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serene is leaving today. no one to entertain me!!!

argh

my both legs are covered with very big and ugly and irritating and itchy mosquito bites!!!

plain irritating

i really hate traveling on the train with a group of mats. they are really getting on my nerves. making lots and lots of irritating noise. playing their music real loud, talking and swearing like nobody business, sitting on the ground as if they are the only passengers on the train. bloody hell. beside making lots of stupid noise they are blocking the space meant for we HUMAN to stand. they might think that its real COOL for them to behave in this manner but in actual fact its NOT!!! why cant they behave? its really irritating when you are trying to concentrate on the book you are reading and they are there making lots of irritating noise.

i was in the train on my way to work today, the moment i step into the train, i nearly fainted. loud music, beside that, one guy was talking real loud and swearing in malay and hokkien. what the fuck is wrong with them? all the way from sembawang to dohby gaugt i need to endure their nonsense. finally one of the indian lady cannot stand it anymore, she said "shhh!" and that boy respond by saying "see what see? @#$%" at that moment, i really feel like going up to him and slap his bloody mouth. he is the one that is making so much noise and he dares to be so rude.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THEM????

ana is so pretty. im so in love with her. oh my GOSH !!!
and i really hate serene!! =D

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ps. i love you

=D

i`m so in love with james!

pathetic

well. its a saturday afternoon and i should be out enjoying myself if not sleeping/ slacking my whole day away at home. but bloody hell!! im still struck at the office!! and worst of all im only paid 10 bucks for the whole day!!! FARKING PATHETIC!!! my transport here cost me $3.04 a day and lunch $3, which means i only get back $3.96!! not even enough for me to have a proper meal!!!

anyone wanna intro me a job which pay me more on weekend?

so sudden.

SHIMA IS GETTING ENGAGE NEXT WEEK !!!!!!

a time machine

it feels so good to be home in the afternoon. since i started work two months ago, i miss waking up late in the afternoon, lazing in front of the tv the whole day, and most importantly, I miss 100% entertainment badly!!

for the pass few weeks, i dragged waking up early in the morning, squeezing in the very very pack train every day in order to get to work. at raffles place, everyone dressed up nicely. ladies in high heels dressed up in hot and chic office wear, guys in newly polished leather shoes dressed up in shirt and pants. i feel so out of place. well im just a 19 year old kid who hold a lowly job with a pathetic pay. at my age, i should be out somewhere studying, playing, or even shopping. but why am i struck here? for the sake of MONEY i guess.

i seriously miss those day when i get to go to school, skip school, hang out after school everyday, studying hard for exam at the very very last mins. miss working at banquet, rushing through all the 8 courses during chinese dinner, rushing for turnover to prepare for the next function. running around, playing around, looking for a place to keng. lots and lots and lots of activity going on. i seriously need all this fun again! life is so darn bloody boring, colourless, lifeless. whatever.

i need a time machine to bring me back to the past.

sick

my fever is back and my throat is getting from bad to worst. somebody HELP ME!!!!!