2 more days to 2012.

screw you 2011! you sucks big time!!

should i come out with new year resolution? although half the time i forgotten what i set... oh well.. 2 more days left to think about what i wanna achieved in 2012. driving license? but i still preferred to be driven around. hehe. lasik for my eyes?? but after watching final destination im pretty freaaaak out. crap

but there is something which i really want to find.....

many are saying that the world is ending in 2012. how true i dont know but with all those never ending natural disasters happening in other countries you can never predict what's going to happen next too. and im really thankful to be staying in singapore at least what we are experiencing here is nothing compared to what others are suffering from like the flood in bangkok, the earth quake in christ church, etc. RIGHT?

the smile on your face.

will always end up smiling to myself whenever i look at their pictures. it's true when they say you end up receiving even more when you give. :)

a reminder..
christmas eve, party hard, spread some joy, love and laughter to everyone and most importantly tell the people you treasure, i love you and give them a big warm hug. :)

Christmas exchange at McDonald with lovely buddies. I know it's really weird to do at McDonald and everyone was giving us weird looks. CUI

But still had a great time with them laughing at our own jokes and all. (:
Merry Christmas my dear friends. May 2012 be a fantastic year for you filled with endless laughter, love and joy.

汤圆节快乐！

今天早上吃了奶奶准备的汤圆。每粒汤圆里包含着奶奶的爱心和祝福！好幸福啊。

oh fucked up.

LAW&SAB

Project 'I DO'
behind the scenes pictures!

venue
the crewwwwww! seriously you need to be a really good actor to pull this off!

props! 99 ROSES!! ZOMG. so pweeettttty can! seriously even though some girls are saying "dont waste money on flowers" but who wont melt when they received it? RIGHT NOT? (can someone buy rosesss for me tooo? i dont need 99 maybe half of it? HAHAH)

the male lead! (he was so nervousssss)
end product! SO NICE RIGHTTT!! we went off for dinner so bun and simon was the one who decorated it. they are suppose to be 'not free' on that day for our gathering. so they sneaked back into the hotel room to decorate it while we are having dinner and we nearly bump into them a few times on our way to dinner. and i came out with all sorts of nonsenses to distract sabrina.

and it's a YES!
tried to make them take those lovey dovey dreamy super madly in love with each other kind of photos like this but....

end product CUI! HAHAHAH

幸福的女人！
the bling!
so happy for you and thank you for giving me a chance to be part of this awesomeeeeeeeee moment of yours yeaa! (:

PROJECT "I DO!"

sharing some behind the scenes messages!

so last weekend we helped lawrence for his proposal to his superduperyummy gf sabrina! the plan was held in MBS! so weeks ago, i ke siao told everybody that i managed to get a discounted rate for MBS room and check with them if they are free to spend a night there with me. and since it's during sab's annual leave period naturally she agreed!

so our plan for the day, we (simon, bun, lawrence, jean and daniel) will all meet 3pm at MBS to check out the room first and plan how to decorate. while sabrina will meet us at 5pm after her dance.

1st round of 'surprise' - HER DANCE CANCELLED!! CUI.

so she changed her plan to go church with lawrence. but we need lawrence to check in at MBS so i started pouring out random ideas to stop her from meeting lawrence.

and the groom to be got really nervous with the various 'surprises'...

the need to remind everyone not to reply at the wrong chat group as we were all chatting with the 'victim' at another place. if not confirm CUI!! hahaha

anyway everything went well in the end even though we had a few heart attacks... but most importantly she agreed!!! when everything ended, we sat down together and shared about the various hiccup that happened. had a great time laughing at our silliness. hahaha. (:

Awesome friends.

Thankful to have friends who will always send me encouraging and inspiring message. So much love! (:

10 random facts about me.

no 1.

my name was actually li shiqi but changed it when i made my IC. someone told my dad that my old name was really bad for me and caused me to have really bad temper. thinking back, i was pretty bad in the past. shouting and quarreling with parents and my bro were definitely norm. she told my dad it will be better for me to change the chinese character instead. you know how anal things are for chinese tradition. anyhow i changed it to lee ziqi. no idea did the change of name impact me in anyway but i guess my temper is not as bad as before? and i can safely say im a very patient person tooo?? lol

anyway, at a later part of my life, i got myself a english name chloe because a lot of people can never pronounce my name properly and they pronounce it as zee kee instead of zi qi. so right now my name is lee ziqi chloe. it's so much easier to introduce myself now although there are still people pronouncing chloe as chole or kio or even lorry. CUI

no 2.

i'm actually really shy with strangers but turn into a different person when people i'm comfortable with are around. i'm actually a very loud and crazy person that laugh at the lamest thing. i'm laughter is scary. sometimes i dont feel comfortable going out with people i dont really know because i drag awkward silence during conversation! i'm happy when the other party i'm going out with is someone who loves to talk because most of the time i prefer to listen. :D

no 3.

i love to sing loudly and shout like crazy in office...... and i think my colleagues secretly hate me for that. oops my colleagues love to ask me "eh you didnt take your medicine today is it?"

no 4.

i spent most of my sunday sleeping on my sofa and watching random drama. and i can spent the whole day there eat, shit, sleep and never even bother to shower. HAHAHA. i avoid going out on sunday because i feel the need to recharge before monday is here again. when my friends asked me out on sunday, i will come out with 101 excuses to reject them unless really bo pian like special event then i will drag my arse out to meet them. so dont ask me out on sunday yea.

no 5.

i love to read but read lesser now because i'm really addicted to facebook and twitter, constantly checking it and reading it machiam newspaper. first thing when i open my eyes TWITTER FOLLOWED BY FACEBOOK. bought lots of books but lots of them still unread. went to the library and borrow even more books. wtf right i know! wrong choice to get a smartphone.. too big a distraction.

no 6.

i'm actually really afraid of dogs but i have one at home now and really loving her more and more each day. amazing yea? love overcome all crap!

no 7.

when i'm quiet and not talking it means i'm either really too tired and not in the mood to entertain or something is bothering me big time and pissing me off. so stop trying to provoke me further.... my work really drain lots of my energy especially after an event (jumping around getting high and talking to people), i will prefer to just sit down alone and not talk anymore.

because i'm always talking, joking and laughing so when i'm quiet my friends will think that it's really weird and make remarks like "EH DONT EMO LEH!" come on! im a human too.. i have my limitations. i cant be hyper all day long.

no 8.

i love to volunteer and really hope my future other half will be someone who has the same interest as me and of course willing to do it together with me. you really get to see another side of the person when you volunteered. and i'm always happy to see the good side and that everyone is capable of loving a stranger. (: and i'm attracted to caring guys! guys who have a big heart! HAHAHA. i learn that it's important to have comment interest yea! :D sometimes i secretly wish my buddies will join me as well.. it will be really awesome if they can understand the things that i'm really passion about.

no 9.

i ran out of things to say.........

maybe i should just change it to 8 things instead of 10.

vivian's day!

celebrated Vivian's birthday at MELT - The World Cafe @ mandarin. one of my favourite place for buffet dinner even though it's really expensive at 98++ per pax. will only go there during special occasion.. too expensive for my pocket on normal days. haha. seafood there is awesome and they are really generous with their oysters, crabs, lobsters, etc. service is good too!

decided to bring her there to celebrate her birthday since she is a fan of seafood too and i have no idea what present to get her. so a nice dinner always works!

some selection of cooked food. they have food in different country like indiaaaa...
pasta is nice too!

and they even give you a complimentary cake when they know that you are celebrating birthday!

happy birthday airen. thank you for always being such a great friend to hang out with. :)

2009
2010no 2011 pictures :( not able to make a trip back to mon stat this year due to various or whatever reasons.. and i'm not sure when will i be able to go there again. still remember them asking me if i will be back this year and i actually told them YES. fuck empty promises. i hate empty promises and i actually made empty promises to them. i'm the biggest asshole ever. fuckmyself.

i miss those little angels i met there and praying hard that they are all well, healthy and really happy.

i really want to go back there badly. :(

丁噹 - 一半

没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
没人知道我多孤单

1st december!

somehow i really can't wait to say goodbye to 2011. 1 more month...

2011 is not exactly a good year.. it's filled with heartbreaks and sad news. gfs ended their long time relationship with their 'other half', news of relatives/ friends leaving us. HOW SAD RIGHT? but i think partly because i'm grounded and didnt get to travel at all and that really sucks.. being stuck here and even when you clear your leave there is nowhere to go..

but it's not exactly really bad either because lots of my friends/ buddies tied their knots with their other half. <3 and i got myself a new companion! my little bun :D

anyway i'm really looking forward to 2012 because i know there is going to be some major changes to my current life. like going on a long long voluntary trip something which i'm always thinking about and since i'm still single it's the best time to go :P, no one to worries about except my family of course. i hope i will be able to make the right decisions and go through it all without any regret.

turning 25 in 2012... too old to procrastinate anymore.
meantime enjoy the last bit of 2011.. let it be a fantastic one please. :)

那些年，我們一起追的女孩 part 2

true that

I can never be tidy.

The state of my room now. Books, bags, makeup, nonsense stuffs EVERYWHERE!

I hope some angels will pack it for me and it will all be neat and tidy when I wake up tomorrow!! But on second thoughts better not. Don't want to freak myself out in the middle of the night...

A date with me myself and I with my favourite comfort food.

巨蟹座的我

going home

something that i tweeted few weeks back..

a reminder to us again not to take things and people for granted. Always make an effort to care for the people who love you dearly before it's too late.

Brought my resident home earlier to visit her grandma because grandma told me she didn't see her for a long time. And you should see the smile on my resident and grandma's faces when they sees each other. My resident was smiling throughout the journey there when she knows she is going home to visit grandma.

Going home, something that we get to do everyday but not them.

When it's time to leave, my resident refuses to leave the sofa. She thought she is staying for the night. And I don't see her smile anymore. During the visit, grandma was telling me that her grandson did not visit her anymore. He complained that he is busy with work and all. And grandma added on that, but there is public holiday and weekends? I'm sure if he wants he can make some time for me right?

What she said struck a chord in me. We often take things for granted thinking that they will always be there. It's okay if we don't visit now. And we drag and drag till they are gone and we started to regret not spending more time with them. I'm guilty of that too.

I promise I will try to be less lazy and make an effort to catch up more often.

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

很有感觉的一部电影。

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

more of little bun!

my little cold and WET dog!
so cute! :D