I squeal with delight when I saw it. Thanks alot for carrying all the way home wrap it up into such a big beautiful hamper for me. I felt so proud when I carried it all the way home. Thanks quack quack and dj hare.



Angel, Ru, Ting, Chee, thanks for getting for me so many hairbands than can last me for a long time and the bag. Different colours and patterns. The poka dots hairband that I 'bu she de' buy!! Thanks thanks.




To my best ITE mates. Thanks for the effort in preparing for me a Doraemon cake with the yam flavour. Arhaks. Didnt expect that you really got for me a yam flavour cake. Its yummylicious!! Hee. Thanks for taking time off your busy schedule to celebrate my birthday with me. Sorry that I was not home that morning and spoilted your plan to give me a surprise right at my house. Sorry. =)



and finally To my work colleagues, just a short 2 weeks with you guys and you actually remembered my birthday. Although you mixed up the dates but Im really very very suprised and touched. Thanks a zillion times. It really a big surprise for me, recording down the Happy Birthday song and playing it for me when Im doing my work, at that time I was still thinking, 'who the hell on their ring tone so loud during office hours. No manners!!' wahahaa. I feel so bad that I did not clarify with you my birthday dates that you got it wrong. Because I really did not expect you to buy a cake and celebrate it with me. Darn surprised okay!!

THANK YOU!!

argh

darn m1. they did that to me on purpose!! cut away my line ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! hate them. why cant they choose to cut it tomorrow?? why must it be today? blah

anyway sorry to those who wish me happy birthday and i didnt get a chance to reply them. really sorry. i will reply you once i settle my bill! lol.

and to pauline. its my birthday today!! urs it over!!! lalalala. pauline thanks for ur early present huh. like it so much. and you still remember that!!

=)

five more days I would be 19 and this blog would turn 1 !

yeah. im the worst kind of people that can ever exist in this world. im the ultimate farker.

met up with them

Met up with my ITE mates on tuesday. It been a couple of months since I graduated. Time flies. We had all grown up and leading our own life. The guys are leaving for NS in a couple of days and the girls are busy looking for a job. This might even be our last outing together as a group.

Anyway it was a pretty damn good dinner with them. I stuffed myself with all the oysters while Serene stuffed herself with all those cute little cakes and fondue! The oysters were like so damn BIG!! Nicholas was so excited about the whole place that he kept walking around the buffet line drooling over the food! arhaks.

After that we head for some k-boxing session. We sang for 7 hours! Nich and Weesiang are two digusting faggots. opps! arhaks. They gotta be struck together for 2 more years as they got into the same camp and enlisting on the SAME DAY as well. Nich sang like GIRL!!!!!

We chilled at esplanade and chat for the whole night. Digging up embarassing moment that happened in school. Well, till now I still cant forget how Weesiang fall right under my nose. I even laugh at it when Im lying on my bed trying to fall asleep. He was sitting on the bench in the canteen. It was after one of our paper and we were all sitting there waiting for Serene to finish hers. We were chatting happily and suddenly Weesiang fall right on his back with a loud `thud`. He landed on the floor with his leg still in the 90 degree angle!!! I saw the whole incident and couldnt stop laughing. The people around us who witnessed the whole incident burst into laughter as well. my god!

Than they remember the incident when I quarrel with mdm rajes, over a piece of stupid useless electronic gadget. Well, she misplaced my thing and blamed me for not taking good care of my own personal belonging!!! WHAT THE HELL!! So whatever she said, I just kept shooting back at her. The whole class was laughing like mad. Damn she just wont admit that she is the one who misplaced my stuff. -.-

Kinda sad when it was time to part and we got a bit emo. Wonder when will we get the chance to meet up again? 3 months later? or even a year!

I got home a 650am and slept like a pig! My dad was damn pissed off with me for returning home late and tried to whack me with his belt. Luckily I move fast enough and went straight into my room. Fark Im like 19!! for god sake. Its not as if taking drugs or whatever shit outside. Its not as if IM KILLING SOMEONE or stealing getting into fights outside. Please. Im old enough to know what Im doing. Im not as stupid or as silly as what you think I am. Why not like just TRUST ME? blah.

darn

My brother is an asshole. Damn piss off with him!!

cheers!

I had finally enrolled for school. Hopefully Im one step closer to my dream.

cute lass

She is simply adorable!!

er xin

Illegal immrigrant long and sexy leg!! woooooo

sad la

I guessed I have come to a point when I am too tired and unsure to make any more decisions. I hope to pursue my dream like any other people but am I able to do that? I guess I had been deceiving myself all along that now I`m unable to differentiate between reality and dreams.

It`s going to be a tough and tiring path. Am I able to do that? Would I choose to remain as a quitter who gives up at the slightest setback or a warrior who fights all the battle bravely?

It seems so near but yet so far.

^.^

DO not let what you are feeling inside be a hindrance to your dream, because a dream is a dream which one will be willing to perserve till the very end no matter what it takes.

for them.

I seriously thanks you guys for the Joy, the Love, the Laughter you brought into my life.

!

My hair had been dropping like nobody business! I guessed I`m going bald real soon.

How are you my friends?

I spent two wonderful years here. But everything ended right at this very moment.

I missed climbing up this whole lots of steps every morning although I would always be sweating like nobody business when I finally reached my class.

They brought laughter into my life. And I do miss them terribly. How are you my friend?

WILL YOU MARRY ME SERENE????

They care for us and teached us what is life all about?

[Why the hell is WEE SIANG acting like a FOOL behind?]

no regrets knowing you guys or rather i should say, you guys are the greatest gift i ever received in ite. without you my life in sch will be boring and dull. really thanks a zillion times for everything. love you guys. all the best and take care!!

I want a job!!!

I have been looking for a full-time job for the pass few weeks. Resumes were sent out, but sadly to say, not many respond. Almost all the jobs need experiences and not many is willing to hire Fresh Graduates.

The reasons they gave were "Sorry you are too young and you do not have any relevant experiences." Is it a crime to be young?? Well its true that I lack experiences. BUT if nobody wanna employ me or just try me out for a few months, I will forever remain as someone without experiences and never will I ever get a job.

So how am I going to get the experiences that you guys wanted when I`m not even given a chance to perform?

=(

Instead of constant disappointment, I choose to forget, To stop hoping.

bored

Your Birthdate: June 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything. You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life. Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal. You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

blur

I was suppose to be at woodland Blk 354 by 6.45pm. I left my house at 6pm, I have ample time for travelling from sembawang to woodland. But by 7.15pm, I`m still lost somewhere at woodland!

First I alighted at the wrong bus stop! I saw Fuchun Sec and alighted. Don`t ask me why I`m not sure myself either. After that I walked all the way to marsiling station and took a train to woodland. Upon reaching woodland, I checked the map and started making my way there. The whole of woodland is really big and confusing. I asked around and finally someone show me the way to Blk 354. When I finally reached Blk 354 after all the walking I started to panick. The centre is not at blk 354!

Secondly, I got the wrong address.

SHIT!! I MADE A MISTAKE!! It supposed to be BLK 345 and not 354. What the hell. I never felt so lost in my whole life before. I don`t even know where the hell am I, how do I get back to the station? I just keep on walking and walking and walking.

345 is actually between marsiling station and woodland station. If I got the address right in the first place, I won`t be running around like a chicken without a head!

suicide.

Exams were going on in the classrooms and there he was thinking of killing himself!!




Rest in Peace Nich!

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27 March 2006, mark the day when I offically graduate from ITE College Central Bishan.

duh

Cant wait for monday to come and I will finish my exam. Ya I did study abit the past few days when Im at home. Im really trying my best to study but somehow I still get distracted. darn. Distraction are everywhere at home! Tell me what to do?? HOW??

Anyway, we went to old changi hospital yesterday. Finally I went there. Chick lit was the only one among us who went there so we waited for him to book out and lead us there. He look even more like Chicken Little without his hair. Ha-ha. Too bad he did not have a pair of green spect if not that would be just perfect!

Was very excited the moment we reach there. Jennifer was grabbing on to me the whole time with her finger nails poking thru my skin! Didnt saw anything there. The whole place was eerie and dark, very hot as we got to keep climbing the stairs.

We met a few other groups of people there. One particular group was telling was what happen the day before when they went to the old japanese school. They took pictures of ghost on the tree and in the classroom. They even heard someone playing the piano! And back at the chalet, one of their girls got possesed. What the hell. But at old changi nothing happen! Thats kinda sad. I was somehow expecting something! LoL

Thought of going to the old japanese school and explore but boon was tired, jen aching all over, shijie dont want go. Boring la. Nevermind we shall go there other time.

Btw, saw lots of ah gua at Changi. I got to admit, they were all really very very beautiful and sexy. Oh my god. Their boobs were all like so big! Ha-ha.

Went to East Coast and chill out after that.

one more paper to go.

Just finish Excel test today. Phew~! It was kinda easy I got to admit. Ha-ha. Because it was like the first time I ever finish the whole questions by MYSELF. Feel so proud. Really very very very happy, excited!! IM ACTUALLY ABLE TO FINISH THE WHOLE PAPER BY MYSELF BY MYSELF BY MYSELF!! Don expect much just a pass will do. =)

Anyway, it was thanks to Nazrul for teaching me at the very very very last mins before exam start. If he never explained it to me Im sure I gonna flunk it as whenever Mr Liau is teaching, I seriously don understand what the hell he is yakking about. Ha-ha.

so

Thank you Naz!
Thank you Naz!
Thank you Naz!
Thank you Naz!
Thank you Naz!

Love ya. =P

off to the ZOOOOOOOOOOOO

Their exams are over and their attachment is starting and Im graduating! Been a while since we enjoy ourselves. Planning for quite sometimes to enjoy somewhere and we finally decided to go to the ZOO! Ha-Ha. I`m really excited about the whole outing as it been ages since I last went to the Zoo.

Anyway, Jun yong was kind to send us there. Thankyou JY.

Inside the zoo.

some animals. that BLUE bird hair like gatsby nearly scared us all to death. We were like trying to walk pass that stupid bird, suddenly out of the blue it fly towards us and we screamed like hell. -.-''

With the horse. Till now that I found out that actually the horse got a HUGE cock. Ha-ha. We were like touching him than suddenly he got horny and this whole cock stick out!! Wahaha. So funny to see it sticking in and out. Opps

Trying to be funny. -.-'' Chee stupid idea asking me to pose like the Bear.

his suppose to be THEIR idea of Survivor! HaHa

Us.

Their idea of artistic.

We left around 5 plus and off to bugis for steamboat.

She is enjoying her food.

anyway quek and jen fall asleep after eating. what the hell la. eat steamboat also can eat till sleep. zzz

darn.

My throat hurts again. It been irritating, pissing me off for a month or so. It seems okay for one week and the next week, it hurts all over again! Been wasting tons of money on doc's fee this month. I had already cut down alot on heaty food, drinking lots and lots of water but it keeps coming back. What the fark. I really hate have a sore throat!! Feel like cutting the whole thing off! sheesh

sch ending soon

1 more week and I shall officially graduate from ITE. Anyway I`m very lucky not to get debar from my one and only final Marketing Paper. I really thought that I would get debar as I have been skipping classes every week.

Two years passes by quickly and its kind of scary at the thought that I have grown up, my life is changing, I`m no longer a kid. I have to learn to be responsible and make my own decisions. I got to get a Full Time job and not idle my time away. Start planning for my `future`. Whatever.

For the pass few weeks, friends had been asking me `When are you graduating?` after I tell them a few more weeks all those stuff, their reaction was like `SO FAST??` and before they can poke the second question on me I told them `Don`t ask me what`s my plan after graduation cause I`m totally clueless as well.` Of course I thought of continuing studying but I`m like really broke. Its really expensive to get a diploma now. I had looked through quite a few courses on counseling but not sure which to choose and it cost around $5000 for one part time course. What the hell? Its freaking expensive. Maybe let me strike 4D? Blah, enough about that.

Took some class photos. I would definitely miss them like hell. Been laughing, joking, playing, and fighting for the past two years. It just feels so sad at the thought that we going to part. It`s true that I can`t get to get out of school but it just feels so funny.

Shall miss them terribly.

The girls.

The guys.

Serene, Nicholas Chan Ma Li Chan OiOi, Me

Serene will you please marry me?

They are the greatest gift I ever received in ITE.

what e.

darn, i change my template and all my links gone! my chatbox gone. WHAT HAPPEN?!? how do i put back those chatbox thingy??