NEAT!

and i finally bought a shelves to store all my boooooks!
no more messy table! hopefully. :D
but it was crap having to pack and unpack everything all over again!

Before..

and finally.. AFTER!
when i saw this table cum shelves, i know for sure it's what i'm looking for. kinda beg/ scam dad to get it for me... and glad he did.
and so it's really neat now. oh yeaaa!

8 hours later, i will be 24.
one word to describe my feeling now - O.L.D. :(

p.s. thank you buddy for the little gift, awesome card and bringing me to eat my favourite SASHIMI!!! YUMMEHSS! yes, we only know each other for 4 years but it feels like i know you foreveeeeer!! hehe. thank you for always bringing endless joy and laughter into my life. 爱死你了！

gathering with the ITE class ISQ (:

although not a lot of people turn up but still...
we gathered, we ate, we laughed and we had super lots of fun together..


it was awesome just spending time together, enjoying the sea breeze, feasting the BBQ food, laughing at random passer by and taking lots of multi shoooots photos together!! HAHAHA

we used to meet EVERYDAY! but lesser and lesser after we graduated. :( i'm so glad i made it for this outing despite having a really lousy morning that day.

big thanks to wati for gathering us, buying the food, booking the pit and many other things!
what are we going to do without yoooou! hehehe.

and i shall end off this post with a rather hilarious picture of me... HAHA

take care and be happy always people!
till we meet again. (:

turning 24 in a week's time!

had my first birthday celebration last weekend with the people i grow up with. simple dinner before heading to the club. (:


i was unwilling to club initially because i really drag the idea of getting myself wasted EVERY birthday.


it was a blast! as usual we get high and drunk together doing silly stuff that i had absolutely no recollection of.
i was drunk and i lost count of the number of times i puked the next day. FML

i had fun. thank you. :)
please let this be one awesome start to my 24!

dinner gathering with the long time no see group! (:
ECU mates.



yeaa, that's one of my favourite expression when taking pictures!

yea, 1.5 years later we graduated. moving on in different directions but pursuing the same dream with the same purpose... to serve the people in the community. (:

it seems only yesterday that we are still having our lectures, rushing for endless assignments, preparing for exams, etc.. and now we've all graduated and moving on with our life. time really flies...

recently i downloaded this app from app store, where they share with you different interesting wallpaper.. kinda like tumblr actually. fall in love immediately with some of the pictures.. shall try to share some here everyday... (:

eggs with emotions.
if only we can add some life to non living thing around us, the world will be more interesting and colourful..
and then i start to wonder what will happen if i did this to those eggs at home. what will mum reaction be when she sees it? haha. really wanna see. shall try that one daaay!

"Love can do wonders" (:

the different phases in relationship

strangers, again.
scary truth..

energy boost!

ahh! energy boost! need that badly!
a card given by the volunteers from SOTA and SAMH. (:
warm my heart to read their little notes and that's what keeps me going sometimes when i'm tired.
and yes, it's all worth it.

Three Cups of Tea

reading this book about a man going around to build school in remote villages around Pakistan and Afghanistan.. very inspiring. a great man with a big heart for the people. and he makes me wanna do more for those kids too.. :(

and i love how sincere and nice those villagers are. sharing with you with their best stuff despite how bad their own living condition is. i volunteered before in Myanmar and the people i met there were fantastic.. i can totally relate to it while reading the book. they take care of you like a family... :)

'Here we drink three cups of tea to do business: the first you are a stranger, the second you become a friend, and the third you join our family, and for our family we are prepared to do anything - even die.'

27 days later, i will be 24 year old.
holy crap.
i'm getting old. no turning back. :(
can i stay 21 forever please?

when M1 announced free sms, mms and local call for a day...

of course must make full use of it lah!! HAHAHA

a happy and cute song! (:

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

Sunday afternoon

听海哭的声音...

heart simple time like this.
It was nice just sitting around chit chatting, listening to the wave, looking at the sea and enjoying the cool breeze. (:

Indeed a good way of spending time together.

realised that i whine too much recently...
and that's really bad bad bad BAD!

黑人和范范的婚禮

this is so sweet. :)

看了让人心动，
看了也好想结婚啊！哈哈
能和自己喜欢和爱你的人结婚是世界上最幸福的事。

F.A.M.I.L.Y

when blood is thicker than water. :)

they are the one who take in all my nonsenses without any complaints.
they are the one who never once give up one me.
they are the one who is worried about me always.
they are the one who gave me life and brought me up to who i am today.
they are the one who i shared lots of happy, sad, bitter, sour moments with.

they are the one who add meaning to the word "FAMILY".

and they are the one who will ALWAYS be there no matter what happens.

no matter how busy life is, always make it a point to spend time with them.
cherish and love your family before they are gone. (:

sad truth. but i agree and can totally relate to this quote that i saw somewhere. :)

"The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all."

this is awesome.
he combined different songs inside and it's really fantastic.
jay chou rock socks!
and eason chen so cute inside!



i hope i will have a chance to watch his concert in this lifetime. it's always sold out! damn

Eh?

All kinds of iPhone apps available. And one of the most ridiculous app I came across...

Seriously can you learn about sex just by reading this app?

Didn't download it so I won't know. Maybe those who tried can share with me if it's really workable and what it claims to be? HAHAHA. Btw the rating seems good... Hmm...

just a little update...

what it's may already?
damn time really flies and almost half a year gone.
and i'm still stuck with this robot life of me. very sad...

im trying hard to include other activities into my life. other than the usual, work - go home - go out routine, i signed up as a volunteer with the FSC near my house to give tuition to needy students (2 primary 3 boys). yes... i know i cant really teach or rather I CANT TEACH. but i'm trying and learning..

i'm also doing more youth work lately, took up my first case a volunteer probation officer and participating in camps to reach out to youth at risk.. it's good to start exposing myself to more youth work and be updated about what's happening in the youth sector after all that's where i want to be eventually. (:

work is still the same but with more programs to run, projects to prepare for, home visits to do and reports to write. i'm still suriving well? i guess.. just pray hard i dont screw up.

love life is still empty and very empty as usual... i think. hahaha. maybe i shall not make that as my priority now. maybe before that i will need to learn to share my life with the other party and to be less commitment probia?? (i dont know is there even a term for this? ha!)

and i also learned not to expect and put too much hope into things because expectation leads to disappointment... so i will just go with the flow?

i dont know what will i be doing for the rest of the year and where will i be.. but i seriously hope and pray hard that it will turn out to be really awesome and filled with endless good news for me, my family and people around me.

Yea election

The hottest topic that everyone is talking about, blogging about, tweeting about, facebook-ing about.. Yes it's the erection. Sorry I mean the election.

Was walking around Bishan area and while waiting at the traffic light I saw this little notice that someone posted there.

And that's not obviously what it claims to be. Zzz at the things people are doing now to bring down one another.

random thoughts

month end soon and i'm very proud of myself for this month!!!
mainly because no extra clothes, shoes, bags were bought!! wheeeee
shall TRY to maintain this record for may too..

shall chant this everyday... "i have lots of unworn shoes, clothes and bags. i dont need anymore new stuffs! i have lots of unworn shoes, clothes and bags. i dont need anymore new stuffs! i have lots of unworn shoes, clothes and bags. i dont need anymore new..........."

but i spent lots on masks and face product!
blame it on people who are constantly telling me that i aged ALOT within these two years... :(:(
zzzzz

eye candy!
OMG!
finally get to see him real life after watching his drama.. (ok, i know it's a bit far but still....) one word SHUAI! two word SIBEI SHUAI!!!!!
seriously, how can someone be that PERFECT looking?

A day before good friday.

Dinner tonight was spent catching up with bee. I miss her badly. We are always so busy with our own stuffs that we rarely get to meet up often like old days. :(

I love hanging out with her, just the two of us chatting, gossiping and laughing.

"People who don't know me think I'm quiet, people that do know me, wish I was.”

and when my friends saw me on tv...

nearly forgot and OMG it's this saturday!!
JGS JGS JGS!! wheeeeeeeeee
mad egg-citing to see him. :D

okay i know i'm too old to be a fan girl...

Tuesday morning

ISO sounds like I ass hole! HAHAHA

Old fag :(

And I learnt that when people commented that you look mature, it's just a nicer way of saying you look old!

Recently I found this picture of me taken 2 years ago when I first join my current co. Showed it to my colleagues and all of them concluded that I AGED ALOT! Double wtf.

Really meh? Such vast differences? :(:(

And you should look at stranger's face when i told them that I'm 24 this year. Do i really not look like my age? Colleague was saying maybe it's because I'm doing, thinking and behaving in a way which not a normal 24 yo chap will do. Really? Ahhh

But anyhow meanwhile I know I need to slap on lots of mask, moisturizer, or whatever to my face to prevent it from aging further. :(:(

"The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. And what do you get at the end of it? A death. What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, then you got to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, get laid, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating in warm liquid... and you check out as a gleam in somebody's eye!" - Sean Morey

right....

I received an invitation to give a talk about working with children. And of course I rejected because I don't think I'm the right person to talk about this after all my expertise is not in this area.

But still I think I will freak out from stage fright before I even start talking.

Friends/ cousin are asking me to be their MC for their wedding. And I'm always thinking of 101 ways to reject them. I'm really worried about me embarrassing myself in front of those strangers. Sometimes I managed to psycho myself to take up the challenge but sad to say it doesn't last! I will still back out eventually. Ahhh.. Loooser! :(:(

爱真的沒那麼簡單。

“不知道是我老了吗还是想太多？总觉得这首歌说出了我现在的心情，把我的心声全都唱出来！哈哈”

沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

remembering 张雨生

5 long weekends in 2012?

i know it's only early 2011 but hey who is not excited about having 5 LONG WEEKENDS IN 2012??

long weekends ftw!

Sunday!

Stay home Sunday and I decided to cook.
And since there is leftover rice from last night I decided to turn it into 蛋炒饭！And it's YUMMMEHS!! :D

I love cooking but hate washing up. Got to find someone who is willing to wash up for me after I cooked! HAHA

Team champion!

Took 3 days leave to volunteer at a youth camp instead of going for a holiday. this is seriously much more fulfilling and really time well spent! (:

First day was spent running around CBD area playing CSI amazing race and the following day was spent kayaking and cycling at ubin. Energy zapping activities but was mad fun. Was still worried that I can't catch up with them as they were all really energetic boys. But glad somehow I managed! Really aging! Haha

The group that I was leading was fantastic! And they even came in first! They work really well in a team completing all the tasks given together. WELL DONE TEAM SLEEP!